Woo Hoo.. I manage to wake up on Tuesday morning, but I still woke up like 45 minutes late!! Anyway, I have reached Malaysia yesterday and I was exhausted! Imagine that I woke up at 5.45 a.m. and I only slept 2 hours before that. The familiar smells at the KLIA airport , the familiar bunch of taxi drivers at the arrival gate asking whether you need a cab, the hot and humid weather, the smoke smell from the car exhaust... Ooohh... Malaysia! Hahahah... I have bought four apple strudels from Corica for my family. Normally I would buy six boxes of apple strudels every year but this year I am just too lazy to bring more of the apple strudels. Moreover, most of the time my mum will give two more boxes to her friends, so... why would I wanna carry the apple strudels for them??!!! Yum!!! This was taken when I bought the apple strudels on Monday! But when we opened up and had a look on Tuesday evening, the apple strudel shrinks into smaller pieces due to the air pressure on the flight. Apple strudels are always taste better when they are fresh!!! Fluffy... She is still the same. But luckily she still remember me. Muahahahah... But she looks a bit weird for a Schnauzzer coz her paws and the hair around the mouth were stick to a mouse trap, my mum had to cut the fur around the paws and the mouth area in order for her to be free. Check this goldfish out. This goldfish is swimming using back stroke!!! In the middle of the night, he/she will not swim at all, and he/she will be floating in the aquarium as if he/she has already dead!!! WEIRD!!!!
I have cooked curry chicken for my family but it was a bit different from the one I cook in Perth. This id due to the curry paste that I was using in Malaysia and Perth. I use two different type of curry pastes here in Malaysia and Perth, but I think that the Malaysia's curry paste tastes nicer. Yummy!!!
I have had a lot of food in Malaysia this two days until my stomach really wanna explode. Yesterday when I touched down, my mum and aunt brought me to somewhere for dinner. I had three plates of white rice with lots of side dishes. Then at night, I had a cup of teh tarik at home. After that at around 2 a.m., I went to mamak with my siblings and I had Nasi Ayam (chicken rice), ice tea and I shared roti canai telur, roti canai planta, roti canai kaya and roti bom.
As for today... I had nasi lemak in the morning, then I went out for lunch at the restaurant with my mum and aunts. In the evening, I had one big bowl of red bean soup and also had a bowl of lontong. My stomach is going to explode today!!! After 2 hours, I had my curry chicken dinner. *Puke* Oh my god, I am feeling so tired and sleepy nowadays!! I guess I need to rest early tonight!!!!
I miss Perth!! *This entry is a bit messy coz my aunt is still chatting with me now. She is beside me!!! Imagine I have to multi-task... Have to talk to her, have to type, plus I am sleepy and my eyes are closing!!!*
well, it's only one seat.. should be quite easy to get. =) but my bf was a bit disappointed that i got the seat. coz he said tat if i dun go back malaysia. then he will stay in perth longer to spend christmas with me. but i have to go back lah. i do miss my family and friends. unless he said tat he is not going to sg and vietnam if i stay, then i would loh. but wats the point of staying if he is still gonna go to sg and viet in the end.
Something funny happened to me this morning, you guys will never believe it. I overslept and I missed my morning flight to Malaysia! I slept at around 3 a.m. last night and wanted to wake up at around 5 a.m. to prepare. But this morning Darrel woke up at around 7 a.m. and he panic, me too!!! Coz my flight is at 8.15 a.m. Urggghh... Maybe I shouldn't choose a morning flight after all!!!
I called Sek Khim and asked her whether what should I do as she used to work at the Singapore Airline before. She said first is to rush to the airport IF I can reach there 30 mins before departure. Second, I have to call them to change the time if I have no time to reach there. So, I chose to call and change my time.
Darrel was kinda happy that I couldn't get to go back coz he said at least he can spend more time with me. Hahahah... Then I manage to get exactly the same time tomorrow to go back to Malaysia!!! Woo hoo... all the flights for today has already fully-booked. I was lucky that they still have one more seat left for tomorrow's morning flight. The operator told me that usually when someone last minute want to change their flight, usually they might not be able to get a seat coz it's holiday season now.
I think God knows me well... He wants me to stay for one more day coz...
My underwears haven't dry yet.
I haven't folded my one month's of clothes.
I have to buy three more apple struddels for my aunt and uncle.
I haven't finish watching my HK series. 4 more episodes to go.
I want to go to the pet hostel to inspect the area before I send Lexx to the hostel.
I have to wait for Leo's parcel.
My mum is going to be disappointed that I am going home a day later. But I was laughing my ass off this morning coz this is the first time I missed my flight. I guess there will be a topic added on to me for my family and friends in Malaysia to laugh at me! Muahaha...
I will be going back to Malaysia tomorrow. My flight is at 8.15a.m. and will reach Malaysia at around 4.30p.m. I am sure gonna miss Perth, my dog -- Lexx and Darrel! Sigh... One month in Malaysia will be a long time for me, but I do hope that I will have in Malaysia!
I had a lot of fun at Metro last night, caught up with Eddie that gang and Kevin that gang. I drank a little too much last night and was drunk but I still manage to go to Kevin's friend's house to watch soccer at 4.00a.m. In the end, I reached home at around 5a.m and slept without taking shower and without taking off my make-up!! It's a sin for not taking your make-up off coz you will get pimples!!! Urrgghh... I felt so dirty that night! But I was just too drunk and lazy to bathe.
I was quite happy last night that Darrel brought me out for dinner. He said it's a farewell dinner before I go back to Malaysia. Then that night his father called him and said that he has to go back to Singapore on 17th December for a month, then he will be going to Vietnam with his father for 1 1/2 months, after that he will go back to Singapore for another month or less. After he has finished doing his stuff, he will then come back to Perth.
I was sad to know this news. It spoilt my mood last night coz I feel so sad and I cried. That means I am not going to see him start from tomorrow, which means that I can't see him for 3 to 4 months. It's killing me!! Sigh... I guess I should be so selfish coz he has to work and career is more important to him at this time. I guess I will be fine being alone. Lexx will be sent to pet hostel when Darrel goes back to Singapore. Another poor species like me. But Lexx just need to wait for 2 to 3 weeks till I come back to Perth.
I hope that my results will be a good news to me, or else... how am I going to come back to Perth??? I can't just let go everything here. Damn!!!! I am so worried now!!
i think you must be busy everyday doing shopping now huh? thats why i have asked you not to go back so early, but you never listen. how was the interview? i have went to his website... wow, he gave out quiz for the journalism students at murdoch! not bad xia! i tot last time you studied mass comm too?
u know what. moolah is so gay. i wish i could rob a bank and u know, kinda use that on myself, pamper myself. lol.
and i have put on weight. i cant believe it. omfggggggggggggggg. ate a bit too much tonite at a family friends steamboat thingy. fuck. stomach looks like 3mths pregnant.
ahahas. my god.. i think ur panty pile must stink like fishhhh. go wash it already. lol!
[[cookie]] i know... but i finished my exams on wednesday mah. then i tot 4 days are enuff for me to prepare... coz i din know tat i have to work for two days!!! i was rushing to buy this and tat!
[[jacque]] hahaha.. washed my clothes liao... now still waiting for my panty to dry leh... shit!!!! my luggage are all ready!!! i also hope tat i can rob a bank leh. no, i hope tat the money will fall frm the sky!
I am pretty sure that I am not going to have enough sleep until I step my feet in Malaysia! I have to work for 6 hours at the cafe, plus I need to do some last minute shoppings before I go back to Malaysia. I have to go to Harbour Town, Garden City, Carousel, Supre within 3 days! How is that possible? Anyway, I am going to have quickie shopping in all the shopping malls. Not to forget that I have buy apple strudels back, and a sex toy for my friend. Busy me.
I shouldn't have taken Jiun's shift!! I am feeling quite regret now. Especially tomorrow I have the same shift with that bitch who I hate so much! Anyhoo, I haven't clean up my room and the house, I haven't even pack my luggages, I haven't do my laundry for a month! Imagine how many panties I have to support me more than a month! Heh!
Oh, remember I was blogging about the dayligh saving in Western Australia? They have implemented the daylight saving in Western Australia start from 3rd December until the last Sunday of March. We are going to have three years trial on dayligh saving. Remember to change your time hor! Hehehe... Oh yeah, David Cohen, a freelance journalist came across my daylight saving entry and he wanted to interview me coz he is writing an article about daylight saving. You guys can check out his website!!
I am still feeling lazy... I am going to watch my Hong Kong series later on! Woo hoo~~~~ I am so happy!!! I am going back to Malaysia!!! I am sure gonna miss Perth, but but but but but... I am coming back! =)
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:05:00 PM
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hey bebz, i am going to malaysia this coming sunday. when we are in KL, make sure we meet up ok? ghetto heaven at zouk! i know you will kill me if i ask you to go ghetto heaven. because you only want to go to voodoo at zouk! so, why not make it ghetto heaven on thursday and voodoo on saturday?
[[cookie]] i know ghetto heaven is happening at zouk.. went there a few times... but u know i am not really into rnb lah... tats why i prefer to go to voodoo @ zouk coz they spin trance. woo hoo.. meet up loh when have the time in KL!!!
yeah lah... all my friends... are u my friend? if yes, then u are pretty loh! muahahaha
I am so tired. I am so sleepy. I am so hungry. I can't wait to go back to Malaysia for holidays. I need some indulgence... probably should club like mad and eat like mad in Malaysia. How I wish that I can turn back time, then I will re-sit all this semester's papers!! LoL!! Well, Isn't it a bit too late to feel regret?? Fuck! I don't want to talk about those fucking papers anymore!
Woo hoo... Start from tomorrow, I am going to be busy working, busy shopping, busy eating, busy packing my luggage... Damn, I shouldn't have took Jiun's shift at the cafe! But when he called me the other day saying that he has to go to Margaret River this coming Thursday and he really needs someone to replace his shift... Urgghh... Well, I am fine. More shifts, more moolah!! MMMMOOOOOOOOO.....
Things that I hate, after the exams are:
My room is super messy! With books, papers, clothes around from this corner to the other corner.
The pimples on my face due to stress!
Put on weight! Coz I ate non-stop when I was studying.
Anyway, I am still glad that the exams has already finito!!!
Happy because Armin Van Buuren is going to KL!! Woo hoo!!!! Sad because it's this coming Friday, 24th Novermber @ Zouk.KL. And I am not gonna be there!! Urrrghh... Why do they always come in a weird timing???!! It's either before I go back Malaysia or after I have came back here!!! It's sad to know that not many famous djs who wanna come to Perth! God... Come to Perth please! Perth has more beautiful people!! I am serious!! Hint: Check me out!! But I reckon all my friends are more chio!!! *wink* Woot!!
its true wat ur fren says. no point worrying, wats happened has happened and we can only wait. but fuck.. its gona screw up our holidays if the news is bad. mother fuckers. lol.
urrggh... now i just wanna hope for good news. must pray damn fucking hard! i probably need more religions to back me up! more gods to back me up!!! hahaha....
I can't believe that Finance paper was so tough! I studied really really really hard for that paper! I am so scared now, I am scared that I might fail Finance too!!! Urrgghh... I guess I shouldn't worry too much about all those papers. Coz I will be able to know the results after one month!!!
Please God!!! If you never want to make me smarter, please at least make all the tutors who are marking my papers, close one of their eyes and make me pass all my papers!!!!
Woot!! Is that possible?? Of coz no, if it does happen, then I don't even have to study everyday at home!
how much she put for auction?? haha.... even if it's free, no one will buy also lar.. unless she has some secret admire lar !!! but overall this is bullshit !
[[jacq]] + [[cookie]] yeah loh.. gross rite?? i bet her nose is not functioning well! hehehe...
[[evon]] she put $100 for buy it now, and now there are ppl bidding for her item wor!!! steady rite??!!! hehehe... but i guess it's she who uses her own account to bid? not sure hey!
My friend sent me a link to this online auction where this one girl is selling her school uniform that she hasn't been washing them. Furthermore, she wrote there "still have my scent on it." Euuuuwwww... who would want to have her uniform with her scent on it leh??? She thought that she is Angelina Jolie ah? Besides that, she even selling her "hasn't been washed, with her scent"sports bra. And her "hasn't been washed, with her scent"panty....
This is super gross ok?!!! I wonder who will bid for her stuff. Probably some perverts who always fantasize of fucking teenage girls wearing a school uniform?? I remember I have watched a Japanese documentary which the Japanese teenage school girls will sell their "un-washed" underwears to the sex shop. Then the owner will put the undies into a metal box and sealed it, then those undies will be sold in the shop. I think people with this kind of fetish is damn weird. Oh well... each of us has our own fetish on something. =) *wink*
Ok, I am off to study now!! I HOPE that I can't concentrate and study coz I have looked through the FB chapters! They are damn tough! Fuck!!!
because RNB is easier to dance! moreover, it's more popular because the radio always play the music and you are so familiar with the songs, the beats and everything. do you think people will be so free to go and update themselves about the trance music??
i understand people who are crazy over trance, progressive music as you guys always have to download music form other place and keep up to date which song is popular. Heh. My ex did that. I am just too lazy, everything from the radio is good!
u are rite babe!! u are so rite!!! but i do listen to online trance channel... so pitiful rite?? have to listen from online channel coz only in the UK and the states they have trance channel leh!!
It's already Saturday, I am still feeling lazy to study for my finance. I left 4 more days to study for that paper, am I gonna have enough time to finish everything??!! I really have no idea! I keep thinking that I want to go back to Malaysia for holidays!!! I can't wait anymore!!! 16 more days, I am out of here!
Before I go back to Malaysia, I might be going to Metro for clubbing with Eddie that gang. But I have to see if anyone is going coz they been complaining that they don't have money. Sigh~~~ I miss going to The Church for clubbing!! I am so fucking sick of going to Metro listening to fucking RnB there!!! I'd rather go to Rise for the song, but of coz, everyone goes to Metro because of the crowd. More chio bu, more yan dao! For fuck xia!
I really can't wait for any rave events in Perth!!! Ever since all my friends have stopped going to The Church, I have basically cut down on clubbing. I only go to rave events that I think it's nice. Then again, I might need to go to RnB clubs in Malaysia coz most of my friends in Malaysia prefer RnB!!! Sianz~~~ Why???!!! Every time when I go to RnB clubs, I feel like I am rotting there the whole night! Why can't I get more friends who prefer trance or hard dance music?!
aihx.. ur contemplating whether to go to curtin?! then me lehhh.. how arr.. eheh. wells, if u stay in murdoch, we sure are able to continue studying the same shit together and even try to help each other out. i dun wanna go to curtin for the same reasons as u.
1. that biatttttttch fucker fat shit is there ;) 2. gota learn this and that. its frustrating and it makes me no mood to even attend classes. 3. too many asians, hence, show off and materialism. 4. i dun wanna learn how to take the bus from city to curtin 5. i like driving to murdoch sometimes, parking is easy. 6. i know my way around murdoch. its simple and the people are quiet.
AHAH. get wat i mean >< ohh when u have the time, please teach me hwo to link ok?
I have finally decided to get myself pair of contact lens!! Actually I was searching up and down on the net for color contact lens to see which one is better. Then I gave up coz most of the brands only offer basic color contact lens. Luckily I decided to ask Evon whether do any of her friends or family are wearing any contact lenses? Then she said "Me loh!!" Hahaha... Then she sent me this really power + useful link about contact lenses!!!! I took a very long time to decide which one I want!!! All of them are so nice, I feel like buying all of them! Anyway, I have finally decided to buy two pairs coz I can't make up my mind whether I want to get the brown one, or the grey one. So, why not just get two?? Muahaha... It only costs RM160 to RM200 for a pair. So, if anyone is interested, do let me know and I will ask Evon to get. Coz her friends are selling those lenses.
I have chatted with one of my friends just then, he said that the language that I am using in my blog is a bit too harsh. Fuck here and there. Cibai here and there. Moreover, he said, "You are a girl, isn't there an image that you have to keep?" Oh well Ooi, I can't be bothered. Hehehe... You are still friend with me what! Muahaha... My friends will accept me on who I am, I don't want to be like a hypocrite, faking all my acts. ^^
One more thing... I have mentioned on the right hand side of the bar under "About me" section that I have 18++ literacy! No wonder some of my friends called me chao ah lian!!! Anyway, it's normal for people to swear every now and then. I don't swear 24 hours a day hey!!
don't you think it's a bit waste of time to transfer from one university to another one? but it's really up to you, see which one you like! one more thing, once your exams had over, don't think too much about it and spoilt your holidays!
Yes. I tend to fall asleep really fast when it comes to my studies! No wonder I keep failing. Ok, my two papers on Tuesday were tough~! Really tough! A nightmare!
For BUS217, whatever I have studied at home, it came out the opposite during the exams. I freaked out! But I tried my best to finish everything, hopefully I can get a bit of marks here and there! But I have a feelings that I might fail for this unit! Sigh~~ I can't afford to fail this semester. I am so dead!
As for management, everyone had been saying tat the section A was so tough, luckily I only need 4% to pass, or else, I might fail for that unit too!! Anyhoo... I left one finance paper which is on next Wednesday, but I really have no mood to study now. Fuck loh, I need like 23% to pass for my finance... it is a lot!!! Sigh~~~ It seems like I never learn my lesson well.
I have been worrying for my 217 result, I know it's useless to think too much about it since it has already finished. There's nothing I can do!!! But I was thinking should I change to Curtin and study???!!! O_o;; Coz a lot of people who can't make it in Accounting at Murdoch, they are surviving and doing well at Curtin wor. I have more than 8 friends telling me that their friends failed a lot of times at Murdoch, in the end they have to transfer to Curtin, and they are doing good and passing all units at Curtin.
Fuck loh. Maybe I should transfer to Curtin, since everyone will get a job no matter which university are you from. Hmmm... Maybe I should consider it right?? Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!!! I am so lost now!!!
The advantages of studying @ Curtin:
I might pass all the accounting units there.
It's nearer to my house.
I don't have to wake up early.
I don't have to spend too much on petrol!
The disadvantages of studying @ Curtin:
I might bump into a few people whom I don't wanna see.
Have to start making new friends! I don't wanna lose all my friends at Murdoch!!!
Have to start learning everything like which building? where is the cafe? where is the office? Can be really frustrated you know!
The parking problem at Curtin!! Disaster!!
Have to quit my cafe job at Murdoch and work at Curtin instead? Damn!!!
How leh?? So headache. Fuck lah, maybe I should just study at Murdoch and rot there!!!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11:29:00 PM
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i think there are pros and cons having daylight saving. i don't mind giving it a try, but three years is too long. i understand the feelings of changing ur watch and the time again and again. but as you have mentioned, the working class people will be happier.
but one more question. how many working class people need to go to the office earlier to have meetings with the companies at the east coast? maybe 10% to 30%?? i am sure only those people with high position in the company need to go to the office earlier. so, this daylight saving is not fair at all.
i know there will be more pros lah.. like saving the energy... coz nowadays 7pm then becomes dark..but i think it doesnt make any difference wor..
i agree with u tat not many ppl will have to go to office one hour earlier ... so, i think it's not fair to let politicians making the decision. the daylight saving decision should be voted by the people in w.a.
daylight saving will be one hour forward only rite?? im so confused... tot it was 2 or 3 hours... mixed up with sydney and melb
It has came to a point that daylight saving will be introduced to Western Australia from 3rd December 2006. I have watched the news today that there are more politicians voting yes for daylight savings. *urrrgghh...* The law propose a three year trial of daylight saving, with a referendum at the end of trial in 2009.
This is really stupid... I don't understand why do we need daylight saving here in W.A!! Although I must admit that most working people might prefer daylight saving as most of them do not need to go to the office one or two hours earlier to have conference with the company at eastern states. But daylight saving has been introduced to Western Australia for less than five times between 1917 to 1992, resulting in no people agree with the daylight saving in the end of each trial.
Well, isn't it obvious that we, in Western Australia DO NOT want daylight saving!!! It probably going to be a NO after three years. Three years trial is way too long, maybe they should make it two years! I read from The West Australian that the U.S copes all year round with three hours differences from coast to coast, but they live happily and it doesn't affect their economic as well. Moreover, they have always been better much better than Australia at coping with regional differences. So, daylight saving is a waste of time!!
Oh, maybe start from next year I can go to classes and work late. My excuse is...
"Oh... I have forgotten that we have daylight saving in W.A.!! I probably have to many clocks and watches at home that i might be wearing or looking at the time that I have forgotten to adjust. Opppsss.. my bad!"
Isn't it a bit ironic to change the time at you computer, your watches, your clocks every time summer and winter come?? Hmm.. Maybe I am just lazy!! Hahaha... Yes!!! I have a lot of watches!!!! I have three clocks in my room, alone!! I have 7 watches that I am wearing quite often!
Guess what? I hate it when I have to explain to my friends and family in Malaysia that "Oh, Perth is now two or three hours earlier than Malaysia. Why?? Hmm... Lazy to explain lah. Go google it!" Even though the legislation is not set yet, but the result will be announced this week. I have a feelings that it's going to be a YES for daylight saving!!!
"Don't forget to adjust your time to one or two or three hours forward when the daylight saving is implemented!! ^_^"
"Procrastinating and masturbating have one thing in common. You end up fucking yourself!"
This is so true. Although I must admit that I do enjoy fucking myself. But... I do not wish to fuck up my exams as I have been failing from the first semester? I don't think fucking exam papers are that orgasmic...
So... I decided to...
Not chatting on MSN about useless stuff.. strictly about studies only!!!
Not watching too much of TV. Maybe 1 or 2 hours will do.
Not sleeping longer BUT must study longer. [I tend to sleep 10 hours a day!!]
Not day-dreaming!
Not thinking too much about my holidays!!
Not thinking about sex!
Not playing with my dog!!
Stick my ass on the chair to fucking study!!!
Wish I can do all this starting from today!! My critical semester!!!
This is my current favourite Malay song... I can't stop listening to it!!! Uber sad and nice song....
My Heart -- Irwansyah Ft Acha
di sini kau dan aku terbiasa bersama menjalani kasih sayang bahagia ku denganmu
pernahkah kau menguntai hari-hari paling indah terukir nama kita berdua di sini surga kita
reff: bila kita mencintai yg lain mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayangku akan hilang
if you love somebody could we be this strong i willl fight to win, our love will conquer all wouldn’t risk my love even just one night our love will stay in my heart
pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah ku ukir nama kita berdua di sini surga kita
bilakah kita mencintai yg lain mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayangku akan hilang
i have stopped watching all my dramas leh... but i still spent a lot of time on the internet!! cb!! anyhoo... start from friday... must not watch tv, must not msn, must not this and tat...
Jia lat! I have been procrastinating since last week!!! Blame it to the HK and Korean drama!!! I have asked Zhinot to send any HK drama to me anymore, but she still kept sending to me. Anyway, I spent three days watching that 30 episodes of HK series, quite nice! On the other hand, I haven't even study one chapter for any of my units. This time I am really gonna fuck myself up big time!! Geez.. I always don't have the determination to study... But I will start studying tomorrow!! Promise!!!
Damn! I am sick like hell. Mucus dripping from my nose, my nose is red and dry due to the times of me using the tissues. Finally today, I went to the doctor and he prescribed a nasal spray for me, hayfever tablets and antibiotics. I paid overall $110 for the medicine and the consultation fees ok?? CB! I doubt that I will recover anytime sooner, everytime when I have hayfever allergy, the only way for me to recover is to get out of this freaking country!!!! What the hell!! I don't understand why most people here get allergy during spring. It happens to me every year, can you believe that??!!
Oh yeah, I have been chatting with Steph, she has been telling me about Vivocity, the new shopping mall in Singapore.Then one of my Malaysian friend is in Singapore now, he has sent me a few pics that he has taken in Vivocity... make me wanna go there now!! So big!!! It seems like every time when people go to Singapore, they have a lot of fun, except me!! Maybe next time I should go to Singapore when my special friend WY is not there. When he is there, he always don't wanna bring me out!!
I have lost 3kgs after working two months at the cafe. But I am afraid that I might put on more weights these few weeks as I tend to eat a lot during exams period!!! Jor jor jor!!! I don't wanna put on weight leh, coz I know that I am going to put on weight when I go back to Malaysia!!! Anyway, can't wait to go back to Malaysia. Can't wait for the exams to be over!
no one can give any advise to you... your the only one with the answers! :) anyway, wish you all the best in your relationship, studies, life and everything!!!
They always said thay love and hate are just one line to each other. I used to hate someone until I fall for him, I also used to love someone until I hate him so much. Oh well, relationship is a very complicated thing. Love is just a simple four letter words, but the meaning behind it is so deep and complicated. Oh well, I am not having any huge problem in my relationship now, maybe a small problem, or maybe I think it's a small problem?? I talked to my psychologist today, she said it seems like I am on track with most of stuff in life. When she asked me about my relationship, this issue is making me feel sad. I told her that I think I am fine with my bf, we do not talk much everyday, we are not so lovey dovey, we have a gap in between, I even told her about the issues of my bf blaming me for not making the ice. Moreover, when I had a punctured tyre the other day, he didn't willing to help me to bring the spare tyre to me.
My psychologist said that in a relationship both parties must be caring, sharing and have balances interaction. The problem with my relationship is I am the one keep giving and he is the one keep taking it. She asked me something...
Psychologist: What do you really want in your relationship? Do you deserved all these? Me: Ermm.. Seriously, I have no idea. Psy: Do you think this man will make you happy in the future? Or are you happy now? Me: Hmm.. another tough one. I think I am happy, or maybe not. I am happier when I am with my friends. Psy: Think about these questions after your exams. =)
The conclusion is, she said that I am not having a life and I am not being in a relationship. A bf should brings the gf out once in awhile, they should go out and have a life and not staying at home all the time. She said that if my bf doesn't willing helping me if I am in trouble, then he doesn't worth anything at all. If he blames me for not making ice or doing things for him, then he doesn't worth anything at all too!!! She also mentioned that it needs two people to make a relationship functioning well, the problem here is... I am the one making the effort, but he is not. Sigh~~~
She said that it's obvious that this bf can't give me the relationship that I always wanted as we are brought up from different background. I came from a family where my parents are lovey dovey, I never see them quarrel, they love each other so much, they go out once in awhile for celebration and etc. As for him, he came from a family where his parents don't go out that much, not lovey dovey at all, no celebration, his father simply treats his mother like shit... So, she said both of our expectations are different. Maybe I will find someone better who is compatible with me. But this one is definately not compatible...
She also suggested that I shouldn't stay with him just because I pity him or feeling guilty. She said even LOVE alone can't make me stay in the relationship coz this relationship sounds so dead to her. In order to be happy, I must find someone who will appreciate me, love me, and is compatible with me. She said relationships are important as it supports us throughout our life. They are significant in improving our health and satisfaction. Do I have satisfaction in this relationship? The answer is No! Oh well, she thinks so easy meh... If it's easy for me, I would have let him go since two years ago, but I didn't! Anyway, I will consider the whole thing and see how it goes. If can, then good for me. If not, too bad loh! =) Main priority now... my studies!! She does apologized to me for bringing up the relationship issue with me as she knows that I can't study well if I am troubled by relationship problems. But I told her that this semester is my critical sem, I will not think too much about my relationship until I finish my exams!! *wink wink*
bebz, are you crazy already?? i must agree that drugs are expensive! damn those hollywood people... they are so rich yet they are getting free drugs! how is that possible?
i want to join you and kate to the dark side too... can i?
Before proceeding to read this entry, just make sure that you are 18 years and above. The content might be sensitive to some people. Don't say that I have never warned you!! =)
The British fashion world has named Kate Moss as Model of the year, yet, a lot of people do not agree with this statement as they think that it might be inappropriate for her to be model of the year. Most people do agree that she might be a good model for clothing, but definately not a role model for all the girls out there. This is due to her cocaine scandal last year which made her lost all her modelling contracts. For people out there... you guys have nothing better to do is it?? People wanna do cocaine then let her do lah!!! So busy body for what xia? At least she did it in style ok? Moreover, most people buy things not because of her modelling for that brand. For example, I will buy an LV bag because I want to buy that bag, not because Kate Moss is the model for LV! So, it doesn't affect me or anyone that she did use cocaine before!!
I doubt that all LV fans out there will stop buying LV because of Kate's cocaine scandal... By the time they bought their bags, they would probably asked, "Huh? Who's Kate Moss?" Different people use different way to escape from their real world, sadness, depression and etc. Maybe this is just her way to deal with her problems. So, please fucking leave her alone. Coz I like her since long time ago, she will always be my role model. *Woo Hoo*
She might not have survived in the real world if her occupation is a teacher? accountant? doctor? nurse? Fortunately, she is in the modelling world... i reckon 80% of the models and actors and actresses do drugs all the time. They got it for free, so what the hell! Just take lah!!! I would if I was being offered free drugs.
[[*Tips* Drugs are not cheap leh... Don't play play loh. It's best to take a panadol with coffee.. You will feel the same. Cheaper!!]]
To everyone out there who think that she is a bad role model.. then don't buy any products that she had been modelling for. Machiam you guys will stop buying the products lah. Kaoz! Get a life!! Anyway, I realize that my mood isn't that good today!! So, I decided to do something happy for myself! *wink* Aw~~~ aren't we look so compatible?? Hyun Bin... Come with me. Come, join me and Kate to the Dark Force. I will guarantee that all the problems that you are having now be vanished in less than 30 mins time. Then you will be in heaven for hours and hours. Who doesn't love that???!!!
lmao!!!!! i love the superman part. how did you think of that??? don't tell me the conversation is real hey! but i guess i know who are those people that you are talking about. oh bebz, you are so funny!
i do agree that most guys like to be around with girls who like to act cute and dumb... it's just like dog... simply irresistible! i don't understand why all girls like to pretend that they don't know anything. it's killing me.. stop acting so stupid!!!
then again... i wish that superman will come tonight... :)
i was so furiou when i was typing tat entry.. but i guess i am fine now. dun worry too much! i dun mind ppl who dunno anything as i myself do not know so many things in the world. but i just hate ppl pretending to know nothing...
I have a lot of male friends who always think that girls who like to act dumb and act cute are actually cute. I reckon they do look cute and dumb to me. There were a few times that some of my male friends actually asked me, "Are girls that dumb??" Then I said that nope, we just want to act dumb and cute so that the men will think that we are cute and actually fall into our traps!!! I have asked most guys and majority of them do not like girls who are smarter or more opinionated than them, as the men will get offended or would have low self-esteem.
Conversations that I had with my special friend, WY and between him and his female friend:
Situation A: After arguing about some issues with my special friend, he got so frustrated coz I never give up on arguing. Once we started to argue about something, it often goes non-stop and neither one of us would want to give up.
WY:Why do you always want to argue with me? I get so pissed off sometimes!! I feel like you are so stupid and you are getting on my nerves most of the time. Me:I always want to argue with you coz I don;t want you to think that I am so stupid and easy to bully. Aiyah, no matter how act cute I am or how dumb am I, you still won't be happy one lah. If your female friends act dumb and act cute with you, wah... you happy like wanna fly. CCB!! WY:You always said that!Whatever! Me:No meh? You always think that I am getting on your nerves for being stupid and cute what. I thought you like people to act cute and dumb with you? I thought you get orgasm after they did that to you? No meh? Kaoz!! WY:Aiyah! I don't want to argue with you. You can say whatever you want to say. Guys always become speechless whenever they have nothing to back them up or whenever you have said something about them which is so real. So, they will always say whatever.. say watever you wanna say, think watever you wanna think.
Situation B: Conversation between my special friend with his other female friends... J: Wah... you are so smart leh. How did you know that? WY: Very simple nia. Just do this and that. Superman exists in this world one. Don't play play. J: Really meh? Superman does exist in this world meh?? Wah!! I didn't know leh. I wish Superman will come to my house tonight and give me a kiss? Oh by the way, do you think Superman really can fly or they are using blue screen to do the effect? WY: Kaoz!! Of coz Superman can fly for real lah. Still need blue screen for fuck??!! J: Wah! No shit man!!! WJ, you are so cool lah. You know so many things. Wow, I didn't even know that Superman can fly lah! I always thought it was a bird flying in the sky xia. WY: Ah boh then~~~ After that mindless conversation, my special friend feels so proud and orgasmic!! This is due to the girl acting so stupid and cute with him, giving in to him. Till now, my special friend still love other girls being stupid and cute with him. Oh well, I can't do that to him, even if I did, he doesn't thing I am good at it simply because he is sianz of me.
So girls out there, if you want to capture a guy's heart... simply just act cute and dumb. Have no worries as guys always think that;s pretty cute. Mindless blabber is always the best. The smarter you get, the more stress they are!!!
i don't watch any korean or japanese drama. maybe once or twice. but i don't really like them actually. i prefer american shows. don't you think those dramas' story line are always the same?
Sorry for not blogging for a long time. My Internet at home is going crazy and I am going crazy without the Internet. So, what have I been doing at home?? Studying?? Hmm.. I am not so hardworking! I have been watching k-drama over and over again. Everyday I will just sit in front of the computer waiting and watching k-drama from Youtube. Damn! I am a big time procrastinator!
I think I am a late k-drama boomer!! Muahaha… I have to blame my sister for introducing me to watch k-drama. Actually I wasn’t really a great fan of k-drama all thanks to the Korean movie “My Sassy Girl”. This was the first Korean movie that I have watched a few years back, to tell you the truth, I hate this movie. I think the story is not really that fascinating. I only like the ending part which I thought quite touching and meaningful. But the beginning of the movie, you keep seeing how the girl torturing the guy. Boring~~~ I don’t understand why it was such a big hit all over the countries.
Ever since that movie, I never want to watch any Korean drama or movies anymore. But after that my friends passed me a few of the popular k-drama, I must admit that they were pretty good! Even better than Japanese drama. After that, my friends who always lend the k-drama to me had all went back to Malaysia and Singapore. Then I never have the chance to watch any k-drama for a few years here. I only found out that I can watch those drama at Youtube this year, it’s a bit too late right??!!
I have just finished watching “My name is Kim Sam Soon” these days. I must admit that this drama is indeed really funny! LMAO!!! The more I watch the drama, the more I want Hyun Bin to be my future husband!! =) Well, this will only happen in my dream!! How come I can’t get a bf like the guy in the drama that can tolerate Sam Soon’s loudness, clumsiness, and her unique personality??!!
Anyway, enough of k-drama!!!! I must start to study now. Exams in two weeks’ time! I am so scared! I am telling you guys the truth that I am actually very scared. That’s why I am not going to watch any k-drama or movies lately. I know my sister has sent me a few shows asking me to watch. My friend also sent me a few HK dramas to watch, damn!! Why do they have to always send me good things at the wrong time??? Anyway, best of luck!
sOphia.G
Pathetic Internet!!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 1:09:00 PM
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yeap. especially now, it's exams and assignment period. there are so many people at the lab, sometimes you can't even find a comp to use. moreover, most of them like to look at your screen!! Don't they know that there are privacy for each of us??!!!!!!!!!
all i can say is... they can even ask u to go back home and online if u are so scared of ppl looking at ur screen!heheheh...
im at the lab now... this is the final week and it's friday... the uni doesnt really have anyone. and the lab only have three ppl using the comp... how good is tat???
Really pathetic... nowadays I have to actually go online at the uni coz my internet is half fucked at home. The weird thing is... I can check my emails and everything on the Internet... but I can't reply my emails, I can't edit my details or anything on friendster... Luckily my MSN still alrite lah... Anyway, gonna keep this thing short coz i hate blogging at uni where so many people around you keep looking at your screen... all the best in the exams!!! Gambatte!!!
i saw sophia at the cafe this morning.. had a chat with her. she was complaining that she is dying due to her Internet!! kekeke...
i think it's not a bad thing that her internet is down. since she is going to have exams soon... or else, her eyes will be 24 hours in front of the comp chatting.
as far as i know, she told me that she is busy watching korean drama nowadays!!! I nearly fainted this morning! she said she is addicted to the handsome guy in the drama. moreover, she said she wanna fuck him... [roll eyes] she is crazy
[[evon]] yeah, im really addicted to hyun bin... have just finished watching my name is kim sam soon... and got two handsome guys inside... drool.. and the drama is damn funny!! was laughing like hell!!
my internet is having some problem... i cant go on msn.. sigh!!!! im gonna die!! then wat am i supposed to do??? study??? msn is for me to relax also mah!! hahahaha... well, once u hand in all ur assignments u dun have to sit for exams rite??? so good.. sob sob!!!
[[cookie]] eh... dun anyhow say my bad words here leh!!! i know it's a good thing tat my internet is down. at least, maybe i can study at home hahahaha.. but im meeting up jacque this evening to study at the uni together!! muahaha.. i guess it's just another "study excuse" for us to meet up and chit chat!!
eh eh eh... the korean drama tat guy is handsome ok? oklah, not very very handsome tat type... but i like tat type! muahahaha...
Yesterday I was talking on the phone with my sister and she asked me to go watch a Korean movie -- A Millionaire's First Love. She said that there is an actor inside whom she thinks that I might like!! To tell you the truth, I really like him!! OMG!!! He is so so so so so fucking handsome ok??!!! I have watched quite a few Korean drama and never once I think that any Korean actors are good looking. But yesterday when I watched this movie half way, he is really gorgeous!!! (OK Yutaka, now you can step aside and give way to a young one! Hehehe...) I found this `` and reckon that DBSK's songs are kinda nice. Next time I must go to Evon's house and transfer all the mp3 that she has! hahaha...
Phewww... I was busy since last Saturday until Wednesday. Finally I have finished all my assignments and presentation!!! I was quite happy that I have got a D for my presentation, just hope that I will get another D for the group assignment then I don't have to put in much effort for the final exams!!! Yay!! Anyway, it was a relief that I have finished this group assignment. Imagine I was the one doing almost the whole assignment. NBCB!!! I even had to spend three hours designed a handouts for the presentation.
Because of this assignment, I didn't sleep and eat well!! My tutor better gives me a D for this assignment!!! Anyway, I was glad that I have passed the accounting group assignment. At first Windi, Jindi and I thought that we were going to fail for the assignment. Hehehe... Shit.. Left three more weeks till my first and second papers!! I am so scared as I must pass all units this semester, or else the Uni is going to suspend me!!! Wish me luck people!!!!
All the best in your exams and assignments. For those who don't have to sit for exams... I am so envious of you!!!! Sob~~~!!! I want assignments, not stupid lame exams!!!!!
sOphia.G
About Me
Sophia Goh.
Malaysia + Singapore
Born in the 80's
Floats like a butterfly. Stings like a bee.
I'm a little neurotic. I believe balance is everything. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy.
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