this is probably the strongest entry u have blogged abt in ages. so deep, so meaningful. the ending part was a real shocker, but it means well from u. like i said in ur tag board, marriage isnt that bad! the only perception of badness is becus u dun wanna be married to an asshole and regret ur whole life, and as u said to me before, many of us asians are unable to accept the idea of divorce.
wishing u well in finding an ang moh. u noe lah, plenty of adventure that!
strongest entry huh.. hehehe... coz tat time i called a few of my friends and they were all talking about this gal's wedding... so, i decided to blog abt wat i think abt marriage!
marriage is a good thing... but in the end, a lot of ppl regret getting married. the life will be different after getting married u know. so, must think twice! =)
i do wanna get married... tats why i said "i dun wanna get married, just yet." not now, but maybe next time... hehehe... coz i havent find the right one!
one more thing... i still prefer asian lah... ang moh... erm... i dun wan ang moh!! i wan asian!
First of all, congratulation to one of my close friends since secondary school --- Ef Fei!!! She is happily married now and everyone is so happy for her!! Sek Khim decided to take a few pictures for me and sent them to me, the reason is to make me jealous coz I couldn't be there with them!
Yes!! I am extremely jealous!!! I was supposed to be there!!! Urggghh... It's my close friend's wedding!!! To be honest, I have been to a lot of weddings but I have never been to any of my friends' wedding before! Sob sob!! Two of my college friends got married last year and now my close friend. Sometimes I just hate the idea of me still studying in Australia! Damn! The reason why everyone is happy for Ef Fei is because she used to have a fucked up bf who treats her really badly. He is fucking egoistic, chauvinistic and is a playboy. They broke up after 6 years of relationship and Ef Fei was sad about the break-up for two years. Luckily last two years she has found this guy (I can't remember his name... met him once last year. My bad!!). This guy really treat my friend really good and he is very caring and loving to my friend.
How come I never find someone who is good after so many times of fucked up relationship??? God... do you have something against me??!! Hmm... Oh well, maybe I have found one, but I gave it away. Silly me! I am still living in regret. Serve myself right!! Sigh!! If only I could turn back time, I would hold on to him tightly! Because of my bad decision, I am living like hell now! Having a bf who doesn't even care about me! CCB!!! On the phone with Annie...
Annie: I am so happy to know that Ef Fei is married now. Me: Yeah loh, it's her dream since young what. She always wanna become a housewife one. Annie: I also wanna get married leh. After going out with Edwin for 8 years, I am getting more and more desperate. Especially seeing those friends around us got married one by one. Me: Then next year you faster get married loh. I will fly to Malaysia just for you!! Hehehe... Annie: You think I don't want meh? Must save money first mah. Moreover, Edwin also never propose to me. But money is the main issue lah. Huey, you never thought of getting married meh? Me: Erm... Never leh. I hate kids! Annie: -_-'' You are weird! Well, I know that there are a lot of girls out there who always dream of getting married since young. But not me. I have never ever dreamt of getting married my whole life before. And I have never find it exciting, even though I am always feeling extremely happy for all my friends who are married!!
Marriage to me, is like a contract, a piece of paper. Like the warning sign blinking 24/7constantly reminding you are not to fuck up. No more freedom, lots of responsibilities. Or maybe because I haven't find the right guy who makes me think of marrying him in the future. My view might change if I am able to find my Mr. Right. I am someone who once get married, I don't wanna think of getting divorce. That's why I am always worried that I might married to an asshole in the future. The next thing, there goes my life~~ I'd rather be single than married to someone who doesn't appreciate me. I reckon it's so fucking hard to find a nice guy nowadays and it's killing me, seriously!
**Pipu... if you are reading this. I fucking hate you for all the things that you have done to me! And also hate you for breaking all the promises you have made. Now only I understand that promises are meant to be broken! You have fucked up my entire life and for putting me in this kind of melancholy state! Shame on you!!**
One of the biggest DJ's around the world, Armin Van Buuren will be touring Australia in June, in 'arena' style for a massive 6 hours. Fan's are already eagerly awaiting to get a hold of tickets to this 'Armin Only' event.
A massive set by the world's most amazing DJ along with spectacular visual performers, plus one of the most sophisticated sound and video productions installed at a club event... and let's not forget a sea of party people all dressed in WHITE!!! Woo hoo!!
Tickets on sale now start from $45.00, I have bought mine! All the early bird tickets were all sold out, I bought mine for $60.00. Fuck!! But it's worth it!!
78 Records DJ Factory Live Clothing Mills Records Planet Video Rockeby Records
Gosh! How I wish Perth's one will be as HUGE as this one!!! Woo hoo!! Finally, I have been waiting for so many years, Armin Van Buuren is finally here with his own rave! I just can't wait!
So... Anyone going with me? Anyone interested? Let me know!!!
ur the gayest of them all cos u had so much fun in melb with fiona. so damn envious of u looo. cb =(
dun post nemore pics cos i tihkn ill be impulsive n book a flight to melb straight away n den become so pukai from buying all those branded things there! HAHAHA
It was fun spending my holidays in Melbourne during the two weeks break. Although I have been there before, but this trip completed everything! That was because I had to rush back to Perth last year when I was in Melbourne, that time I was there for less than 2 days. At least this trip I have manage to go to a few places and did some shopping.
After this Melbourne trip with Fiona, we were wondering how come we are still in Perth!!! Urrrgghh... It is obvious that there are more things to see and to do in Melbourne, more restaurants and more yummy food there! I had at least two cups of Ying Yong (coffee mixed with tea) bubble tea in a day when I was in Melbourne!
Melbourne night viewFlinder Street Station
Flinder Street Station (taken on the other side of Yarra River)
Melbourne City + Federation Square
Federation Square (lots of people like to hang out here. They always have a lot of functions at Fed Square. Love this place so much!)
Their Chinatown is HUGE!!! A lot of Chinese shops and restaurants there and lots of Asians there!! Perth's Chinatown is nothing compare to theirs.
Bourke Street Mall
Check out the entrance to Myer from Melbourne Centre (another shopping mall), it's like going to a space ship!
Melbourne Centre (finally... a multi-storey shopping mall!!)
City tram + horse ride
Bourke Street Mall
Some random lanes! hehehe..
Yes! They do have Starbucks in Melbourne. Envious~~
Graffiti Lane... I reckon last year's graffiti is nicer.
Taken at Graffiti Lane, I chose this angel wing graffiti and edited it with photoshop! Woot!! I am an angel!! Muahaha... Come take me with you, God!
Our hotel room @ Grand Mercure
My horny face
My sleepy face. Actually I just woke up!
Melbourne Museum & Royal Exhibition Building
"I come"
"I see"
"I conquer"
They were having China exhibition that time.
The parliament house
Shrine of Rememberance -- a memorial park like King's Park but bigger and nicer!
Woot! Proud to be a Malaysian!! Malaysia boleh!
Stupid Fiona took this pics when I was making monkey face!
Muaks muaks!
Max Brenner!!!! Fuck! Finally I get to try their hot chocolate, too bad they don't have it in Perth! Damn!! This is one of the most popular chocolate brand in the world man!
Our Suckao and Chocolate Cheese cake
Fiona nearly kill me for asking her to order this Suckao drink. It costs around $5.50 and you have to burn the milk and chocolate yourself. By the end of it, you only get to drink 4 mouth of that chocolate drink. I had this at Oriel in Perth and they gave more milk. Oh well, what do you expect? It's Max Brenner!!
Max Brenner Chocolate. The design is nice rite? But damn expensive. I haven't even eat yet!
My shopping list:
True Religion Stella Big T grey skinny jeans. I can buy half of my LV with this jeans, but it's worth every penny!!!
Stussy black skinny jeans! Now I have two colors that I always wanted! So happy!!
My boots!
Saw these two pairs of red rounded toe flats and they were on sale!! Grab lah!
The other day I was discussing about the topic -- "Friendship" with Jacque and I think that the word 'Friendship' is such a strong word that it's hard to explain. You will never know whether this particular friend will betray you in the future, or not. Or, he/she will help you in the future, or not. There are a lot of things going on in the head thinking whether it's worth keeping this friend as a friend. As for me, now I only cherish those friends who really stand beside me and go through shits and hell with me for the past few years. Last time, I used to complain a lot about my friends who never appreciate my friendship, who backstabbed me, used me, betrayed me, etc. I kept thinking about the things that I have done for them, I cried lots of time because of them, I was feeling down because of them.
By the end of the day, who will be the one laughing at me thinking that I am such a stupid, useless person? Who will be the one feeling sad? Who will be the one standing beside you, supporting you, and also feeling sad for you because you are sad? So, I get over it from time to time. That was because I don't want them to think that I can't survive without them. Please loh, without them, I will have a better life!
That is why now I don't really feel anything when one of my friend is making used of me, or betrayed or backstabbed me. I will just stay away from them and choose not to go out with them in the future, as simple as that. Well, I have gave them a chance to be their friend, if they don't appreciate it, then fuck it! I can always seek for new friends until I find someone who is good for me!
One of my gay friends always said that, "you must always categorize your friends, which friends and which friends are for shopping, movies, coffee or blah blah blah." Oh well, I don't. If all my best friends are here, I will surely call all of them to go out for coffee, movies, or whatever thing. Unless I know that he/she doesn't like to go out, busy, working, studying... For example, I have two best friends who hate clubbing in Malaysia, so I never ask them to go clubbing with me coz I know that they will never say 'yes' to me. So, I always go clubbing with another best friend of mine.
It's funny that all my five best friends in Malaysia actually went clubbing once with me, went out shopping once with me and went for coffee once with me... and they don't even know each other. But I am the one who called all of them to ask whether they are free for this and that, if yes, then why not come out together? I met all of them when I was in my secondary school, primary school, university, and college. So, I don't really categorize my best buddies!!
But I DO categorized my normal friends... friends whom I will only call them when I want to go clubbing. Friends whom I will only call them when I want to go shopping and more. But on the other hand, I bug my best buddies most of the time. I call my best buddies for everything. No matter how busy they are, I will still ask just for fun! Hehehe...
And who said that I can only have one best friend in my life??!! Fuck that! I don't give a fuck! I admit that I'm indecisive and I am selfish! I want more than 1 best friend!!!
[[Annie and Sek Khim -- friends since 1995]]
[[Marcus -- friends since 2002 and Sharon --friends since erm... since we were born??!! Hehehe.. my childhood friend. Both our parents are best friends too!]]
[[Diana -- friends since 2004. It's worth going through a bad friendship to get a good friendship!]]
[[Jacque babe -- friends since 2006. New but reliable and going strong]]
"Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends."
"A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway."
"Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must one hundred try."
"Friendship needs no words..."
"Wishing to be friends is quick work, but friendship is a slow-ripening fruit."
"We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over; so in a series of kindnesses there is at last one which makes the heart run over."
"It is not what you give your friend, but what you are willing to give him that determines the quality of friendship."
"Friendship is the ones you can call up at 4:00 a.m. that really matter."
"The language of friendship is not words but meanings."
"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity, before it is entitled to the appellation."
I'm a little neurotic. I believe balance is everything. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy.
Happy
Budget Trip with Best Buddies Dear's P.O.P Dear's 6th month in N.S Dear's 12th month in N.S Dear's 18th month in N.S Dear's O.R.D Finish University Get my PR Hardcore shopping Hong Kong IELTS Band 7
Japan Job in Singapore
Korea Macau
Maldives Malaysia for holidays New Canon Digital Camera
Own a house
Own a new car Popped My Tiesto Cherry Popped My ZoukOut Cherry
San Francisco
Scuba Diving License Singapore in June 2009 Singapore in December 2009
Sky Diving
Taiwan Vietnam
Sunday, April 29, 2007 
8:58:00 PM 
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