Sorry for MIA-ed for so long as I was too busy packing and settling my stuff back in Perth. Guess what? I am in Singapore now!! Woot woot! Where else can I be right? It's either Malaysia or Singapore. It's good to be able to see Kenneth and be with him again as long distance relationship can be quite sucky sometimes.
Working and living in Perth has always been my dream and I have tried my very best to stay there no matter what happen. Last year December I have made the biggest decision in my life so far, to apply for my PR offshore, rather than onshore. I guess there are pros and cons waiting for my PR both onshore and offshore.
The best part about leaving Perth is I don't have to suffer paying my rent every week. I have been renting houses in Perth for the past 8 years in Perth and if I would have to calculate the amount I have paid on rental alone, I think I would be able to put a down payment for a new house. Moreover, I don't have to pay for rent even when I come back to Malaysia for holidays.
I do miss a lot of things in Perth though. The freedom, having my own room, my own space, having friends who come over to your house everyday (so convenient!!!), having friends who are into the same "shit" (I know, you know la), having my own car to drive around, able to be as lazy/slack as I want to, those rave events in Australia (raves in Singapore and Malaysia are pathetic!), missing Lexx, etc.
As for now, my plan is to look for a job in Singapore and hope that I would be able to find one as I'd rather work in Singapore than in Malaysia. I would cry working in Malaysia knowing that I am gonna stuck in the KL traffic jam and the Ringgit Malaysia currency which is a BIG NO NO NO!!!! Therefore, I would try my very best to find a job in Singapore first. Besides that, I can see Kenneth everyday if I work in Singapore!!!! That's the only thing that I am looking forward to.
I have had a lot of friends telling me that the working life in KL and Singapore is stressful and you really work like a dog here. But I think this can be a good experience for me to learn more new things. This is gonna be my first professional job, i don't really care as long as I have a job! I really can't wait to start working and earn my own money!!!
I am excited to come back as though I have pressed the "RESTART" button in my life. Everything would be different starting from now. I actually feel scared to tell you the truth. Scared because I don't know what would happen to me tomorrow and I am still quite uncertain about my life now. But I think this is gonna be a good change and I am loving it so far!
I am so glad that I have a supporting bf, my friends in Perth, Malaysia and Singapore who have been giving me good advises regarding my problems that I was facing last year. I am glad that I have made up my mind to continue my life by choosing a different path this time!!! If not because of all of you, I think I would still stuck in my insanity state! Hahahaha.... Thank you so muchie!!!!
Perth... I will be back!