i find it cute how u commented urself, in a way its like a self reminder issit? lol.
5kg sure easy to lose! no food after 8pm! and if ur really keen on losing it, i suggest eating salads for lunch ;p i did that!
u noe just 2 days ago at work, i was touching my hips and it felt so chunky =x i was pinching n pinching so i decided to pig out on salad. caesar salad! yuum. and then at night for dinner i had veges only, after 8pm..... purely liquid! worked =) the next day it was gone! so happy! kinda have this addiction to caesar salad now!!
im so bakrupt as well =( working my ass off to get back my money ahah. i duno what i spent in kk.. until needed to withdraw again =(
at least u bought heaps of clothes right? i only bought 2 loh. eveyrthing else is so friggin small, like for anorexics or smth. so ker lian =( buying from perth now! sighhh
and the shoes from thai that i bought.. all 6 pairs of them are in some ways, 1 size smaller cos size 7 is the max size there. so what the heck, i just bought them cos the ah gua said it will expand.. so ive been wearing the shoes at home when im free, just to expand it! lol.
coz i forgot to add on to my entry and i lazy to edit liao. so, i leave in the comment lah.. easier! do u realize when u try to edit ur entry, all the colors or font tat u have used previously will change? my blogger account damn weird loh.
hey babe, u will be shock when i go back perth.. i show u all my fats! by the way... ur shoe size is 8??!!!! are u kidding me??!!!
Since the first day I stepped into Malaysia, I knew that my pig life has started from the first day!! For staying two months here, it has proven that the life-of-doing-nothing is really enjoying and relaxing!! But there's a price to pay!!!
I have gained from 55kgs to 60kgs!!!
Fucking gained 5kgs loh!!!!
Must try my very very best to lose weights in Perth! Even Han Liang shook his head when i met him for movies and dinner a few days ago. He said my arms, my thighs, my tummy and my ass are HUGE!! Damn!! But I am glad that he is being honest with me, especially it's coming out from a guy. The conclusion is... I am fat!
One more thing... I am officially bankrupt!!
Came back here with only one medium size luggage, and now I am going back with one big luggage, two medium luggage and a big box with my 12 pairs of shoes in it! Woo hooo!!! I just can't wait to bring 'them' back to Perth and let 'them' see the new world!
Five more days!!! I can't wait to go back to Perth!
P.S: Go watch Blood Diamond! Really nice show! At least... I like it! ^^
my advise is not too put too much hope on this current relationship. go on with your life and study hard. that's the main purpose in your life. don't always expect other people to love you more because you are the one who should love yourself more.
it is obvious that he loves himself more, that's why he doesn't really care whether you are beside him or whether you call/message him. because he sees himself everyday! so, you ought to love yourself first, in order for other people to love you. you will feel happy when you think about your own feelings!
but after chatting with you last month, i think you are tougher this time. at least you don't cry because of him. if he doesn't care replying your calls and messages, nor does he care about where you go.. then you don't have to tell him anything.
just do what makes you happy, do what you want. since you guys are not married yet, he has no rights to control your life. bebz, remember what's the main purpose that you are taking this second degree! work hard for it!
if i were you, i study hard, get my pr, and dump him! you don't need him in your life because you survive well even if he doesn't help you with anything! or even if he is not beside you, you are doing great!
dun worry abt me lah.. seriously i cant be bothered. tats why i din even send him messages or call him for a long time!!! coz i dun see a point in doing all this if he doesnt wanna make any effort doing those.
i lost hope on him lah. and seriously i think he doesnt miss me at all. coz i think tat if he really loves me or really cares abt me, he would at least message me or even call me a few times in a week to ask abt me. but he din...
it shows tat im nothing to him. and i can feel tat he doesnt love me tat much lah. im more like a .... companionship to him nia! sad hor... let it be and see how it goes loh.
but like ur friend cookie said; there is no point whatsoever to even stress over your relationship right now. i mean you have a purpose for undertaking another degree right! therefore, pursue it, i mean, yes, your relationship is in some ways important, but dont you think that your degree will take you further in life?
like you said ` not happy, change loh. if you think that way, im here to support you 100%. cos in my opinion, if my bf was like that now, i really dont think i can tahan him- especially if i am inserting so much effort and he is giving me shit back. get it ?
and i am supporting you as much as i can =)
just dont even hope for a phone call from him. and i told you that time at maccas, - your bf only cares abt himself, not so much abt u. ;p
even i can care more for you then anyone else leh [ besides ur family la rite! haah]
jacque babe... thank u so much for the support!!! really appreciate that!! yeah, i agree with u tat there;s another purpose tat im taking second degree now.. tats why i keep telling myself not to think too much.
coz by graduating frm this second degree will take me further in life. so, im not gonna think too much lah! well, at least i will try my very best not to think too much! sometimes it's hard to control the head!^^
my friends here also asked me not to hope for any phone calls frm him... so sad u know.. one month never call and never message me... i should get numb pretty soon lah! but the only question that keeps playing in my mind is "doesnt he cares abt me? doesnt he wanna know how am i doing now?" SIGH!!!
yeah, even u guys care more abt me than him!!! he is a selfish prick!!! anyway, love u babes so much!!!! im going back soon... 6 more days! woo hoo!!!
I have ALMOST finished buying all my stuff! I guess I am gonna have excess baggage again! My mum is nagging that I bought too many things this year. I told her that,"I am buying for two years! Coz I am not coming back this end of the year!" Muahaha... Daddy is paying wor, MUST BUY!!!
I wanted to buy a few make-up items here and found out that a few of my favourite products are out of stock. They said that they have stopped the products and asked me to try a new one!! Nbz... But I am so used to those things that I have been using for 7 years!!! I should have bought more last time! Anyway, I have changed to another make-up brand! Sigh~~ using new products is always so uncomfortable, I need more time to get used to it.
How I wish relationship is as easy as those. Not suitable?Out of stock?Not happy?Not comfortable? Change loh! Maybe I should have more bfs and then when one is not available, another one will be available!! Hehehe... I guess this will only happen in my dreams! Since my special someone thinks that I am not his everything, I guess I am probably nothing to him.
Damn, I wanna go back to Perth! At least I will be busy working and won't be having too much time to think of stupid and useless things. The only thing that I can do for my special someone now is to listen to him. He wants me to be supportive? I will! He wants me not to cause him too much troubles since relationship is not his priority for the time being? Well, since when did I cause any troubles? I did almost everything in the r'ship! So, fine! I will not cause him any difficulties. I will set my priority right as life is what you make out of it.
I will concentrate on my studies this year and I guess... Relationship will not be on my top list this year! My friends and sister are saying that I have changed coz I did it!! I don't miss him that much! Last time I used to rush home and call him. Now? I CBF! He said he doesn't wanna spend too much time replying my messages and calling me coz he has more important things to do like his career. Oh yeah right... what kind of crap was that? If he has the time to pee, shit, eat, sleep, downloading porn, searching some cute pics and put it on MSN display, going out with his own friends, logging into his friendster account, chat with his friends... I don't see why he doesn't even have 5 minutes for me in a week.
Ironically, last year I worked part time, I studied full time... yet I still had the time to walk my dog once in awhile, watched tv, went out with friends for lunch or dinner, went clubbing, did grocery for two person ALONE!!! Wah! Wah! Wah! Now only I know that there are 48 hours in a day! So, if I can do all that. Then stop fucking telling me that you are busy and you have no time for everything! CRAP!!! If you think that I am not your everything, then why did you beg me to stay for so many times? I fucking hate you!
though this song is about an act of infidelity, but i do love this song a lot! it's very romantic, especially the chorus part.. hear your voice, sound so sweet, makes me weak... make me want to be the gal who is calling him.
hey babe, this song sounds like you and your pigeon guy. when i heard this song, i thought it 'sounds' familiar. it's about you and pigeon guy. seriously, you guys should be together if... he is not married!
u also said "if he is not married.." loh... tat means no more chance.... it means tat we are not meant to be together... we were fated to know each other but not fated to be together loh...
Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I, never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me will it start a fight No, I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I, never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I, never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel (let it die,I never wanna say goodbye) But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
do you think that all of us will believe that you do not want to club on your friend's birthday? :) anyway, what are the places that you want to bring her out for chill out? since she prefers to club, then why not go to a club and celebrate?
you are not the only one who doesn't want the holidays to end too soon. once you are at overseas, you have to do everything by yourself... no more being a princess.
hmm. summer units. i think i might do that too. but how long issit? 1 month ?? cus i heard its intense but easier! if its 1 month im definately gona do it~ ;)
[[cookie]] dun believe then done loh.. i dun mind one leh. those places are either the loft, luna bar, or skybar loh.. those places' environment is damn nice.. sipping the cocktail at the poolside + KL's night view... walla~~~!!! how good is tat?? hehehe
[[jacq]] 1 mth for summer unit... very intense... imagine we use just one month to study compare to 4 months!!! but they said easier to pass wor!!!
[[evon]] if dun party now... go back perth cant party liao... no kaki!!! my clubbing kaki in perth is getting lesser and lesser... yeah, i need some formal wears!!! coz every time when i have presentation at the uni... i started to get headache coz i dunno wat to wear!!!! and i din know most of them wear coat when doing presnetation loh... hehehe
I am officially sick! I guess I have been partying too hard for the past few weeks, now I am having flu and sore throat!!! My friend has asked me to go to Aloha, the latest club in K.L. but I think I have to postpone to next week. I need to rest more at home. I need to plan a birthday celebration for my best friend which is on 28th January... Damn!!! She has asked me to plan for her since I am the only one who is having holidays now. Hahahaha...
But I guess it will be the same, clubbing, clubbing and clubbing. Well, it's not me who want to club ok??!! I told her that I want to bring her to K.L's fine dining restaurant to chill out... Guess what's the first thing that came out from her mouth?? ---> "Huh?? No clubbing ah?? No dancing ah?? Eh, choose a club lah, must be RnB one hor... Don't go to your trance club, it's my birthday, I want RnB." Yeah lah... I guess I know where we should go now. ^_^ The same old place, Velvet Underground.
Three more weeks in Malaysia... Sigh... I am going to miss this place so much! I might not be coming back to Malaysia end of this year as I have planned to take summer unit and also to apply my PR by the end of the year...[[IF I manage to graduate lah... *keep my fingers crossed*]] My sis suggested that I better buy a few working clothes back to Perth as it's cheap in Malaysia. The working clothes in Perth will be expensive... Hmmm... I guess I must buy to prepare for job interviews.
But, isn't it a bit too early to buy working clothes now??!!! Since I haven't even graduate, and I haven't even start to work at the office??!!! O_o;; This coming semester I will be taking Company Law, Corporate Finance and Contemporary Financial Accounting units... My friends has warned me... "If you are taking these three killer units... be prepared to study your ass off or to fail really badly!!" Damn!!!! So, no more leg shaking semesters next year huh??
it looks like someone is having lots of fun in Malaysia and Singapore. Bebz, do you still go shopping all the time? What else is on sale this time?? I am so jealous that you have so many friends all over the place!! LOL
bebz, all your friends will always be there for you and lend you the helping hands. if your bf doesn't even bothered about you, then don't bothered much about him. sooner or later he will realize that you are the best. have faith in yourself and you will be a happier person with confident!!!
zara, mng, topshop, miss selfridge are on sale now. i havent really go to topshop and miss selfridge yet. maybe next week loh... i have went to the zara and mng sale... waiting for vincci leh!!!
well, i also hope tat he will realize tat i treat him good leh. apparently, he is doesnt realize tat loh. he always think tat im a burden to him. sigh.. nvm lah, see how it goes loh.
singapore is fun... even if i go there every yr also not bored... and some of clothes there are cheap and more shops and brands in singapore loh.
i wanted to go to bangkok one... but my father doesnt allow leh. i wanna go this coming week. but he said there was this bombing case in bangkok wor... damn!!!
seriously lahh. ur having so much fun that i envy ur potential for being a party queen! ahah. i'd be so tired and lazy after night after night of partying!
im back in perth and i really miss msia lehh. i miss the kakak helping with the clothes, dinner and everything. the laidback environment, the shopping and the company of friends. now ive gota wait another year til im back there again. sighhh.
i bought myself a black mng winter jacket, quite thick oso. its plain but looks elegant'ish if worn with jeans. cant wait til winter! haha
when are u coming back la? i miss ur company already. i tak tahan company of kiasu ppl liaos. lol. i need a msian with me so we can kiasu back to them.
i was in bangkok for 5 days rmbr? and omg, i tell u, the shopping mall called mbk is big that i went there everysingle day cos i take my time in looking at every single shop. the next time i go, i wanna go to the other malls. i waas told that we only went to 1 of duno how many 10++ malls. siennnnn.
come back, and we can plan to go bangkok together in the next summer holiday. hehe!
u know all my friends have been asking me this question "sophia, dun u get bored going clubbing? dun ur feet hurt after standing for 4 hours? how can u club every week?" hehehehe... well... i wont get bored going clubbing tats for sure... just as long as i hve exciting and lovable friends ard me who will make me happy.
my secondary skool friends always go clubbing with me just to "give me face". hahaha... but i had a friend, she is my childhood friend and we grew up together... she goes clubbing with me all the time. coz she loves clubbing too!! and we love to try out new clubs, snapping the pics away!!! woo hoo!!! then last month there were a few djs came to KL, tats why i went!!
aw~~ im sure ur gonna miss msia with kakak helping u do all ur stuff!!! muahaha... how come there are no kakak in aust??!!! damn! wei wei, during winter dun forget to show me ur black jacket ah!!!
i wanna go to thailand next week, but my father doesnt allow, said tat there were this bombing incident there wor!! damn!!! i really wanna go there loh! coz i went to bangkok when i was 19 yrs old and that time i din really know how to shop for stuff. but this time if i wanna go bangkok. i wanna shop a lot of things!!!
dun worry babe... i will be back soon!!! one more month! hehehe.. let me conquer all the clubbing scene in msia first! muahahaha... anyway, i will be going back to perth on 5/2, will call u ok???
i suggest that you guys better don't under estimate sophia's clubbing energy. she is crazy when it comes to clubbing. but i think she has tamed down a lot.
bebz i think you better don't go to thailand for the time being. cause it's not that safe, maybe next time. my suggestion is, go back to perth earlier! :)
First of all, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! to those who are still having their holidays!! Muahaha... for those who are working now, happy working loh!!! After 1 month of stay in Malaysia and one week of stay in Singapore, I started to miss Perth now, I can't wait to go back Perth and hug my Lexx. Surprisingly, I miss Lexx more than I miss my PP. Coz I guess my PP hardly or maybe I should put it this way... He will never miss me. I dreamed of Lexx a few days ago, I am sill worried about the pet kennel as the person hasn't confirm with me whether there are places available. Maybe I should send her another email or ask Crystal to call he pet kennel. I miss Lexx!!! I can't wait till February!!! I wanna go back to Perth and be with Lexx!!!Sob...
Ooohh... The other day I went to San Francisco Steak House with my sister and we actually ate a lot!!! I think both of us spent around RM140 on our lunches!!!
We have ordered this escargot + abalone + scallop dish!! If I am not mistaken, this special dish has already cost around RM35. But it was so yummy that both of us would love to have more!!! Especially the escargot!!! My sister has never tried escargot before, so I brought her there for a yummy meal!! I treat her one leh!!! Make me pokkai only!!!
I also caught up with my high school friends when I came back. I think I spend the most time with all of them coz all of us stay in Klang!! We go to mamak stall almost every night!!! But when the second week I was in Malaysia, my friends said wanna go to Velvet Underground to celebrate one of my close friends' engagement. We are so happy for her that she has finally met someone who loves her a lot, coz she has been thru so much with her exbf and she was hurt in the end. But she looks so happy now, even Fin said that it makes her wanna get married too! Muahahah...
Then it's time to celebrate Yan's birthday at Q-Bar, Sunway Pyramid. I also managed to meet up with Kiff the guy who added me on Friendster, he is Yan's friend. Then Quinn also went there with all of us, everyone still thinks that he is my bf!! Muahaha... But he is attached this year, a few months ago he just found himself a gf. The worst thing is, he didn't even tell Yan and me until we found out that he kept making phone call that night! Heheheh...Anyway, he still owe me 6 bottles of Chivas!!!
Then just before Christmas, my friends from Singapore, Brunei and Thailand came to KL. But for the frst few days I was busy doing my passport and visa thingy, so Aaron had to bring them around as he is staying close to their hotel at Mid-Valley. Then, I met up with them one day for coffee, then dinner, then clubbing at Velvet Underground, again!!!
There are different mixture of friends that night, especially there were 4 different countries in our group. Then some of us brought our friends along, we do not know each other, but we hang around well and had lots of fun that night!!! Muahaha...That's why I always enjoy clubbing with them, my type of clubbing kaki(s).
I went to Singapore from 23/12/06 till 29/12/06. The first three nights I was staying at my man's place and we went out for movies on Christmas eve!! I was quite happy that night coz I didn't expect that he will bring me out for any celebration. he bought a musical box for me as I always love them so much!!! Hehehe.. I am glad that I still manage to meet up with some of my Singaporean friends during my last few days of stay in Singapore. But there are still a lot of frieds to meet up there, but it was either I didn't have the time, or they were busy coz they had to work during that time.
The last three nights I was staying at the Copthorne Orchid Hotel with my sister coz she said that she wanna visit Singapore too. So, on her first day in Singapore, I brought her to Orchard Road to look around, then met up with my man's family for dinner. Second day, we went to Orchard Road again, it was raining cats and dogs in Singapore... We had to buy an umbrella to walk around Orchard Road. Damn potong steam!!! But at least we went to the main shopping malls like The Heeren, Takashimaya, The Paragon, Far East Plaza, Plaza Singapura, Suntec and more.
After that, we went to City Hall area to visit the big Singapore durian -- The Esplanade. Then we had to walk a distance to take pics with the Merlion. My feet hurt that day coz we kept walking non-stop. Dinner time, I met up with Janet at CHIJMES, it was a nice and romatic place. You guys should go there and have a look, but the food there is a bit pricey!! But most of my lunch and dinner were paid by all my Singaporean friends. Thanks guys!!! Love you guys so much!!!
The last time I saw Janet was three years ago after her Media Studies degree, but we were glad that we caught up on each other's life after so long. On that day itself, I met up with Wense for coffee and then he brought me to M.O.S for clubbing. Finally, I had the chance to go M.O.S in Singapore. Sometimes I do think that my PP is a bit useless that he hardly brings me to anywhere, my friends are the one who always bring me around!!!
Oh yeah, on the third day, I went to Sentosa with my sister coz she hasn't been to the Under Water World. I did meet up Stephanie and Jillia in Singapore, Thanks babes... for accompanying me at the shopping mall. Next time when you guys come to Malaysia or Perth, my treat ok?
On my final night in Singapore, my PP came out to ViVo City to have dinner with me. I was glad that time coz I thought that he will never wanna come out for dinner for one last time. Coz I am not sure when I will see him again, most probably mid of February after his Vietnam trip. Anyway, the view at the shopping mall is damn nice!!!!Love it!!
Vivo City is the latest shopping mall in Singapore, it sounds like a club name to me than a shopping mall. They claimed that it's one of the biggest shopping mall in Singapore, but I still think that Malaysia's shopping malls are much bigger!!! But the design is very creative and nice!!!! Especially having those lightings effect!!
Outside Vivo, the night view.
Outside Vivo, afternoon view.
Inside Vivo City.
At first I wanted to celebrate my New Year in Singapore, but I am scared that I might get a disappointment from my man, so I decided to celebrate my New Year in Malaysia. No wonder they always said that "Home Sweet Home", it's soooo fucking true! I had an early NYE celebration with my friends coz we were lazy to be stucked in the traffic jam like before. I went to Zouk for Danny Tenaglia on 30/12/06. I manage to meet up with Alfred that night but he was a Velvet Underground that night.
Most of my friends wanted to kill me that night coz all of them wanna go to Velvet Underground for the RnB, but I insisted that I want to go to Zouk for Danny Tenaglia's act. Aijor, he is a well-known DJ leh... RnB can go anytime I want!!! But in the end we stayed at Zouk. Muahaha... I win again!!! I think they love me too much, that;s why they did what makes me happy!! But Yan also wanna stay at Zouk mah!!! I am not the only one.
On 31/12/06, I went to One Utama with my sister and her friends. We had our lunch and dinner here, then waited for the countdown at the rooftop carpark. To tell you guys the truth, that was the first time that I actually did my countdown at the carpark, not in the club. The world is changing!!!! Muahaha... But it was something new to me!
I met up with Ooi at Sunway Pyramid a few days ago... He lost weight liao wor. If you are reading this, I am serious and honest one. Not saying that just to make you happy or cheat your lunch or dinner! Muahahaha...I am glad that you had fun that day, I had a lot of fun too!!! I hope that you like the present that I have bought for you from Australia. We should meet up again before I go back to Perth. This time, no more horror movies at night!! Hahahaha....
The three boliaoz sisters cam-whoring while doing our weekly masks!! Fugly us...
All in all, although I had a lot of up(s) and down(s) during the year 2006. But I do enjoyed my life a lot!! There's nothing that can beat me down so easily. I should throw cautions to the wind, sleep on it, and have faith in everything, especially my destiny. Damn!! I can sense that there will be a few huge changes in my life in 2007. For better or worse, I am still the clubbing queen that I am always used to be! *Wink*
yeah loh evon, the internet connection is a bit crazy... keep on dc-ing!!! i know tat my new yr resolutions damn hard to achieve but i will try my best!!!
im enjoying my hols here... meeting up with my friends here... hehehe... but nowadays hardly meet liao coz all of them busy working and studying. so, i stay at home and watch drama!!!
yeah loh, we must enjoy ourselves when we are in perth too... hehehe... but in perth will have limited time lah. coz have to work and study, then exams and assignments... i wan my hols to last forever!
First of all, Happy New Year 2007 to everyone!!! I hope that this year will be a better year for all of us!!! Just when I started to get used to writing '06' in dates, now I have to switch to writing '07' in dates!!! AaaAAArrgghHHH....2006 was a good year for me as compared to year 2004 and 2005. These two years were a dreadful years for me. At least most of my new year resolutions in 2006 were being fulfilled.
Actually I was quite lazy to jot down all the new year resolutions this year as I think most of the time I never fulfilled my own new year resolutions. But last year I did!! For example, club less, smoke less, pop less, study hard and get a part-time job. Hopefully that this year will be a better year for me! I think in my life, I have never worried much about anything. I always worry about my own relationship with my bf and those guys always hurt my feelings.
I really hope that this year I won't be having the free time to worry about all this shit coz I have had enough of these shit(s)!! I guess I want to concentrate on my studies more, and then when I have the free time then I will worry about my relationship. Oh god... I miss working at the cafe!!! I have too much to think when I am too free!!! Damn!! I need my job back, so that I don't have to think too much and worry about anything!!!
My 2007 New Year Resolutions:
Study hard. Still the same every year. Hoprefully no fails this year.
Quit smoking.
Don't think too much about relationship problem.
Don't fucking care about reporting to my man on how, where, when and who I am going out with. (Coz he doesn't even give a damn as well!!!)
I'm a little neurotic. I believe balance is everything. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy.
Happy
Budget Trip with Best Buddies Dear's P.O.P Dear's 6th month in N.S Dear's 12th month in N.S Dear's 18th month in N.S Dear's O.R.D Finish University Get my PR Hardcore shopping Hong Kong IELTS Band 7
Japan Job in Singapore
Korea Macau
Maldives Malaysia for holidays New Canon Digital Camera
Own a house
Own a new car Popped My Tiesto Cherry Popped My ZoukOut Cherry
San Francisco
Scuba Diving License Singapore in June 2009 Singapore in December 2009
Sky Diving
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