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I AM SO DOOMED! My first final paper this Saturday and I am still stuck at the same chapter that I was reading last Friday. Urrrghh... Sometimes, I hate myself so much for having too much fun, take my own sweet time, didn't set my priorities right, etc. But somehow, once in awhile I mean, I tend to blame it on my friends. Hahaha... This is what happened to me since last Friday.
Friday
After work, I wanted to study at home but my friends called me out and asked me to go to Rise with them. I didn't go in the end because I really wanna study at home. But I ended up chilling at their house! Fuck!
Saturday
Worked in the afternoon. Came back home and then went to Maccas with my babe, Jacque for a short catch-up session! Hehehe... Then I went to my sugar daddies' house for a short gathering because Joselyn's friends came from Singapore and they wanted me to go Metro with them. I didn't go because I had to go to another friend's birthday party. I just felt a bit wasted that I was batu-ed the whole night at Utopia. I shall not batu-ed before any birthday parties in the future. =)
Sunday
Worked in the afternoon. Then realized that someone has sabotaged me and intend to jeopardize my friendship with my babe. I am glad that it's all sorted out. Then went to sugar daddies' house to batu again. My daily routine at their house is getting worse and worse, sigh~~~~
Monday
Procrastinated at home the whole day watching two movies on my computer! Fuck me!
Tuesday
My sugar daddies told me that one of my friends was kinda pissed off at me and there was this huge misunderstanding going on between me and that girl. So, I went to their house wanted to find out what was going on because I remember I didn't do anything to that girl. In the end I found out that everything was a lie!!!!!! They purposely lied to me so that I will go over to their house and batu with them. Then, wasted my whole day.
Wednesday
BC came to my house to view the rooms because he might wanna move into one of the rooms next month. He wanted to cook dinner for me and Vee they all at my house, but they realized that my housemate's gf was studying and they also paiseh to disturb. So, we changed the venue to KK's house! Then, I was stuck there until my best friend in Malaysia called me. She told me that her bf wanna break up with her, even though he has proposed to her last year. A lot of complicated things going on between both of them. So, I rushed home so that I could use my phone card to call her.
As for today, I hope that I can control myself and try my very best to stay at home and study!!! Because I left one more day to study the whole fucking book for Taxation! Sianz... why do I have to go through all this shit?
sOphia.G
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One bad news...
My cousin is coming to Perth to study!
Fuck me!!!
Last year I thought that my sis would come to Perth and study, I was worried because if she comes, I have to give up smoking and all my other shits! Then she decided to go to Adelaide to further her education.
Then this July, my cousin is coming to Perth to study at Curtin University!!! After my exams, I will have to find a house for him, or else, he will be staying at my house with me until he gets a house with his friends. Then, I am doomed!!! Fucking doomed big time! Now, I am trying to ask him to stay on campus because it will be easier for him to learn things through friends on campus.
If he decided to stay outside, I think I will have to show him how to walk to university, where to eat, then must always go up and down his house to bring him out for lunch and dinner and all other shits! Well, I don't mind doing those things for awhile, but not for 1 or 2 months. I will go insane! Especially his father and my father are really close cousins for years, my father will definitely asked me to bring him around and take care of him.
Urrggghhhh..... me is doomed!!!!
AAarrgghh... can't be fucked with this now. I think I better worry about my exams than this. As usual, I haven't study for the final exams. It's a miracle that I didn't go to my friend's house. I kept forcing myself to stay at home and study. But.... I slept for a few hours, I watched show online, I packed my room, I stared at my computer, and all the procrastinating things I can think of doing at this time.
I am scared and my heart keeps beating as the final exams date is approaching. But on the other hand, I am taking my own sweet time to study. Somebody kill me please!!!!! I hate myself so much!
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Yesterday after work, I brought Lexx out for walkies... (I know, you guys must be thinking, finally she brings her poor dog out!) I thought I have walked him for 30 mins because I was sweating and I felt tired but actually it was only a 15 mins walk. Damn! Why must I walk my dog? Can't they just be satisfied staying at home? Urrgghh...
Came back home sitting in front of the computer thinking whether I should go out at night. I wanna start studying for my final exams but somehow... my heart kept telling me that I should go out. So, I was telling myself that whoever call and jio me out at that time, I will definitely go out. After 30 mins, Colin called! Muahahah...
We went to Northbridge for dinner and he was blaming me for not asking him out. OKOK I promised him that I will go out with more often before he goes to up north. After dinner we went to karaoke with Serena and other friends. We had a lot of fun there and singing at Utopia Myaree is so cheap! At least cheaper than Hits Studio I think. Then we decided to go to Colin's new apartment for an unofficial house warming!
I am so in love with his apartment!!!! His company is paying for his stay at the apartment, it's so convenient to go to Northbridge and to the city. He has clean towels to use everyday, apartment will be cleaned everyday, etc. Everything is so prefect and I feel like staying at his apartment for a few days and pretend that I am having a short holidays. Wanted to stay overnight at his place but I know that we would ended up talking too much until the next morning... then both of us might not be able to have enough sleep... So, I came back home. If I am not working tomorrow, then I will stay overnight. Sigh~~~
Before I leave the house...
Jon: Aijor, study for your corporate finance lah. Still wanna go out.
Me: Huh? Dinner only mah. I still have to eat right?
Jon: I don't think so loh. I am sure you will be having plans after dinner.
Me: Hehehe... karaoke only lah. Come home then study. =)
Jon: Are you sure?
Me: Hmmm... see how!
Fuck! My procrastination mode is on again. I should start studying now. But I have a Birthday party to go to tonight. Then next Saturday the whole day I have to attend my friend's Hens Party. See... how to study?
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This afternoon I have wasted my time going down to Bentley thinking that I would get back my necklace. But this stupid guy called me and asked me to go there and take from him, in the end he told me that he lost it! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!! My mum was shouting at me when I called her to let her know that news.
Well, I don't know who should I blame for this incident. In March, my mum wanted to send the necklace to me by post but I told her not to because the necklace costs around RM5000. So, she asked her best friend's son to bring it over for me. I tried calling and looking for him for one whole fucking month and he didn't answer my call and didn't reply my messages as well. Finally, I saw him at Metro last Saturday and I started asking him about my necklace.
What the fuck man! I mean, he knew that the necklace is very expensive and he knew that I need the necklace urgently, yet he lost it. He kept asking me how and what should we do now? Well, how the fuck I know xia? I doubt that his mum will pay the money to my mum. Then my mum asked me to keep asking him to find. Sigh... I am so sick of all this shit.
For the past few weeks I had been asking people to pay me back my money lah, find my necklace lah, clean this and that thing up lah, etc. All of them are just spoiling my fucking mood now. Especially every time when I asked for something hoping that it will turn out good, then it never turn out good. Sometimes I feel like shouting to everyone when I get really pissed off about them. But... I must control myself!!!!
Then now, my mum doesn't wanna send me a new one. She thinks that it's my responsible to make sure that he finds the necklace. I think that he didn't even try his very best to find my necklace. I think next time I will trust the post office than asking other people.
As for now, I think that everyone is @#$%%^&*
sOphia.G
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Thursday, May 29, 2008 
5:57:00 PM 
