Have you ever heard of human freeze? Freeze frame? The other day I was talking about this Wold Freeze Day with my friends and how we wish that Perth could have the same event that time!!!
The world will freeze for 5 minutes on April 1! Throughout the world people will gather on squares, in stations, in organizations or wherever they are and stop their motion for 5 minutes. Pause for thought. Pause for human kind. Pause for our planet. A prank for a laugh!
If I don't know anything and suddenly everyone around me freezes... I will be like...
Last year I thought that my sis would come to Perth and study, I was worried because if she comes, I have to give up smoking and all my other shits! Then she decided to go to Adelaide to further her education.
Then this July, my cousin is coming to Perth to study at Curtin University!!! After my exams, I will have to find a house for him, or else, he will be staying at my house with me until he gets a house with his friends. Then, I am doomed!!! Fucking doomed big time! Now, I am trying to ask him to stay on campus because it will be easier for him to learn things through friends on campus.
If he decided to stay outside, I think I will have to show him how to walk to university, where to eat, then must always go up and down his house to bring him out for lunch and dinner and all other shits! Well, I don't mind doing those things for awhile, but not for 1 or 2 months. I will go insane! Especially his father and my father are really close cousins for years, my father will definitely asked me to bring him around and take care of him.
Urrggghhhh..... me is doomed!!!!
AAarrgghh... can't be fucked with this now. I think I better worry about my exams than this. As usual, I haven't study for the final exams. It's a miracle that I didn't go to my friend's house. I kept forcing myself to stay at home and study. But.... I slept for a few hours, I watched show online, I packed my room, I stared at my computer, and all the procrastinating things I can think of doing at this time.
I am scared and my heart keeps beating as the final exams date is approaching. But on the other hand, I am taking my own sweet time to study. Somebody kill me please!!!!! I hate myself so much!
Yesterday after work, I brought Lexx out for walkies... (I know, you guys must be thinking, finally she brings her poor dog out!) I thought I have walked him for 30 mins because I was sweating and I felt tired but actually it was only a 15 mins walk. Damn! Why must I walk my dog? Can't they just be satisfied staying at home? Urrgghh...
Came back home sitting in front of the computer thinking whether I should go out at night. I wanna start studying for my final exams but somehow... my heart kept telling me that I should go out. So, I was telling myself that whoever call and jio me out at that time, I will definitely go out. After 30 mins, Colin called! Muahahah...
We went to Northbridge for dinner and he was blaming me for not asking him out. OKOK I promised him that I will go out with more often before he goes to up north. After dinner we went to karaoke with Serena and other friends. We had a lot of fun there and singing at Utopia Myaree is so cheap! At least cheaper than Hits Studio I think. Then we decided to go to Colin's new apartment for an unofficial house warming!
I am so in love with his apartment!!!! His company is paying for his stay at the apartment, it's so convenient to go to Northbridge and to the city. He has clean towels to use everyday, apartment will be cleaned everyday, etc. Everything is so prefect and I feel like staying at his apartment for a few days and pretend that I am having a short holidays. Wanted to stay overnight at his place but I know that we would ended up talking too much until the next morning... then both of us might not be able to have enough sleep... So, I came back home. If I am not working tomorrow, then I will stay overnight. Sigh~~~
Before I leave the house...
Jon: Aijor, study for your corporate finance lah. Still wanna go out. Me: Huh? Dinner only mah. I still have to eat right? Jon: I don't think so loh. I am sure you will be having plans after dinner. Me: Hehehe... karaoke only lah. Come home then study. =) Jon: Are you sure? Me: Hmmm... see how!
Fuck! My procrastination mode is on again. I should start studying now. But I have a Birthday party to go to tonight. Then next Saturday the whole day I have to attend my friend's Hens Party. See... how to study?
This afternoon I have wasted my time going down to Bentley thinking that I would get back my necklace. But this stupid guy called me and asked me to go there and take from him, in the end he told me that he lost it! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!! My mum was shouting at me when I called her to let her know that news.
Well, I don't know who should I blame for this incident. In March, my mum wanted to send the necklace to me by post but I told her not to because the necklace costs around RM5000. So, she asked her best friend's son to bring it over for me. I tried calling and looking for him for one whole fucking month and he didn't answer my call and didn't reply my messages as well. Finally, I saw him at Metro last Saturday and I started asking him about my necklace.
What the fuck man! I mean, he knew that the necklace is very expensive and he knew that I need the necklace urgently, yet he lost it. He kept asking me how and what should we do now? Well, how the fuck I know xia? I doubt that his mum will pay the money to my mum. Then my mum asked me to keep asking him to find. Sigh... I am so sick of all this shit.
For the past few weeks I had been asking people to pay me back my money lah, find my necklace lah, clean this and that thing up lah, etc. All of them are just spoiling my fucking mood now. Especially every time when I asked for something hoping that it will turn out good, then it never turn out good. Sometimes I feel like shouting to everyone when I get really pissed off about them. But... I must control myself!!!!
Then now, my mum doesn't wanna send me a new one. She thinks that it's my responsible to make sure that he finds the necklace. I think that he didn't even try his very best to find my necklace. I think next time I will trust the post office than asking other people.
Last time I always like trance music coz it's softer and very euphoric, especially when you are in your own world, you really wanna just be in there and enjoy the music. But now, I LOVE hardstyle and hard trance. They have more hard bass and the beat is stronger which make you feel like dancing the whole night, non-stop!
I don't mind if the club or rave starts to play trance at the beginning, because I need to warm up in a smooth music. Then when I get to the mood, this is the time when hardstyle and hard trance should be played! Coz I can dance all night or should I say 2 to 3 hours non-stop. Then I will be drinking my redbull and water, sucking my lollies, inhaling my inhaler, dancing with my glowsticks.... Aw~~~~ heaven!!!!! Cloud 9 effect! Shiok betul!!!!
There was once I went to an event called Godskitchen last year. I was dancing and walking around from 11.30pm till 6am non-stop. I didn't even sit down at all! Coz it was too good!!! But I hate it when I got smacked up really hard that I had to sit on a chair for the whole night. I remember I went to White Party and I got so smacked up that I sat on the chair the whole night, right in the middle of the bar overlooking the stage! The whole atmosphere is so good that I was in my own world that time.
Although I did force myself to stand up and dance but I just couldn't help it. Every time when I wanna stand up and dance, for less than 5 mins, I would automatically take a sit again. Then I would just look at the stage, when the DJ is spinning, the colorful lights flashing here and there, my eyes would just follow the lights making me wanna fly!! It's like a bug chasing after the light! Woo Hoo~~~~!!!!
I think I enjoy both speedy and smacky atmosphere, but would prefer to have a speedy one. Smacky mood will just make the time goes slower and the whole night you will just sit there doing nothing looking at people. I always feel regret if I have a smacky mood that night coz I feel like I have wasted my time and money to sit there there whole fucking night. Speedy mood makes the time passes by so fast and you dance all night and there's a satisfaction there that I have done something.
I am looking forward to Armin Van Buuren this June! Woo hoo!!!! yes!!! I am fucking going to AVB!!!!! Thanks to a few friends who owed me money, they decided to combine the money together to buy me that tickets! Hahaha.... fucking hell!!!! But I love them so much still!!! They helped me to celebrate my single-hood. Said dun worry, you always have us the bros in the ghetto for ya. *Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......*
And my babe and boss who also helped me to celebrate my single-hood, brought me to have dinner at Ipoh even though my babe's kaki is a bit cacat. I really appreciate that! Muaks you and ah cheam long time! Hugs!!!!! Then they come to my house and we 'batu-ed' the whole night! I just couldn't stop laughing at my babe's 'batu-ed' face! Muahahahahahhaha......
Fuck! I think last time I should study something related to DJ-ing and music!!! Then I will get to travel around the world for any rave events! That's why last time I studied Public Relations because we get to travel around if we are in-charge of HUGE international events. How cool is that? I don't think my dreams will ever be fulfilled! Office life, working 9 to 5, sitting in front of the comp.... this kinda life sucks big time man!!!!!!!
So, the whole world knows that I have ended the relationship with my bf. Thanks to Facebook! I feel like there's no privacy on Facebook, at all! I have been receiving messages on MSN, on Facebook and mobile phones asking me whether I am fine. Well, I guess I will be fine after a few more days. Thanks heaps!
But I received a very sarcastic message on Facebook from this young guy who I used to go out with.
"After all this while u guys broke up or its just for show?"
Me is so fucking pissed off when I read this message! Fuck you, **!!!! I can't believe that there are people in this world who have nothing better to do. Boliaoz. Maybe I hurt him too much last time! Hahaha... Shame on you, asshole!
I'm a little neurotic. I suffer from bipolar-personality disorder. I tend to self-diagnose. I believe balance is every thing. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy. I hang out too much with all my male friends, which leads to me behaving like them. Seriously, a lady I'm not. I love going to raves and my Friday night routine at Rise. Glow sticks, chewies, lollies and my Thai inhaler is a must-have items every time when I'm in my own world. Release and reveal yourself, it's a big sky out there. We love, we live, we take, we give!
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CURRENT FAVE
WISHED
Peep toe flats Black round toe flats
Finish University
Own a house
Own a new car A new digital camera A part-time job
Life that I deserve
More tattoos One more part-time job Black Skinny leg jeans go back Malaysia for hols
Have a maid My right foot recover More sex!!
Lose 10kgs millitary style jascket Own a car Pipu comes back to Perth
Mr. Right
Spend CNY in Malaysia Find a house for me and Lexx
L.O.V.E
Dangling Earrings
Big Hoop Earrings
Charm Necklace
Pointy Toe Heels
Rounded Toe Heels
Bags
Blythe
Clubbing
Shopping
Kristopher
Coffee
Crossed pendant
Perfumes
Tattoo
Musical box
Freedom
SEX
Manicure
Pedicure
Spa
Trance
Hard Dance
H.A.T.E
Cooking
Insects
Perverts
Hello Kitty
Little kids
hypocrite
Someone who like to show-off
Someone who has betrayed me
Someone who doesn't appreciate my f'ship
