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I am so sad!!
My pipu is going back to Singapore this Thursday morning... Oh gawd... suddenly I feel so lonely again. I keep thinking that I have to go to the Pupi Management class alone with Lexx, that is just horrible! Having all those ang mohs there, and I am the only Asian!! Moreover, Lexx is too aggressive to be free from leash... All the dogs just hate Lexx so much and none of them want to play with him. Aw~~ Poor dog!! Two more classes to go, two more weeks and I am done with that stupid Pupi Management class. I think the class is soooo damn useless and it costs $65 for 4 classes!!
It's second week of university now... I am starting to feel a bit scared!! Why?? This is because I have went to a few classes and I have read the notes and I think that they are tough!! I hope that I won't fail any units this semester! It's so stress to be an international student!!! I heard from Jocelyn that Curtin Business School is easier to study and pass. A lot of students have transfered from Murdoch to Curtin. I wanted to transfer but I am just too lazy to do all this shits and you have to run from uni to uni to settle the enrolment. Moreover, since it's my second degree at Murdoch, I do not need to study any electives now. It saves my time and money. If I transfer to Curtin, they will sure ask me to study more units as different universities offer different units that require the student to study.
I meet up with Jocelyn today for lunch. It's good to catch up with her again to share some juicy gossips. I hope that she will be doing fine in her studies as well coz she is just like me... keep failing for accounting units! She is planning to change course but doesn't know how to tell her father.
Anyway...
I am still sad~~~
I am going to sleep alone.
I am going to eat alone.
I am going to watch TV alone.
Everything ALONE!! He is going to be in Singapore for three weeks!!! THREE WEEKS!!! Arrrgghhh....
sOphia.G
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Do all architects suck? |
Do all architects suck??
I think they do!!
I am starting to hate architects now!! Hate them so much!!
I was chatting with Quinn (an architect) the other day on MSN and he indirectly telling me that I suck in Accounting!!! Oh well, I know I suck in Accounting. But you don't have to be so happy knowing that I suck at it!!! Asshole!! I was telling him that I am not good in Accounting course because I have no interest in it and it's not what I good at. If it's Mass Communication or Media Studies, I can close my eyes and pass all.
Then he told me that Mass Communication and Media Studies is an easy course, that's why I managed to handle it. He said it is not like Architecture course where they need more years to study, need creativity, need this and that... blah blah blah...Then he mentioned that Architects earn more money that Public Relations, Accountants and Directors. No doubt about that...
I wonder why Steven Spielberg who is a Director who has Media Studies knowledge is earning so much money from one film that he has directed.
I wonder why some Accountants can earn big bucks by just signing papers.
I wonder why some PR Managers can earn big bucks after a major event.
I wonder why some architects earn so little money that those three on top!!
Hmmm~~~~
This is just some crappy bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I told him that there are Public Relations who earn lots of money, there are also Public Relations who earn so little money. Some Accountants do earn a lot of money, some don't. Some directors earn a few million dollars in just making one film... but some of them ended up being a porn directors or just some infamous directors.
I asked him this question:"Hey Quinn, how much are you earning now ever since you have your so-called-soho-career??? And and and and how much are you earning for a month when you were working in an architecture firm??" He was speechless... I have a friend who is working at the TOP 10 PR firm -- Ogilvy in Singapore and she is earning S$4000 a month. I have a friend who is hosting Info Zone and Talking Issues for Wah Lai Toi @ Astro. And one more friend who studied Media Studies @ Murdoch University who is also a host for Malaysia's Disney Club!!
So...How come they are so famous and successful?? They shouldn't be.... COZ THEY STUDIED MASS COMMUNICATION AND MEDIA STUDIES!!!!! IS that what you mean?? fucking asshole!!! So... you studied your so-called oh-it-is-so-glamorous-architecture.... then why are you so infamous?? Why no one knows you? Why are you struggling to earn money every month??
My advise is... everyone will be successful one day... It is really depend on how good you are in that field. It doesn't mean that what you are studying now will assure that you will earn little or more money. It doesn't mean that I am studying Accounting now, I will become an Accountant in the future. No... That's wrong. It is all depend on individuals...
NB: *NO HUMANS WERE HARMED DURING BLOGGING* Last but not least... He is not the only architects whom I have spoken who tend to be so proud of who they are. I think I have spoken with three more architects and they suck big time!! They are too full of themselves and they are too proud of themselves. OH WELL~~~ Perhaps I should wish them best of luck!!! ****I do hope that I can see their names on TIMES magazine for being a successful architects***
***FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO STILL THINK THAT MASS COMMUNICATIONS OR MEDIA STUDIES ARE FOR STUPID PEOPLE TO STUDY... i CAN'T CHANGE YOUR MIND... YOU GUYS CAN JUST SIMPLY FUCK OFF AND DIE. AND ALSO HOPE THAT YOUR COURSE IS NOT STUPID ENOUGH FOR YOU TO STUDY... =)HMM.. AM I MAKING ANY SENSE HERE... MUAHAHAHAA!!!! I AM SO RANDOM!!!!***
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New semester, new beginning!! |
Today is my first day of uni for second semester, 2006. I am glad that all the problems have already settled before the university starts. As you guys already knew that I am on probation this semester, which means that I have to pass all my units this semester. If not... I will be suspended from the university. I guess I have to study really hard this semester in order to pass everything.
It might not be easy for me, but I am willing to try my best to pass all units this semester. This is my final chance... I have to proove to everyone and myself that I can make it. After going to the Technology and Accounting Processes this afternoon, I was feeling a bit scared that I might not be able to pass that unit. This is because I have read the unit guidelines, I found out that this unit is tough. Hsien Chun said that this unit is kinda easy if I understand accounting. Hmm... The problem with me is... I suck in accounting... How am I going to manage this unit??!!! I will ask Windi and Hsien Chun if I have any difficulties in this unit. At least there are someone who is smarter than me taking this unit. Pheww~~
The worst thing about this unit is... in order to pass the whole unit, we have to pass the mid-term test, the workshop participation and the final exams. If we do not pass each of this assessments, even though you pass the whole fucking unit, we will still be awarded a FAILED!!!
Anyway... I must study hard!!! Gambatte!!!
sOphia.G
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Happy Birthday to me!!! |
Happy Birthday to myself!!!! I am so happy... I have more people wishing me this year than last year. I guess everyone knows that I am getting really old and I deserve a big wish huh? hehehe... This afternoon Darrel and I woke up late, really late... We went to uni to do my bank account then we went to Ohnamiya for japanese food. Unfortunately, it was closed!! Damn it!! Then we had no choice but to have Japanese food at Garden City.
I have finally continue another two years plan with Optus and get myself another free phone!! Woot!! It's a Nokia 6233, a 3G phone. I am so happy that finally I have a high-tech phone. If not, normally I will be having a normal phone with camera. This phone came in bluetooth, camera, MP3 and lots more. A present from optus!!! Later on I am going to Northbridge for dinner... Woot~~ Thanks to my Pipu for the birthday feast for the whole day today!!! Heheheh...
Millions of thank you to those who have wished me...
Thank you to:
- My Pipu
- Sek Khim
- Annie
- Siow Werm
- Way Kiat
- Nicole
- Zhi Zhi
- Michelle Ng
- Michelle Ho
- Maria
- Windi
- James
- Jason Lee
- Ef Fei
- Sharon
- Kevin
- Stephanie
- Ooi
- Leowania
- Mazrul
- Jillia
- Sebastian
- Kendra
- Crist
- Wense
- Evon
- Shereen
- Bee Ling
- Andy Lee
- Wes Lal
- Najih
- Andy Ant
- Wayne
- Karen
- Terence
- Everyone from my hamsap family @ circles99
Hope that I didn't miss out anyone. Anyway, thanks again for your time to email me, text me, e-cards, testimonials... Muaks and hugs to all of you!! Will always remember that
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Extremely Happy Mood |
I am so happy now that my appeal is successful, it only took them two days to look at my letter. But I will be on probation this semester, which means I have to pass all my units in semester 2. Damn it!! How am I gonna be sure that I will pass all??!! Anyway, I will be signing up classes offer by the Teaching and Learning Centre at uni to learn how to to study smart, not study hard. Maybe I am just suck in studying. Actually Maria is asking me to do Taxation during summer course coz it will be easier. But I have nothing to study for this semester if I have to study that unit suring summer. The worst thing is, she told me that if I think Company Law is difficult, Taxation will be double difficult. NBCB!! Anyway, I still hope that Comapny Law will be offered during the summer.
I still went for counseling as I don't want the counselor to think that I am making use of her. I told her a lot about my childhood in Malaysia and it makes me sad. I nearly cried in during counseling. She said that I have low self-esteem and gave me something to read to improve myself. Hmm... Do I really have low self-esteem?? She even asked me to write a letter to my father to release all my angers and emotional thingy. But this letter can never be sent to my father. Muahaha... One more thing she said about me was... she said I was emotionally drained. Coz I have so many things happened in my life. It's true that I am emotionally drained, but I guess I am doing alrite now.
Tomorrow is my birthday, Yay!! I told my mum that I have to treat my friends something to eat. Then my mum said that I am the birthday girl, my friends are the one who should treat me, not the other way round. Then I told her that it's very different now, every time when my birthday is coming soon... I will be having lots of friends asking me "Eh, birthday coming liao hor... when gonna treat us makan??" I told her most of the time the birthday person has to treat all their friends. That's weird right?? This I have to blame the person who came out with this stupid idea of having a birthday party. When you are having a birthday party, your friends will be invited to your home with gifts. Guess who is paying for food and drinks?? The fucking host or birthday person lah!! So, damn birthday parties!!! (But having a birthday party when you were young was fun lah. Muahahaha...) Ok, that was very random!! Ignore me! =)
So many things to prepare now before the uni starts. Need to apply for student working permit, look for a part-time job, change my car insurance plan, change my tyres and rims, call doggy dog bath for Lexx, plan out my studies... Wish I have more time!! In the meanwhile, I am so lazy to upload my Sydney/Melbourne pics here. How how????? Since my money has came in... this means... Time to ebay!!! Woot!!!
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Miracle does happened! |
 I am so happy to know that I have finally passed my Accounting unit. When I first checked my results, it was stated that I failed my Accounting. After a few days, they sent me another email saying that there was a problem with the uni's database. So, I checked the results again... Wala!!! I have passed my most important unit!!!! Yay!!! If I failed this Accounting for the third time, they will suspend me from the university.
Anyway, tomorrow I have to go to univerysity for counseling session. This is because my progress in my studies are not very good, they want me to give them a valid reason why my results are so bad for the past two semesters. Sigh~~ I have a lot of reasons to give them, that's why I am going for counseling and the counsellor will type a letter for the Program Chair!!
 I am happy that God listens to me!! I have been praying hard every night hoping that miracle will happen to me! I told God that I just need to pass that accounting unit then I will be satisfied! Tonight before I sleep, I really need to thank Him for giving me another chance to continue with my studies.
It seems like my birthday is coming soon!! Thanks to those who have wished me earlier on. Especially Seb... I do not need you to countdown for me ok??!! I am definately not old and grumpy!! Hehehe... Before I went to Sydney and Melbourne, I have celebrated my birthday with Diana. Actually we were celebrating our birthdays together... Since out birthday are close to each other.
The other day Windi called me and told me that she has bought a present for me. Then she kept asking me to organize something. Hmmm... I really don't feel like having any birthday party this year, just want to spend time with Darrel and Lexx. At first I wanted to treat Windi and Jindi for dim sum since they have bought me present, then I feel paiseh also. But if I have to treat them dim sum, then I have to invite Crystal and Jin. This is because their bfs know them. Aijor... headache!!! Moreover, my money hasn't come yet. If I manage to get my money before Saturday, then I might organize a dim sum outings on Saturday!! I must write down a list and make sure everyone is invited!!!
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A Story Long, Long Time ago... About a Bitch! |
I just came back from Sizzler with Diana, Martin and Darrel, as usual, we ate until our stomachs are big and round. This is my first time eating at Sizzler, this is because Darrel doesn’t really want to eat out most of the time. Diana was saying that I must have felt really lucky that she is here that I have the chance to eat out. I love the salad bar at Sizzler, they have a lot of different type of salads, ice-cream, fruits, cakes, soups, coffee and tea! Woot!!! Then last night, we went to Hawker’s Food @ Northbridge to have our dinner. The other time I heard from Windi, Jindi and Martin saying that the food there is nice and the Ice Kacang is nice too. I have tried the Ice Kacang, and it is indeed very nice!! It’s the best Ice Kacang in Perth I think!! Next time I might go there and order the special Ice Kacang with longan and lychee in it. Yum!! A few days ago, I was talking with Diana about those days when we were studying together. Then we suddenly talk about someone whom we hate the most. Well, let’s just call her bitch. But we both agree that we were kinda regret of knowing bitch, and we had been treating her so nice last time. But we both really have to thank her for bringing both of us together. Now we are both best friends and this is going to be forever! I really don’t understand why bitch is such a person last time, I can guarantee that I never treat her bad and never ill treat her. But I still don’t know why she likes to betray her best friends even though her best friends treat her so well. What a bitch!! The worst thing was, she used to be my housemate and I have shared a lot of things with her. The reasons why she shouldn’t betray me: - Every time when I borrow her car from her, I will pay her $10. Imagine how much she has earned?? One time of lending car to me, she will get $10!
- Whenever I took one or two sticks of cigarette from her, I will buy one whole packet pf cigarette to repay her.
- Whenever she doesn’t have money to eat, I treat her. She doesn’t have cigarette, I gave her my cigarette and never ask her to pay me back.
- I know all my friends hate her, but I always tell my friends that she is a nice person and it takes some time to get to know her better.
- Every time when she has problems, I was the one who accompanied her and willing to sacrifice my time for her.
- I always quarrel with my ex-bf because of her because my ex-bf didn’t want me to mix with her.
- I cooked for her.
- When she doesn’t have money, I lend the money to her.
- When she doesn’t have transport, I fetch her around.
- I treat her like my best friend, I trusted her. I never doubt her. But in the end, she has disappointed me.
What were the things that she has done to me: - She has a fucking big mouth. She likes to tell everyone about my things. She can’t fucking keep a secret. Even those friends who don’t know me, they even know my stuff. All thanks to Miss Bitch!
- She knows that I was interested in a guy, in the end, she slept with that guy. She just wanted to show me that she is better than me all the time. Even when she told Diana that she won’t tell me that she has slept with that guy, but she lied. She told me the next morning after she slept with that guy.
- I told her that I have a high chance of becoming Darrel’s gf when I come back to Perth. In the end, she came back to Perth for summer unit, she called my bf, and asked my bf to go clubbing with her. When my bf said that he prefer to wait for me to come back then only go clubbing together, she said that if I am back, then they won’t have the chance to have sex. Wah Kaoz… wat a CB girl. The more I think about this, the more furious I am.
- She told Diana that she doesn’t know why a lot of guys want to go after me. She said that she thinks that she is prettier than me, those guys are supposed to go after her, not me.
- She complained to Diana that I have a lot of friends. She said she doesn’t know why. Well.. because I treat friends nice, I don’t betray them. Not like you, bitch!! Sometimes I am very curious about bitch. I really want to ask her a few questions… Does she know that a lot of her friends don’t like her? Has she ever wonder why the friends around her never last long? Has she ever notice that only me and Diana who were always supporting her? This is all because of her bad attitude, that’s why a lot of people can’t be her friend for long.
- There were a lot of other things… Maybe I don’t know, and I don’t wish to know more. Although I still have a lot to say, but I am just too lazy.
I hope that in the future I won’t be having this kind of people to be my friend. Thanks to her, every time when I make friends now, I will be extra cautious. I never keep in touch with her now, only once in awhile I will chat with her on MSN. This kind of friend doesn’t worth having. I have more friends that are worth keeping and putting in more efforts. I have learned that one doesn’t need to have a lot of best friends, only a few sincere and true best friends are enough for the rest of the life. But I love making friends; I don’t mind adding new close friends in my list!!! =)
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Changes of Body Clock |
I don't know why these days I feel really tired and sleepy at around 1 a.m. Normally I can stay till 4 a.m. without feeling tired or sleepy. I guess I am starting to get old now, my body clock has changed during these years. I still remember a few years back I only started to go to bed and sleep at around 5 a.m. But I think it's good that I am sleeping earlier these days, at least it's better for my body. Damn!! I am old!!!
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Cheap HP printer!!! Woot~~~ |
 Steady Pom Pi Pi!! Finally I managed to find a cheap printer! My canon printer has crashed and even if I want to fix my Canon printer, it would cost around $100 to replace the ink head. During this end of financial year sale right now, I saw Dick Smith is selling this HP PSC 1410 3 in 1 color printer; which is printer + scanner + photocopier. And it only costs $69, after cash back from HP it will only costs $49! What a bargain! I still remember when I bought my Canon printer, I actually paid $300 for that!! Damn!! But it was 3 years ago. Canon's printer is quite good too, last longer. Not too sure about HP printer though.
Later I am going to cook curry chicken for dinner!! Hehehe... Last night we went to Maya Masala @ Northbridge for our Indian dinner. It was so nice and tasty. At first we went to Ohnamiya @ Applecross but it was fully-booked. Luckily there were places at the indian cuisine. Diana wanted to have indian food for dinner, so I brought them to Maya Masala as it's kinda popular in Perth. But it costs kinda expensive. I miss the Tandoori Platter and the Fish curry so much!!! *Drool* We might be going for dim sum tomorrow!! Going to be fat again!!
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Monday, July 31, 2006 
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