I have landed in Perth last Wednesday and the weather was good that day. Not that hot and it was pretty cooling at 6am that morning. Drew told me that I had been lucky and I brought the strong wind to Perth! LoL! Funny guy! As usual, when i stepped into my house, I had been welcome by my green monster. I miss it too much!
In the end, I spent the next few days having friends coming to my house to catch up with me, smoking cones and drinking alcohol non-stop. At the same time, I went to Metros and Hits as well. I either got fucking drunk or fucking stoned during the weekends. Woo Hoo... Damn I miss this kinda life when I was in Malaysia.
Finally I get to use my computer here in peace without sharing it with my brother, sister or whoever!!! My own room, my own car, my own space, my own toilet.... having friends who have the same interest with me -- rave kaki, stoned kaki, karaoke kaki, gossip kaki, beach kaki,etc. The most important thing of all.... MY FREAKING FREEDOM!!!
If I had a magic lamp, I would wish to get 10 years younger so that I could party hardcore for another 10 more years! Hahahahaha...
Left 2 more days till I go back to Perth. I kinda feel a bit sad at this very moment to leave Malaysia even though I have been complaining all the time that I really hate it here. Every time towards the last few days I would feel that way. I think I am gonna miss my friends and family here, especially the comfortable life provided by my parents.
Yesterday, my friends since secondary school decided to come out for a few drinks, not really a farewell for me, but just to catch up for the last time before I fly back to Perth for 2 to 3 months. They made me the driver that night because they think that I should be quite relax in Perth not having to pick too many friends up from different places! Hahaha... what good friends I have!
Oh well, I am not so calculative and they have been my supporting friends for 15 years now. Even though our group do not meet really often due to some of them are married, or have engaged, or have bfs... They do have their own commitments in life too. But we promise to each other that we would try to meet up at least once a month if possible. I think we are doing quite well and have been meeting up 2 or 3 times a month.
I didn't manage to catch up with a lot of my friends when I came back because I am simply too lazy to stuck in the traffic jam or go all the way from Klang to KL to meet some of them. I had try my best to ask all of them out. But most of them are busy with their working lives and some of them have to travel in and out of Malaysia, so it's kinda difficult to arrange for a suitable time to meet up!
Oh well, since I am coming back for good now, I do not need to rush anyone to meet up with me coz I simply have too much time to meet up with them when I come back. My friends are so happy that I am coming back coz they will be having one more traveling kaki. So far they have planned to go to Korea in February, Vietnam in April and Melbourne in June. They have already took ages to plan and I just need to nod my head and pay the money! Hahaha...
Too bad. I do not want to take money from my dad to travel. It's really not that nice. It's easy for them to say because they are working now and they have their own money to spend. I don't. I eve feel embarrassing that I have to take money from my dad every time when I am going out!!! Good for me, not good for my dad!
Arrrgghh... I am actually kinda nervous to go back to Perth. I don't know why. I feel like I have left that place for a year and I have get used to the life in Malaysia! I guess I will be coming back here in no time and start to complain about my life in Malaysia again! Hhehehehe...
sOphia.G
The Story of A Fucking Cinderella in the Fucking World!
This is the first time i have read an entry which is full of anger from you. it is always normal for parents to sayang the youngest of all because they are afraid that they might get hurt.
i don't want to judge you, nor do i want to judge your family. but i do think that you are a cool person to have as a sister. if i could, i would choose you to be my samseng sister who uses the word "fuck" endlessly in her blog.
even my brother pisses me off, and the way my mum goes around to protect him for anything really pisses me off!!!!
there are alot of chores at home that have been delegated to him and you know it sucks cs my mum always calls for me to do it EVEN though we all know its supposed to be my brother.
if i do something, its wrong. go out eat alot say i have alot of money. but if the son go out eat alot, ask the son got enough money or not.
to cookie: wtf?? are u mocking me? hahahaahha... aiyah, im fine with my sister now. and im fine with everything now. wat to do rite???
to jacque: yeah i know abt ur case. u used to complain to much abt ur brother to me!!!! it's so fuckin unfair to be the eldest rite? it's not like i have a choice!!!
Sometimes I do think that I have the world's most useless sister! I have this youngest sister who is 22 years old this year and my parents adore her a lot because she is the youngest and we have all grown up, we are no longer as young and as cute as she is! I have another sister who is closer with me because we spend more time together growing up and our age gap is not far away from each other.
Before proceeding, I would like to tell you guys that as the eldest sister among my siblings, I do love all my brothers and sisters equally. I would help them if they needed my help, I would die for them if I had to. But before doing something stupid, I would evaluate that person and think whether he/she is worth dying for.
Today, my mum went to Genting with her friends for jungle trekking and will stay there for a night. My sister is going for sky trekking with her friends and I was supposed to go with her. I have to cancel it because my dad's secretary is taking half day off, my youngest brother is going to a wedding dinner later on, another brother going out with gf and left only my youngest sister at home. I have to go to the shop to help my father later on until night time, hence I canceled my sky-trekking plan.
I looked out of my window from my room and realized that my mum didn't hang the clothes so I was already in a bad mood thinking why my youngest sister never hang the clothes. I went to her room and asked her how come she woke up early this morning and she never hang the clothes? She said:
"Huh? I thought mummy hang already?"
FUCK U BITCH!!!! If mummy hang already do I have to fucking ask you? What the fuck is she doing the whole morning?!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
I told her, if she dares to come back from Australia for good, I will make sure that she suffers and she fucking do something in this house when she is back for good!!! Coz now she is on holidays, I won't say much. But next time when she comes back for good, I will make sure that she fucking do something at home!
My youngest sister is obviously a princess! Why do I say that? That's because ever since she came back from Australia for about 2 months now. She NEVER do anything at home. She NEVER wash the dishes! She NEVER fold the clothes! She NEVER hang the clothes. FUCKING CB NEVER DO ANY FUCKING THINGS AT HOME LAH!!!!!!
The most dulan thing is my mum always side on her whenever she is not doing anything. If my mood is good, I simply do not give a fuck about my mum protecting her. But when my mood is not good, i will fucking make sure that everyone at home better stays in their room for never kena machine gun from me. Coz I would fuck all of them upside down!
My mum knew that no matter what happen, I would help her to fold the clothes every night, I would wash all the dishes every night. Sometimes she took me for granted by leaving all the clothes to me. As you know I do go out on weekends and I don't fold the clothes during weekends, she would leave the clothes there until Monday. Every Monday, I would have to fold a mountain full of clothes! Imagine having 7 people in the house.
If either me or my sister asked my youngest sister to fold the clothes or indirectly force her to do housework. My mum would help her to do everything before she even have the chance to do it. She will never ask my youngest sister to fold. She will only ask the two oldest daughters to do it. WHAT THE FUCK!!! The reason why my sister and I help my mum to do housework is because we think that we should let my mum rest since she is getting older and we would be happier if she works less. But sometimes my mum makes me feel like I AM SO UNAPPRECIATED!!! Of all the things that I have done for her, her sights were probably covered by some kind of black magic voodoo shit which I do not know how to explain.
For example:
My mum and I wanted to go Bangsar wanted to shop for boutique clothes and since my sister is a 'boutique frequent flyer', obviously she should drive us there rite? She expected my mum to drive and was telling us that she is not sure how to go there! BUT NO FUCKING WAY!!!FUCKING CB CUNT!!! She drove her friends there dunno how many fucking times and she shopped there dunno how many fucking times and now she told us she didn't know the fucking way? I was so fucking pissed off at her i shouted at her saying that even it was my first time to the boutique street but I do fucking know how to go to Bangsar, if she doesn't wanna drive I will fucking drive! My sister was so so scared in the end she offered to drive.
The verdict:
My mum complained to my aunt that ever since I come back from Perth, my mood is very bad! I have bad tempered. I get angry easily, I no longer tolerate with anything. I shouldn't be shouting at my sister. If I am so angry to be the one driving, then she can drive. WAT THE FUCK rite? I was angry at my sister because she wanted my mum to drive. I was mad at her because of my mum. Not because I have to drive there. FUCKING HELL!
The moral of the story:
Never be a KPO when your evil princessy sister is forcing your mum to drive. You will never know, your mum might be enjoying it. Ain't life's a bitch?
For another example from my sister:
She is more mean than me and more fierce. She would never do things for my youngest sister. Therefore, every night she would take all the dishes to my youngest sister's room and left them all there till morning. After a few days, my youngest sister had to guai guai wash dishes before she goes to bed. Then there was once my mum was sweeping the floor and my sister would love to help her. My sister told my mum that she would sweep and my youngest sister would mop the floor, and vice-versa. My youngest sister told my sister that if she wanna do all that then she can do it all by herself because she was busy. Busy not because she is masturbating in the room to fulfill her sexual needs or anything. But she was too busy chatting on MSN.
The Verdict:
My sister exploded! Fucking scolded my youngest sister and was sweeping the floor in a bad tempered. Then my mum said "If you are not happy doing all this thing, then don't anyhow scold your sister. You don't have to d it if you don't want to. I never ask you to help me." Speechless. My sister was so angry that time she didn't do anything and she said she was happy letting my mum did all that at that moment because she was disappointed at my mum. She wanted to help my mum to train up my youngest sister and in the end, my mum never appreciate that.
The moral of the story:
Never be a KPO again when your evil princessy sister decided to learn some voodoo spells online while your mum is busy cleaning up the house. You will never know, you mum might be enjoying it?!!!
I am not saying that my mum doesn't love us or anything. I know it's hard to treat everyone equally in the big family. But maybe she should do something which will make more sense? Even at school, teachers will only reward kids who are in their good behaviors. You could only scored HD if you studied hard. But at this moment, I felt so fucking unappreciated. I have done some much in this family and it seems like my parents are treating my youngest sister the best.
Even if she never comes back home for a few days, my father never ask. IF I fucking never come back for one night, my father asked where the fucking hell did I go to? Every time when my sister goes to Melaka, Penang, PD, or anywhere which required her to stay overnight, she could just disappear without saying anything to anyone. For me, I had to fucking report to my father every time I wanna fucking go to Singapore!!!! I am fucking 28 years old now, compared to my sister I fucking know how to take a good fucking care of myself!!! If I tell my mum that I didn't wanna tell my dad that I am going to Singapore, my mum would fucking give me the guilt trip the whole day till I couldn't stand it!!! What the fuck rite???
My mum knew that if my youngest sister would have to tell my dad that she is going here and there everyday, my dad would get mad. So, she would try her very very best just to protect her.But since she can't protect so many people, the eldest has to be sacrificed first. Ever since my sister came back from Australia, I can count with my fingers how many times she sleeps at home. I am not joking here. She is always sleeping at her friend's house and my parents didn't fucking say anything.
I felt like my childhood was being tortured and torn apart by my parents after seeing how much freedom my sister is having now as compared to mine last time. My youngest sister told me that she hates studying in Australia and she can't wait to come back to Malaysia. Of coz lah, over here she can live like a princess. No need to do any fucking things at home.
A lot of my friends asked me why do I like living in Perth so much? It's so fucking quiet and stuff. Well... One word -- FREEDOM! I do not have to report to anyone. I do not need to help any fuckers to do anything. I wash my own clothes, I cook my own dinner, I clean up my own toilet, etc. I am happy to do everything for myself. I don't even mind doing housework for my housemates coz I know they would help me back by doing their parts.
Even if they don't, I can fucking ask them to do their houseworks and they will fucking do it. If not happy, then move out and move on with life. But when it comes to your own family, you can't choose your family and you have to fucking live with it! That's why I don't wanna stay at home, I don't wanna feel so unappreciated even though I have done so much in the family!!! I don't wanna feel so controlled by my parents when I see that my sister is not being controlled by them! This is just fucking unfair!
Don't come telling me because I am more playful and this and that shit that's why my parents are controlling me more. Use your fucking brain to think then! Your not fucking living in my house, you will not fucking understand! I sooooooooooooooooo wanna go back to Perth right now!!! NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!!
I am feeling so much better now. I am so glad I have this fucking blog! At least a place for me to vent my anger! I fucking need this space on my own.
Three more days to paradise.
Voodoo skill to be learned -- "How to make yourself look like a innocent bitch when you are actually a fucking selfish bitch!"
1 Black Heart 1 Full Selfishness 1 Fuck Care Attitude 1 Loving Mother 2 KPO Sisters 1 Loving Father 1 Full Selfishness 1 Full Selfishness 1 Full Selfishness 1 Full Selfishness 1 Full Selfishness 1 Full Selfishness (Oooppss... did I mention all that already?) Maybe I should learn the skill of being selfish and not loving others too much in order for others to love me. No wonder my sister gets the best of the best from my parents!
Disclaimer:I do not hate my mum. I do not hate my sister. But sometimes my sister's laziness could lead to hatred. But she is my sister no matter what happen, I can't hate her for long. But if I were to stay in Malaysia for good and if she is coming back for good, I will make sure that my life here in Malaysia will be worth living for. I will fucking do something to make her contribute to this family. As for my mum, I love her too much sometimes it hurts.
It's the same time every year for spring cleaning to welcome the Chinese New Year. It's sad to know that I won't be able to celebrate CNY with my family and friends in Malaysia. CNY is very important in my family and they always believe that it's auspicious to celebrate CNY at home with your family. Another thing is, Valentine's Day falls during CNY too! Damn!
I really don't wanna miss this year's CNY but I have to because I have a lot of stuff to settle in Perth. I believe that if I go back to Perth after CNY, I won't be able to settle my Perth stuff in just 2 weeks time. My house rental contract ends in March, so I have to go back before that date to ask if any one of my housemates would wanna continue with the contract. If not, they would have to move out once my lease ended.
Spring cleaning at my house is crazy! I am so scared of it every year to welcome the new year. My mum would wash everything in the house... like every inches of the house. We have to move all the furnitures out so that my mum could clean up the floor and wall thoroughly. We have to wipe every little thing in the house, clean all the plates and glasses in the cupboard! What the fuck rite? Since they are all in the cupboard and we hardly use it and they are clean... why bother? Then my mum would say that "the spider and lizard shit inside and crawl around the plates and glasses, it's dirty." Urrgghh... I seriously need a maid during spring cleaning!
Not only that, my mum would also clean up our two big fridges and throw away all the expired stuff. I love doing this as I really can't stand fridge with expired stuff and dirty stuff in there. It just made me feel like it would contaminate my fresh food and there would be a smell in the fridge! Eeeekkk... In Perth, I clean up my fridge every 3 to 4 months. Even if I am busy, I would at least check on all the food and bottles to check whether they have expired.
Now, I have cleaned up all my cupboards, my wardrobe and study table in my room because I know that I will be going back to Perth next week and won't be able to clean up before CNY. Anyway, I have found out a few boxes of 'treasure' while I was cleaning my cupboard! I used to collect stamps, bus tickets, postcards, birthday cards and celebrity photos when I was young.
I used to have more than 40 pen-pals from all over the world and I exchanged a lot of stuff with them. Those were the days... Ah! Those memories! Hehehehe... I really wanted to throw everything away to make space for stuff that I am sending back from Perth. But in the end, I just couldn't do it! Some of the stamps are valuable coz they are those first release stamps and I did queue up at the post office early morning just to wait for that first release stamps! Hahaha...
Guess what? I have to do all these when I go back to Perth! Fuck! I fucking hate cleaning so many stuff in one time because my nose is sensitive to dust. I would keep sneezing and have runny nose throughout the whole cleaning process!!! I should wear a mask next time! No matter what happen, I can't wait to go back to Perth.
Something made me really happy today and they really made my day today! I received good news from Murdoch University regarding my transcript credit points. There was a tiny problem when I lodged my PR application the other day. My agent told me that from the way he looked at my transcript, after calculating the advanced standing and all the credit points, it seems like I have only studied 1 1/2 years in Murdoch University, not 2 years.
I need that 2 years to be qualified to apply for an Australian PR. My agent said that I need a letter from Murdoch to further explain my situation and how my credit points are being calculated and to prove that my course is a three years course and I have studied two years there. (Failed units are not included! heh!) So, last month I had to go through a few people at the International Office explaining my condition through phone and emails, spoke to 4 or 5 people.
In the end they decided to issue me that letter but it made my situation worse by saying that my degree is 72 points degree and I am being awarded 48 points of advance standing which means I have only studied one year at Murdoch University? What the fuck man! Moreover, I spoke to the head of the International Office and he didn't sound friendly and not willing to help me in this matter. As if I am wasting his fucking time to settle my problem.
So, I didn't bother calling or writing to them and decided to wait till I go back to Perth then go to their office and talk to them face to face. Then one of my friend asked me "How come you didn't ask X to help you settle your issue? She works in the International Office and works with the Dean. Maybe she will be able to make thing easier to talk to since all of them are her colleagues."
"Fuck!! Yeah hor! How come I never thought of her?"
Guess what? She only took 3 days to settle the letter that I needed and I am so glad that she made things clearer over at the International Office side. I really owe her one big one! Will treat her go makan once I go back to Perth. Before that, I took almost three weeks corresponding with those International Officers because they said they were busy at that time. Heng I have a friend working in there, or else, I would take longer than that to settle!!!
Now I am hoping that my agent would tell me that the letter is good enough to support all my documents in order for me to get my PR.
to tell you the truth, i am so ashamed to be admitted to be a malaysian now. my friends have been discussing about this issue in the office and everywhere and everyone thinks that there are something going on behind the scene. there might be a hidden message of all the things that have happened lately. but it's not a good idea to share my view here as I do not want to be caught under ISA. but i do hope that this thing can be solved as soon as possible!
i knw wat u mean hahaha... every1 thinks the same thing too! my friends and my parents... all of us knw the story behing it. but of coz everything is just guessing!!! but i do hope this issue can be settled soon lah. so pitiful leh... how many churches have to be burned down leh?
I logged in to my Facebook account this afternoon and found out that I was invited by my friend to join this group called "We support the use of the name Allah by all Malaysian." I clicked "join". This is not for fun, but I decided to join because I think that The word "Allah" can be used by everyone if you really know the origin of this word.
I also came across this group called "Menentang Penggunaan Nama Allah Oleh Golongan Bukan Islam" (Opposing the Usage of "Allah" by Non-Muslims). Do you have any idea how many people joined this group???? Fucking more than 166,000 people which compared to 38, 779 people who supported using "Allah" as God by all Malaysians.
Honestly, some people do freaked out reading the news everyday that churches are being burned down, we are gonna have racial riots soon... But the Government has strongly reassured us that nothing serious would happen in Malaysia and they will try their very best to find the culprits who has been organizing the burning down of churches plans.
Sigh... I just don't understand. We have celebrated close to 53 years of Independence Day together, have been having each other as neighbors, friends, classmates, workmates, regardless of the skin colors. This kind of issues don't have to happen in Malaysia just because of one word.
I used to be so proud of being a Malaysian and called this beloved country "my home". I guess I changed my mind ever since long time ago. I am still proud, but not as proud as last time and would call other places my home if I am given a choice. The racial and ethnic thread in Malaysia is so tensed now that I am so afraid to be living in this country. Even though life is still normal around here and there hasn't been people killing other people. But I am afraid that this kind of things would happen sooner or later if this incident is not handled properly.
I met up some Iranian people while I was in Phuket and they said "Malaysia is a good Islamic country!We would love to stay there than Iran." I agreed to that but I would like to take that back this time. Malaysia is a good Islamic country, IF only the people here are not shallow minded and willing to accept other race's religion and belief.
So far, this is still a loving country lah. I am still talking to the Malay aunty who works at the restaurant next to my father's shop. I am still chatting with my Malay friends and we are still friends. There are a lot of Malays out there who also think that this is just a stupid matter and Malaysia people can do better than that!
For "Allah's" sake, I just can't wait for everything to cool down and by the time I read the newspaper it won't be news about burning churches and "Allah" this and "Allah" that.
Those low life fuckers in Malaysia! They should stop this stupid actions before the whole Malaysia go into emergency racial riots or some shit! I am so afraid that this kind of things would happen in Malaysia like what happened in Indonesia last time.
But at least the Malaysia Government is doing something about it. I guess those people who burned down the churches purposely took this opportunity to create havoc in this country.
In order to protect this country's security I think the govenrment should do something faster and more efficient to put those fuckers behind bars!
What do all the Malays want? They are not satisfied with their special rights in this country?Did other races complain about that? Fuck no! We still continue with our lives and love this country a lot and call this country our home.
Right now I am so ashamed of myself being a Malaysian.
There has been this controversy in Malaysia over the High Court decision last week allowing a Catholic weekly magazine to use the word "Allah" in their Malay edition magazine to refer as their "God", Jesus Christ.
The word "Allah" is a word used by Muslim as a reference to their God and most people do believed that the word "ALLAH" can only be used to refer to Muslim's God. But the truth is "Allah" means "GOD" in Arabic word. Hence, now all Malaysians (no matte what skin colors they are) are supporting the fact that all of us are allowed to use the word "Allah", not just Muslims or Malays.
I just read the newspaper this afternoon that there were a few peaceful protests over the Allah issue were held at three major mosques after the Friday prayers. Some of the more hardcore and violent protests have burnt down a few churches in Malaysia. Our Home Minister Datuk Seri Hishammuddin Tun Hussein said that the government would not hesitate to use any means to punish anyone who threatens the security of the country.
I simply don't understand why some people can be that shallow minded. For those people who protested, I think they should get their facts right first before doing anything stupid! "Allah" just means God in another language. If they can't tell the difference between religion and language then they shouldn't be surviving now. They should be sent back to primary school and learn the A to Z correctly in order to understand the whole freaking situation.
If people do think that the word "Allah" can't be used by non-muslims. Then, does that mean that when I used the word God as a reference to my Buddhist God, am I referring to the Christian God, Jesus Christ as well? So, I am not allowed to use the word God to refer to my God? I should just use Mandarin word -- 神(shen) as a reference to my own God?
Wow! I nearly lost myself there! Why make life so complicated? We have Malays, Chinese, and Indians here. So, using any languages as a reference to our God should be allowed. Even the High Court has already approved the word "Allah" means "God", why can't the Muslim people in Malaysia accept this fact and why do they still wanna bury themselves into this kinda stupid actions? It's 2010, people in this century should have the wisdom to know the difference between right and wrong. Not just do thing blindly just to protect their rights. I understand, I do wanna be special! I do wanna protect my rights! I do wanna protect my religion! But to create a HUGE issue out of this tiny issue is just plain stupid!
What happened to the 1Malaysia campaign that is being promoted widely in Malaysia last year emphasizing national unity, ethnic tolerance and government efficiency? Everyone is happy and is trying their very best to make this country a peaceful country and a better place to stay. But it seems like some people are just not too happy about what they are having in this country.
go vegan go! don't worry on how people look at you. the most important thing is yourself. if you think that you are doing something right then go ahead with it. you have no one to answer to but god and only god can judge you. last but not least, you are an inspiration to me. it's time for me to do something for god. i think you are a noble person. finally i saw the other soft side of sophia goh.
Day Four -- Nothing really special but I do have cravings for a lot of meaty stuff! Sometimes I do go insane! Hahaha... I realize that ever since I am on this vegetarian diet, I get hungry so easily. Most of the snacks at home are meat products and I could only munch on chocolate here and there but not too much.
The best part about being a vegetarian is I get to eat more vegetable. Before this, I hardly even eat vegetable and would only took 2 or 3 scoops of vegetable per meal. But now I cannot be too picky or else my poor little stomach is gonna suffer! Hahaha... Every meal I only have bean curd and vegetable to choose from. It's either fake chicken with bean curd, fake fish with bean curd, etc. Suddenly I feel so much healthier than before!
The downside of being a vegetarian is when all your friends decided to meet up for lunch or dinner, you can't possibly force them to have vegetarian food with you because not everyone likes vegetarian food. Some people do think that having vegetarian food is a waste of money coz they are not real. Well, vegetarians do deserve to have their own freaking restaurants to have a nice meal like normal people too! In Malaysia, they even have vegetarian cafe for young people and really huge vegetarian restaurants around. So, it's still not that bad to be a vegetarian in Malaysia!
Now I can only have fries, salad, bread as my lunch or dinner when I meet up with my friends. But for my friends who don't mind having vegetarian food, they would offered to have dinner at the vegetarian restaurant. For example, this Saturday I am meeting up with my two best friends and one of them, Khim's family has became a long term vegetarian. Not her, but her family. So, she has vegetarian food everyday at home, unless she is eating out.
She recommended an organic restaurant to meet up and all of them are fine with them. Everyone was shocked when they heard that I am on my vegetarian diet for a good cause! Hahaha.... I am actually a strong Buddhist believer. Friends who know me well will know that I have a lot of rules that I want myself to follow in my religion. But I am happy to do so, even though I have to sacrifice things or food that I love.
Some people may think that I am superstitious, some people may think that I am stupid. But I believe that if I could sacrifice something that I love for God, I don't really mind. I'd rater believe in something than not believing in anything at all.
Anyhoo... I hope that my one month of vegetarian journey will be a great one. I hope that I will be able to learn something by the end of the day. Who knows? I might become a vegetarian for the rest of my life? Hehehehe...
"Whatever you do, make it an offering to me -- the food you eat, the sacrifices you make, the help you give, even your suffering." -- Bhagavad Gita
"There is no higher religion than human service. To work for the common good is the greatest creed." -- Woodrow Wilson
Today is my second day of becoming a vegetarian. I have decided to be a vegetarian for a month due to religious purpose. As you know most staunch Buddhist believe that being a Vegetarian may benefits their life at the very moment and afterlife.
I went to the temple the other day and have promised to take up this HUGE challenge as God has answered my prayers. In returns, I will be a Vegetarian for a month. Being a would also ensure purification of mind, body and soul. I hope that this one month of vegetarian would purified me! I am too evil sometimes.
Why is this a HUGE challenge for me? That's because I hardly take any vegetable and it is definitely not my favorite food. Moreover, I am in Malaysia right now surrounded by all the yummy food!! Especially now all my friends are busy calling each other out for gathering and it's always meaty stuff involve! I am so doomed!
I could only order Roti Kosong at mamak stalls now. Normally I would order Nasi Lemak with Ayam Goreng plus Mata Kerbau (Sunny side up). *sigh* If my friends decided to have dinner outside, I could only have my dinner at home and met them later on. Maybe I would just stare at them eating while I drool one corner. Sianz!
Luckily my dad is a long term vegetarian now and there are vegetarian food at home for lunch and dinner! At least those food are not all vegetable, we do have vegetarian fish, vegetarian chicken, vegetarian lamb and all the bean curds which are my favorite! My siblings said that I am walking on a suicide path for making a promise to God, but I seriously do not think that way. Coz I think I can do it.
I have already had vegetarian food for lunch for the past 3 months and every Sunday we follow our dad to have vegetarian food. The difference now is, I am doing it for both lunch and dinner for a month. That's all. Most of the old people are happy to know that I am on vegetarian diet now because they think that it's good for myself and my family. Body, mind and soul cleansing for the new year. LoL!
Seriously, I am craving for KFC now! Hahahaha... I told my sister this afternoon that I am not a big fan of KFC, but I would die for a bite of KFC at this very moment!
My first entry of 2010! I wanted to blog on the first day of 2010 but was too tired to do that due to the hardcore party I had the night before. Anyway...
Happy New Year 2010 to all of you. I hope that 2010 will bring great blessings to you throughout the year and fill up your life with lots of joyous moments, good health and great wealth!!
So... how was your NYE celebrations?
I was charging my body energy on the first day of the new year. I should have woke up early and did more things on that day. Anyway, I had my friends from Singapore and Perth who came to K.L on the 30th and on that night itself we have already partied the night away! Pretty hardcore party! I left their hotel early because I knew that I had to save up some energy for NYE.
Kenneth came on NYE and again, we went clubbing that night for NYE celebrations. Again, the same group of people. Again, we drank till we were all fucking drunk. Again, we went back to their hotel for second session. But from this time onwards, that was some hardcore party going on in that hotel room and I enjoyed it the most.
OMG!! I love K.L so much! Whatever shit you want, you can get it here! How good is that? =)
All of us were quite GG throughout the whole night with our stuff... Kenneth and I reached home at around 8.30am on New Year's day. Slept till 12.30pm, went out for lunch with my mum and aunt, came back home and slept again, woke up for dinner again, came back home and slept again. I hadn't been sleeping enough for the past few days before new year.
But I was glad that Kenneth could come over to Malaysia and spent that precious 3 days with me. That was the best part of 2010 for me. I know I will miss him and I probably won't be seeing him for the next few months, but I am looking forward to the day we meet again in Singapore! woot woot!
Anyway, like all new year traditions go, this is my resolution for the new year:
Nothing.
Yeah, I can't be fucked making any new year resolutions that I know I won't be able to commit. In fact, I have never complete any of my new year resolutions for the past few years. Hmmm... Maybe I am not as discipline as the rest of the people out there. I will just let it be and fulfill my life's satisfaction naturally...
This is the Sophia I know. =)
"New Year's Resolution: To tolerate fools more gladly, provided this does not encourage them to take up more of my time" James Agate
"I made no resolutions for the New Year. The habit of making plans, of criticizing, sanctioning and molding my life, is too much of a daily event for me" Anais Nin
"New Year's Day… now is the accepted time to make your regular annual good resolutions. Next week you can begin paving hell with them as usual" Mark Twain
"Making resolutions is a cleansing ritual of self assessment and repentance that demands personal honesty and, ultimately, reinforces humility. Breaking them is part of the cycle" Eric Zorn
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About Me
Sophia Goh.
Malaysia + Singapore
Born in the 80's
Floats like a butterfly. Stings like a bee.
I'm a little neurotic. I believe balance is everything. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy.
Happy
Budget Trip with Best Buddies Dear's P.O.P Dear's 6th month in N.S Dear's 12th month in N.S Dear's 18th month in N.S Dear's O.R.D Finish University Get my PR Hardcore shopping Hong Kong IELTS Band 7
Japan Job in Singapore
Korea Macau
Maldives Malaysia for holidays New Canon Digital Camera
Own a house
Own a new car Popped My Tiesto Cherry Popped My ZoukOut Cherry
San Francisco
Scuba Diving License Singapore in June 2009 Singapore in December 2009
Sky Diving
Taiwan Vietnam
Monday, January 25, 2010 
3:58:00 PM 
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