and i was beginning to think when would u ever post this up! i have been so excited for you that ive been going back and forth your blog anticipating this entry ;)
Yes!!! We are together now! Woot! Woot! At first I thought that after my previous break up, I won't be falling in love with anyone for a certain period of time. Telling all my friends in Malaysia that I am gonna rest for a while and be single and be free!!!
Mana tau, now I am attached! Must slap my own mouth liao. =) Even though he is like.... 7 years younger than me, but I guess I can't be bothered much lah. We both did think a lot about our huge age gap and what may happen in the future. But I guess that just as long as I am happy together with him, then I don't have to care about how people will react to our age gap. We will just see how it goes for the time being! =)
Last Friday I had so much fun at Armin Van Buuren! I was a bit disappointed with his set this year as it wasn't as hard as the set that he played at last year's white party. But I still had a lot of fun because the company of friends on that night was excellent! I ran all over the place at Metro, sometimes at the dance floor, sometimes at the top level. Both places gave me two different kinds of feelings though.
Basically I was off my head when I was at the dance floor especially the sound effects were so much louder there and the lights..... fucking awesome! Most of the time when I was at the dance floor, I couldn't remember a shit coz I was in my own world floating around! Hahahah... all my friends said that I looked blur every time when I was on the dance floor. Then when I went up stairs, I could dance react normally! To tell you the truth, most of the clips that I have taken that night, I couldn't even remember when I took it and all of them were so fucking shaky! Superbly high!
Then I slept at 10.30am the next day, woke up at 2.30pm feeling like shit. The whole Saturday I just felt like dying, no appetite, jaw aching, legs tired, the worst thing was I felt like puking the whole day! I didn't manage to go to my friend's farewell dinner and also karaoke night. Damn! But I needed my rest that night, so I slept the whole night! Muahahaha....
I miss going to AVB again!!!!!! The next few days after the event, I couldn't help but thinking about that night again and again! I hope he comes again next year!!!!
dont be discouraged. also there is no point regretting that u should have put more effort in ur studies this sem. whats done is done and it cant be reversed. all there is now, is to have hope. hope for a miracle.
i hate being like ur mum, telling u the same things. im sure u know them kan.. thats why i shuddup so long adi. takut nanti u kick me far far to mongolia. WAHAHHAHA.
bah. dont fan so much. just wait til the results come out then start thinking. and for now, work as much as u can and avoid going out and spending money.
I am so emo today, I feel like crying so badly! A lot of things happened to me lately, I have been thinking a lot until I nearly collapsed. Knowing that my house mates are moving out soon, if I didn't manage to find other people to stay, then I am doomed! I have been struggling for a few months about my financial situation which is KILLING me! I have never felt so pathetic and pitiful in my entire life!!!!!
Fuck! I hate my life now. I don't even dare to ask money from my parents. In my head, I keep thinking that if I failed any units this semester, I seriously don't know how to repeat them next semester. Firstly, my visa is until this semester. Secondly, how am I gonna have the money to pay for my fees?!!! Urrggghhh... I just hated myself so much for not putting any efforts in my studies this semester.
Just when I thought my nightmare of paying expensive rent for the other rooms at my house has over, the same nightmare has started to come back and haunts me again. By end of this month, all three of my house mates are moving out! Fuck!
House mate #1: Moving out by tomorrow because he just sold his car and need to stay at his friend's house who is lending the car to him.
House mate #2: Moving out by end of the month so that he can stay with his gf.
House mate #3: Moving out by end of the month and will be staying outside with her friends.
Sians!!! I have to return the bond back to one of my house mates which I have spent all of it! The worst thing is I am not working at the cafe in the uni because it will be closed during the holidays. How am I gonna fucking survive??!!! I am so sick of my life now. Why??!!! Why???!!! Why do all these things have to happen to me again and again! I think must be something wrong with the feng shui in this house.
For the time being, I think I have to start looking for more part-time jobs now, or else, I won't be able to survive. Sob!!! I feel like I am so 'charm' this year, keep on struggling for money. I can't even fly to Brisbane for my friend's wedding. I haven't been buying clothes for a long time! I have been eating instant noodle for way too fucking long! Me is so kasihan!!!!
Finally, I am free from uni... for the time being! I felt so happy yesterday morning before the exams knowing that after a few more hours, I would be the happiest person in the world because it was my last paper for this semester! Hahaha... After that I came back home wanted to take a nap but ended up chatting online and was doing other things. Then as usual, I went to the community centre for my daily dose.
I don't understand why nowadays my hardcore group of friends are acting.... somehow weird and cheeky! Hahaha... Nowadays they like to put me and my sugar daddy #1 together and they will always say something related to both of us. Then the other day when I wanted to go out and buy my supper, they kept pushing him to go out with me. Then... the whole group keep teasing both me and my sugar daddy #1 for the whole time. Making both of us feel so paiseh!!! Sianz!
Now, I feel so paiseh whenever I talk to him and I don't really dare to be too close with him just to avoid them from giving us shits! Just because I 'slept' with him twice doesn't mean that there are something going on with us. We only slept on the same bed... sleeping kind of sleep, not having sex kind of sleep! LoL! Sianz. Now I have to be extra careful whenever I wanna do or say anything in front of them!
Oh man... I feel so bored now. What should I do? Internet so fucking slow because we have exceeded the quota of 40GB a month! Fucking hell! I have to wait for one more week to get back the broadband connection back. My friends asked me how is it possible that three of us could download 40GB of stuff in a month? Especially now one of my housemates never stay at home.
Well, very simple only! I didn't download or stream anything for close to three weeks now because I am always outside. Then, because I have two housemates who are not working and they are not studying as well. So, what can they do? They either go out or download lots of movies and drama series to watch at home. Next time I should ask them to stop downloading stuff until the last two weeks! I can't take this slow connection speed shit any longer!!! I can't even play my fucking games online!
Welcome the new member to the hardcore group!!!! His name is Zorro and is a Siberian Husky. He is only 9 weeks old and looks sooooooooooooo cute!!!!! I hope that he is mine! LoL! Andrew, Kenneth, Vee and Jeremy bought him on Saturday for $750 which is quite a good price for a Husky. Too bad he doesn't have blue eyes, or else, he will look better! I was supposed to go with them, but I spent too much time talking to friends after the exams that I didn't hear their phone calls. Damn!
At the beginning, they named him Leroy which me and Joselyn think it's a bit weird and it doesn't suit him. So, the boys had to name him again. They decided to name him Zorro because of his mask at the eyes. Zorro has 4 dads (Drew, Kenon, Jeremy and Vee), I seriously don't know how are they gonna train him because he might get confused! Anyway, they have already planned to bring Zorro to my house for a hide out if their house has house inspection. I do hope that Lexx and Zorro can be best friends, then I can always bring Lexx over for fun! Hahahah... I just hope that Lexx won't be too aggressive and attacks him.
They came to my house on Saturday to bathe the puppy because they don't the shampoo and food. So, I bathed him in the toilet and also fed him milk! Seriously, the previous owner didn't care much about the dog and he was so fucking smelly and dirty when he first arrived! The water in my bath tub was so dirty and brownish and there were sand in the bath tub too! I fucking have to clean my whole toilet because of this cutie!
So, I spent most of my precious time at their house this two days playing with the puppy!!! Hahahaha... Zorro sleeps all the time, he is more like a cat than a dog! Maybe the 'compression' in the house is too serious. I guess he needs more time to adjust to the new environment.
Left 2 more days to study for my Corporate Finance, I haven't start studying for this unit and not sure how am I gonna pass it! Sigh... Procrastinator! My Sunday paper was a horrible one! I didn't do too well for that paper and I didn't complete most of the questions! I spent too much time flipping the papers and books than answering the questions. I don't think I will be able to pass for this unit. Panic!!!!
The worst thing is I had diarrhea 2 times during the exams!!! I wanted to fart so many fucking times during exams but I had to control it!!!! Fucking made me sweat when I was trying to hold my fart and also to tahan the stomachache. I am not gonna drink any coffee before my exams next time!
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About Me
Sophia Goh.
Malaysia + Singapore
Born in the 80's
Floats like a butterfly. Stings like a bee.
I'm a little neurotic. I believe balance is everything. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy.
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Budget Trip with Best Buddies Dear's P.O.P Dear's 6th month in N.S Dear's 12th month in N.S Dear's 18th month in N.S Dear's O.R.D Finish University Get my PR Hardcore shopping Hong Kong IELTS Band 7
Japan Job in Singapore
Korea Macau
Maldives Malaysia for holidays New Canon Digital Camera
Own a house
Own a new car Popped My Tiesto Cherry Popped My ZoukOut Cherry
San Francisco
Scuba Diving License Singapore in June 2009 Singapore in December 2009
Sky Diving
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Monday, June 30, 2008 
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