Happy Merdeka Day ! No wonder i feel like something wrong that day!! Oh yeah !! it is suppose to be public holiday... *sigh* Here is Australia... haha..
ya woh..i really wanna eat the food now!! See one day when we are free we go to hunt those food in Perth lor??????
hohohoh..... the laksa i still think the one in vietnamese restaurant is syok !! haha..
james... well, u have to be patriotic when u are at oversea for too long and never have the chance to eat an authentic malaysian food here... which is making my life so miserable.. hahaha... well, there are lots of malaysian restaurant here... they cant make it!! not so nice if u wanna compare to the food in malaysia.
evon... yeah loh, i also nearly forgot that day was merdeka leh. hahaha... there are actually a few things which are nice in perth i must say... yum yum! hehehe...
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Last night when I called back home, my mum told me that my youngest sister went out with friends for countdown. I was asking her,"Countdown for what?" Then my mum said,"Merdeka mah!!!" Yeah hor!!! Hehehe... Nearly forget!! Fuck, I also wanna countdown leh!! Maybe I should put the Malaysia flag on top of my car and drive around Perth!!
Food that I miss in Malaysia and I want to eat them now, I mean NOW!!
Klang's Bak Kut Teh
Pan Mee (Mee Hoon Kueh)
Roti Canai + Teh Tarik
Laksa
Nasi Lemak
Steamboat
Damn!! I feel like going back to Malaysia now. I seriously need some authentic Malaysian food at the moment... Every time when year end comes, I am acting weird! I think most probably I miss Malaysia food too much... Miss everyone in Malaysia too! Maybe I shouldn't stay in Australia I guess. Sigh~~~ Whoever out there who can bring one of these food to me from Malaysia to Perth, I will give you one million dollars!! *wink*
congratulation on your new job. you had fun i can see that!!! but i guess after awhile you will get sick of the job, trust me bebz!!!
anyway, hope that you recover as soon as possible. it sounds crazy that you need 3 to 4 more weeks to recover that wound!!! you sound like you had a serious wound!!!! like after operation or something!! cool down and relax, don't think too much
i think those doctor at the hospital are too busy to handle our stuff. coz in the hospital they always handle serious case. so, when they see our case so small, then they just dun care and dun wanna spend time on it.
but the doc in my clinic quite good i think... i dunno lah.. so far almost every year i will go to clinic one... hahahaa.. coz i will go and do body check up every year wat.
I am so annoyed with my right foot now. How come it takes so long to recover just one stupid wound? I have went to the clinic in the morning and my doctor said that last week the doctor at St. John Hospital should gave me a stitch on my wound. Now, it's too late to stitch the wound coz no matter I stitch the wound now, yesterday or a few days ago, the wound just won't stick together. She said the wound needs to be stitched within 24 hours. Damn!! What was the doctor at St. John Hospital was thinking that time?
Anyway, she asked me to give one week to myself and by that time my wound should be able to recover. Huh?!! One more week?!! I am so sick and tired of walking to university looking like a weird person. And it took me so long to walk from the carpark to my class, from classes to classes... Urggghhh... and my foot hurts!!! Then i hate wearing sport shoes to anywhere! But I must admit that after wearing sport shoes, it is more comfortable for me to walk around. I better pray hard that after one week my wound will recover. I guess it will take one more week for the wound to really stick together, and one more week for the wound to heal and not feeling painful. Maybe another one week for me to try to walk like normal. So, I will need three more weeks before I can walk like normal. CB!!!!
Getting an injury on foot is like living in hell!! Basically there are a lot of things tat you can't do. I have learned my lesson and now every time when I walk around the house, I will be extra careful. Oh, yesterday was my first day of job at Walter's Cafe @ Murdoch University. I only worked two hours there but it was kinda tired as I have to walk around collecting cups and dishes, washing all those dishes and cups, making sandwiches, wiping the tables, become the cashier... basically everything!!! Everyone's job is the same over there... you don't have a fixed job like what you have to do, but you have to do everything!!!
Although it's quite tiring but I was kinda happy and I don't know why??!!! I think maybe this is my first job in 25 years of my life!! Hahahaha... But I am glad that at least I know Jiun over there and it won't be too bored. Martin, my manager said that start from next week he will give me a full shift to work for five hours on Tuesday! O_o''' He said that he is satisfied with my progress yesterday and he hopes that I can handle the full time shift. I said that I will try my very best to do it.
One thing I hate about the job is making sandwiches and becoming the cashier as I don't really know how to key in the price and I can't remember the price either. But I love collecting cups and dishes and doing the washing. Jiun was saying that I am insane as all of them hate those jobs. But as you guys know that I always love washing dishes... So, no biggy for me though. Yesterday after my two hours job, I went back home and slept for two hours. hahahaha... So useless. What happen to me if I have to work 5 hours??!! I don't know what happen to me lately that ever since I injured my foot, every night I find it hard to fall asleep. It took me 2 to 3 hours lying down on the bed at night doing and thinking nothing... then only I can sleep. The next morning, I will wake up feeling tired and sleepy.
Sigh~~~ Don't know what happen to me now. I guess I have to go to the pharmacy and buy some vitamin to help with my sleeping pattern.
woah??! Im sure that time your feet is ok liao..so u can dance all night long lor??!! hahaa....u lost weight?? good !! haha...but dun tidak makan lar..haha..eat more healthy food !!
No coke or coffee ooo?!!!haha....for the time being lar....
talking abt uni.. sigh... i hate it. u know what? my wound re-opened today! thats becoz i walked too much at the uni today... dunno how lah.. now i feel like dun walk, also cannot.. i must go uni. if walk, my wound wont recover, then how leh. aijor..
anyway, i have called my doctor and im gonna see her this wednesday and she wats she is gonna do. im not going back to the hospital again.. crazy one, i dun wanna wait so long.
yeah loh, tmrw morning i will go and see my doc and will ask her wat i should do abt it loh. anyway... thanks!!! tmrw after seeing my doc i will go for class.. full day class leh. so sianz!!!
it seems like a lot of people are going to godskitchen this year. did you go to last year's godskitchen? i didn't go, but i heard that the djs were better last year. so bebz, are you going this year?
The long awaited Godskitchen is coming to Perth next month. No wonder I keep thinking how come there are no rave events this year??!! I still remember the last one that I went to was PVD. Anyway, this year Godskitchen is going to be at Metro, as usual. The date will be 30th September 2006 (long weekend that week -- Queen's Birthday)!!! Woo Hoo.. so I can just relax and party hard that night! I am not sure whether I am going to Godskitchen, hopefully Darrel wants to go, if not... I don't think I am going. The ticket is going to cost $66... Damn! I am going to be super broke!!
The DJs are:
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I am so happy today coz I weight myself and I realized that I have lost 2kgs when Darrel is not here!! I thought I was going to put on more weights coz I have been sleeping and eating and sleeping and eating most of the times. Oh well, maybe I have not been eating properly, that's why I have lost a few weights. I am 58kgs now! Woo hoo!!! 8kgs more to lose... Please please please!! Hahahaha... I just hate to think that tomorrow I have to go back to Uni again! I haven't even do my homeworks... I am damn slack.
i also think that going clubbing will spend a lot of money. but sometimes you need to socialise with your friends. and most people prefer to go cluibbing.. either way you go like for a coffee, lunch, dinner, karaoke, you still need to spend money. so, it makes no difference anyway. i might quit clubbing soon, but not now... coz i still haven't have enough of fun yet. :)
what your friends said was true, you never work, never go out... why don't you study at home? so, what you are doing at home most of the time??? weird!!!!!!!
wow, your friend evon is a nice girl... walked so far to your house to pass you the food! i will die if you ask me to walk that far... she is a nice girl hey!!! good to know that you have a great friend like her.
Wah??!! compliment me too much then i will fly up the sky liao...our house is so near wah...so it's not a problem to walk to your house Sophia!
at least know i know where u live liao !! hehee....becuz my sense of direction is always that bad..now i've learnt liao...good for exercising my brain !! hehee..
i will help if im able to help...so no need to thank me liao lar...hahah....im glad to see that you are ok now!!! and also youor big doggie !! woah!!! so big !!! i like his hair...looks very healthy!!! he is very "xin fu"....!!! haha....
yeah, i think my dog is more xin fu than me. oh well... hope tat he wont caused me more problems lah. i really wanna bring him out for a walk but my foot... sigh~~~ coz i see him so poor thing u know... everyday thinking of going out! but evon... thanks a million lah. =)
cookie, mambo wasnt tat great after all... din even play retro... so sianz!!
Wait until your feet ok then ony bring him out lor??!! got plenty of times de!! ur dog is too active liao !! hahaha.....
If u plan to being him out to Swan River park near city, dun forget to all me oh !! i also wanna jalan-jalan at that park !! it looks beautiful...wait until i buy the bicycle later!! hehe...
ok, i will bring u along dun worry! hehehe.... but isnt it crazy to bring him all the way there for a walk?? but i guess a lot of ppl did tat also!! hehehe
My one week holiday has finished!! I can't believe that I didn't do any revision on my studies as I have 4 weeks of readings to catch up before the mid semester test. Sigh~~~ I have been sick during my holidays and all I was doing was sleep, sleep and sleep. I spent the whole week sleeping!! So far I had done a bit of research on my Management assignment and when I wanted to start doing it, I was stuck. The assignment is so fucking tough!
Last night I went to Metro coz there was Mambo event that organized by a few universities. It was weird that they didn't play retro songs anymore. They were playing RnB instead!! Then Kee Chi said that they no longer playing retro coz not many people will go if they play retro songs. But the whole idea of Mambo night is supposed to be retro songs what!! But I had fun last night, although my foot was hurt. But I drank a lot last night. I was drinking with Windi and the rest but they decided to dance at the dance floor. I couldn't dance coz my foot was hurt, so I had to stand there.
Then I got so bored coz they were all drunk after 2 or 3 drinks. So, I messaged Eddie and asked where they were, I went to the middle bar to look for them. I was with them most of the time and drank 2 Bacardi 151 which is the killer for me. In the end, Kee Chi they all have to go back earlier coz Vernon was kicked out by the bouncer. They were all gone last night! Hahaha... Then Eddie still asked me to go to Church next week to club. They are damn crazy! I went in and looked for Windi, then after 10 minutes, we left the club too.
We went to City Garden to have our supper. And I was talking non-stop there, then Windi said that she could see that I was high. Hahahaha... Coz I talked more than usual and I kept laughing. Hehehehe... This is the Sophia who drinks too much. When I reached home. I was feeling so so so so difficult, I had headache! In the middle of the night, I woke up three times to puke. Damn!! I didn't even bathe or take off my make-up.
Anyway, this morning Evon came to my house with her "ai xing" porridge and sandwiches!! I am so touched!!! She actually walked 45 minutes to my house and brought me all the food coz I am sick. Aw~~~ How good is she??!!! Really feel bad that I didn't do anything for her when she met a car accident. But I really appreciate what she has done for me!! Thanks Evon!! You are the best! Last night Kee Chi was asking me to study at home, don't always waste my time procrastinating. He said that he doesn't understand why I never go clubbing, never go anywhere or do anything, but I still fail my units last time. He said I have to study, he is worried for me. Sigh~~~ I will lah... Don't worry.
He also mentioned that he hardly club this year due to his age! Hahaha... I said I hardly club this year too... I said maybe I am too old for all this clubbing thingy. I'd rather stay at home and save up the money. I can imagine how much I have spent on clubbing for the past few years. If one night I spent $100 on drinking, I had been clubbing for 3 years nearly every week, the amount of money will be $15,600. Wah Kaoz!!! I spent $15,600 on clubbing alone??!!! O_o''' I can buy a lot of LV bags with that money lah! Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!
But I have decided not to club so often started from this year. Most of the time when I went clubbing this year were because of friends' birthdays, events, or friends coming to Perth for holidays.
oh god, your friend's boss and colleagues don't know about hansel and gretel? well, i can imagine they have never read a book when they were young!! i love you comment, changed from hansel and gretel to hansel and handsome. it's unbelievable still... i told this to my mum and she was surprised too!
I was chatting with Leo yesterday afternoon; she is now working as a translator cum editor in Malaysia for EPH. She said her boss and colleagues are so stupid, as they are editing a children story book at the moment. She said the story is about Hansel and Gretel, but the pictures that the artist has provided are two male characters. Her boss asked her to change the names to suit the pictures as they have no time to change the pictures, changing names will be faster. Then Leo changed the names to Michael and Victor. I asked her why not change the name to Hansel and Handsome. Muahahaha…
Actually she refused to change the names as she said that the story is supposed to be Hansel and Gretel!!! Then the boss and some colleagues said that they have never heard of that story before! OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! Was that for real?? They never heard of that story?? I started to suspect whether they are human or did they ever read when they were young. I mean that story is so classic, it is a must know story when you were young. Well, I am sure even aliens will have the alien version of Hansel and Gretel!!!! I still cannot believe it!! I think I am going to bang their heads to the wall.
Yet they are the publisher for children story book in Malaysia! If you are the publisher for children story book, they have to at least know a few classic story books!! I do not mind if they do not know anything about the new stories in today’s world. But Hansel and Gretel is soooooo long time ago and it is a popular children story book!
Here goes the story of Hansel and Gretel
Long, long time ago, Hansel and Gretel are the children of a poor wood cutter. Their mother decided to abandon them in the wood because they do not have enough money or food to feed the extra two children. So, their mother convinces her husband to bring the children to the forest and abandon them. But Hansel and Gretel are smart, they have left some small stones to leave it as a trail to the way home. So, they found their way home. The second time, their father brings them to the forest again. This time they do not have small stones but leave the bead crumbs as a trail.
Unfortunately, the birds eat the bead crumbs and they cannot find their way home. As they are looking for their way home, they find a house made of cakes, candies, sweets and creams. So, they started to take a few bite of the cake house as they are hungry. Then the witch comes out from the house and invites them into the house. She cages Hansel and makes Gretel her servant. While she prepares to cook Hansel, she tells Gretel to climb into an oven to be sure it is ready to bake; but Gretel guesses that the witch intends to bake her, and tricks the witch into climbing into the oven, closing it behind her.
Hansel and Gretel take the jewels from the witch house and escape. They go back home and reunite with their father, and their mother has since died when they were lost in the forest. Then they live happily ever after.
NB: Do forgive me if I left out anything in this story, but this is all I can remember.
Yesterday morning when I woke up, I was feeling a bit sick and I have flu. So, I went out with Windi for lunch at around 1pm. Thanks Windi, for picking me up. Then we went to Joy Garden for out dim sum, we ate a lot of things. Hahaha… she said that later on she is going out to Freo for buffet with her friends coz one of them is having his birthday party there. Finally I bought my green tea with lychee jelly from Tea Fusion. Windi bought a large honeydew with aloe vera, I only bought a medium one as I am not feeling that well.
When I reached home, I fetl even worse!! I have runny nose, headache and a slight fever. But I have taken my medicine; I am still thinking whether I should take a nap now. Damn it!! How am I going to study?? Luckily I have bought an instant porridge last time, maybe tonight I can cook porridge and eat.
Is that girl....the first 2 pics refer to the same girl?? is she Malaysian?? she looks like korean !!! or did she gets her nose done in Korea?? haha..it's obvious the nose....i guess...and eyes!! hrm..the second one looked hot!!!!
Very obvious! plastic surgery !! i have seen many korean pictures.....they look similar..esp the eyes and the nose....!!! dun bluff...she has to be honest to herself...
ehhee...yeah! whatever?? who cares about Plastic surgery??! in western countries i think no one really cares about ur look..just hot body is already enough!! haha....*die*
i read about this girl's plastic surgery issue before. but came to think of it... that two pics of hers really make a HUGE difference. no wonder so many people are saying that she has done a plastic surgery because it's so obvious.
but one thing for sure is... she is really pretty!!!! it's weird that her pictures taken all looked alike except the ugly one... kakakaka... i am not sure, i am not an expert.
well, i think that she ought to tell everyone whether she has done a plastice surgery or not... coz i have read her blog and she never mention about her not having a plastic surgery nor did she deny it. she keeps hanging in between. so, i think she really had plastic surgery. according to my friends in singapore, they said she is from a rich family. so, why not just get plastic surgery?
evon... this gal is frm singapore... not malaysia. but very obvious meh?? tat she went for plastic surgery before?? hmm... but her other pics dun look like she has been to plastic surgery wor...
cookie...well.. i dunno leh... non of my business also... hehehehe...
yeah !! everyone wish to have plasctic surgery also ! haha...but not every surgery is 100% success! so just be thankful with what God gave us !! haha...
I wont have plastic surgery now lor...what for?? old liao lor..*sigh*...better save the money for travellin lar!! haahaha...my next goal is to travel around the world before i die...haha...
hehehe... me too actually!!! id rather spend money on travelling. i really envy my friends who go travelling every year. every year they work hard then end of the yr they will go somewhere. maybe i should be like them also. hehehe...
Maybe we can plan to go to Taiwan together?? or join some Taiwan trip??!! i always wanted to visit Taiwan also...becuz of Jacky Wu's show...showing those yummy food and places!! so syok ler!!
Taipei, gao xiong, tai zhong, blah blah blah, at least we know how to speak Mandarin mah !!so should be easy one...will not lost lar
hahaha...or go to China also cool..Shanghai??! Hong Kong?? Macao?!!! damn..so many places i wana go !!
yeah loh, i also think so leh... hehehehe.... we can go together... i always wanna go to japan, taiwan and hk... must gambatte and work hard and earn more money!!! hehehe.. then next time every year we can go !! hahaahah
so where do u wanna go first??? Japan??? or Taiwan?? or Hong Kong??
I wanna go to Japan first?? or if it's too expensive...Taiwan then... but Japan i'll try to ask some of my frens there see can tumpang or not??! okie??
so i guess should be that expensive to visit Japan..!! hohoh....
I was reading Dawn Yang's blog this afternoon and she was talking a bit about her rumours about her having plastic surgery last year. Personally I do not think that she went for plastic surgery. Even if she does, who cares?? There are a lot of people out there who has done a plastic surgeries like getting a boobs jobs, liposuction, nose jobs, and more. In her blog entry, she mentioned that she has changed quite a lot during the years but she has never mention about having a plastic surgery.
I believe that everyone looks different now as compared to last time. Sometimes the different angle of camera positions can make each individual looks different. Not to mention different kind of lightings and positions, all these make a huge difference. Look at above picture, I look different in that two pictures, that is because of the different angle, position and lightings. A lot of my friends said that my face looks flat on the first picture, but all of them prefer my second picture. I even have one friend who is a photographer wanted me to be his model after seeing my second picture. But I rejected him as I am not so pretty and definitely not photogenic. I often took like 60 over pictures of myself, but only 1 or 2 pictures which can really make it.
At least Dawn looks more or less the same when she was 17 years old, 18 years old until now… The 20 years old picture that she has taken that made her looked badly probably was one of her unwanted pictures. I am sure everyone does have a lot of “ugly” pictures of themselves that they do not want to show them to everyone. It's 21st century now, all girls are so good in making themselves look good. They put on make-up, they wear fake eye lashes, they wear contact lenses (color, or to make the eyes bigger) and more. Putting on make-up makes a person looks nicer, prettier and more presentable. I am sure all actresses who take down their make-up, they will look like ordinary people like us.
I do put on make-up when I go out, and when I go to my friends' house sometimes without wearing make-up, they were in a shock. They said I look scary, probably due to my pimples scars and marks. See See See!!! Make-up is important!! I had a bad hair-do, thick eye brows during my secondary school, and I hate that look so much. But now, although I am not as chio as Dawn… Oh well, I look better than my secondary school picture now. That was because I got my eye brows trimmed, and I was wearing make-up in that picture.
Personally, I do not think that Dawn needs to explain to everyone on how she looks. It's her own face, her own body. She has the right to have a plastic surgery or not having one. What’s the big deal about it? I think she should just move on with her life and she will be more successful in the future. All the best Dawn. You are so pretty that even a girl will fall for you!! Hehehehe….
oh... poor thing!!! you should give me a call. i can come and pick you up and rush to the hospital! but is everything fine with you now? does it hurt? it's crazy waiting at the hospital for so long!!! but the hospital here is crazy!!
you went for a job interview!!!? at walter's cafe? next time i should go there and have coffee instead and see how you work!! hahaha.. do you have to tie up your hair? i have never seen you get you hair tied up!
eh eh... u stay so far leh!! wait until u come n pick me up i die liao lah!! yeah, i have to tie up my hair when im working.. that day when i went for an interview... i used 30 mins to tie my hair. damn it.. hahaha... coz very difficult loh, and i dunno how to tie leh
Thanks for showing us the pictures of your wound !! I hope you will get well soon ! I think i will pay you a visit on Saturday morning?? is that ok with u?? I have draw a map myself on how to get to ur house !! Shouldnt be a problem to find your house now! What do u wanna eat?? I go and da pao for u ??!!!!
wah evon... im so touch!!!! u wanna come to my house on saturday?? im fine with tat. but u have to walk meh?? its very far wor... dun be crazy lah... if walk will be very far leh!!!!
I had a bad day yesterday, normally I would wear my home slipper and walk around the house. I don't know why yesterday when I was going to the toilet, I didn't wear the slipper. When I came out from the toilet, I saw Lexx sitting at the room so I ran and chased after him. Then I accidentally kicked a piece of metal which was Darrel's computer cover. At first I thought it was a minor wound and didn't really care much about it, but it was kinda painful. When I was walking to my room, I saw Lexx kept on chasing my right foot and kept licking it, then only I realized that my right foot kept bleeding. So, I rushed to my room and tried to use tissue to stop the blood but I failed.
I was so scared and my whole body was shaking coz I couldn't feel that my foot was numb. At first I tried to call Evon but I hung up half way coz I then realized that she doesn't have a car as I really need to go to the hospital. Then I tried to call Windi, but she didn't pick up the phone. So, I called Kevin instead and he straight away rushed from his workplace to my house with Ping Lim. While I was waiting for Kevin, I called Darrel and scolded him for leaving his stuff around. I was crying like mad that time!! Hahahaha... Kevin sent me to St. John of God Hospital at Murdoch and I was waiting for 2 hours there, I asked them to go have their dinner first. Finally, the nurse called my name and I went in to the ward, but I waited for another 1 1/2 hours in the ward waiting for the stupid doctor to come. Hmmm.. Are they really that busy?? After that, the doctor finally came and said that my wound is not that serious although the cut is 3cm long but luckily it is not too deep. So, he decided to use a medical glue and glued the wound together. So, I was giving a new dressing and he glued up the wound. He said if the wound re-open after 5 days, then I need to get my wound stitched!! Urrghh... Hopefully my foot will recover within this 5 days!!After that the nurse gave me a titanus injection, it was so fucking painful!!!
Then I don't know why last night while I was sleeping, I kept sweating. I actually woke up a lot of times last night and i kept having different kind of dreams. This morning I went to Walter's Cafe for a job interview, the first question that Martin asked was "Tell me more about yourself." WTF??!!! I thought that they won't be asking this kind of questions coz most of my friends said they won't ask this question unless you go for a full time job interview. Anyway, I just told him about what I am studying now and what I want to do in the future. I didn't really tell him about myself. Hahahaha...
But I can see that he was in a shock! hahaha... But I don't really care coz Jiun has already told him something good about me. I can see that Walter's Cafe is hiring two people to work, coz there were two CV on his hand. I think I am lucky to have Jiun working inside, at least the manager there will hire me because of his recommendation. I will start working on Tuesday next week for a 2 hour trial, after that he will see whether I am good or not. If good, I will continue to work there, if not... sayonara.
But he will only allow me to work 2 hours shift in a week for now... He said he will slowly increase the working hour according to my progress. But he said normally one person will work for 5 to 8 hours shift in a week. Huh??!! So little?!!! So, if I only work 5 hours a week, which means 20 hours a month only!! I have counted the time and money, and I can only earn $340 for a month. This is stupid loh. Sigh~~~ I think I should go and look for another casual job!! Should I or shouldn't I?? Hmmm...
there are quite a lot of nice food at hawker's cuisine, you should try the pork belly claypot and the ma po tofu. the sizzling plate tofu all are quite nice. but i don't go there and eat so often coz it's too expensive. you going to mambo night? i have never been to those event before. what's that??
mambo ah... they play retro songs one!! u will know once u go that night lah. im sick now loh!!! i dunno whether i can recover before tmrw night or not...
I can't believe it, I spent three days in a row watching Taiwanese drama!! Damn it!!! I have planned out my studies and I haven't even start one of them. Sigh~~~ I should stop watching that drama for awhile. I have four weeks of studies to catch up, one individual assignment and two group assignments to prepare!!! I am going insane!!! Two day ago I was too bored at home, so I decided to bring Lexx out for a walk. There was a big improvement coz we managed to walk one big round around our stretch of house. Muahaha... I still remember last time we only walked for a few houses and Lexx was too scared of those cars and we had to head back home. But in the end I had muscle ache that night until now.
Just now I went to Hawker's Cuisine at Northbridge with Evon for dinner. I was thinking this afternoon whether where am I going to bring her for dinner. Then I suddenly think of Hawker's Cuisine coz a lot of people like to go there and eat. Luckily Evon was really satisfied with her dinner. But she couldn't finish her food coz her stomach was gassy! hahahahaha... Aijor, poor thing!
Then came back home, Windi was asking me to join them for Mambo night this Friday! Urrgghh... I hate Mambo so much! I have been going to Mambo for the first three years in Perth. Two times in a year. That was because that three years almost 90% of my friends are Singaporean and all of them love Mambo so much. To tell you the truth, I was in a shock when I first went to Mambo!!! I think that they dance like a traffic police!! I still remember Ju-Leen, Annie and I kept laughing at them!! Oh god... I miss those silly days. Great memories! Moreover, my exbf loves Mambo that time.
When I told Windi that they played Retro songs, Windi said that she suddenly don't feel like going anymore coz her bf might not like it! Hahaha... Then I said just go there for a drink, smoke and dance lah... Should be fine... Just treat it like going to pubs. I forget to do one thing at Northbridge today!!!! I forgot to buy my bubble tea!!! JOR~~~!!!!!!
you are sexually deprived??!!!!!!!!!!! my god... ekekekeke/// that is so funny!!! but i don't agree choc as something that you just don't get enough/.. chocolate you can buy from supermarket what. but love, time, sex all those... money can't buy.. oh well, maybe we can buy sex!! kekekeke
It's Friday again, I am feeling so bored now. It's been like one month since the last time I went clubbing, and my whole body is feeling the itch to go out. I thought I was going out clubbing tomorrow night, but Windi has just told me that she has to go to her friend's birthday party today and tomorrow's clubbing is canceled!! Damn it!!!There's only one movie tonight -- Along Came Polly... This show reminds me of sweet memories I had a few years back, I am still smiling now!! Hahaha... *I am watching it while I am typing this entry*
Finally... I have submitted my resume to Walter's Cafe this morning. When I went in to Walter's cafe asking for Martin, there's this Indian guy asking me whether did I bring my resume? Then I said yeah, after that I can see that he felt so relieved and I didn't understand why that time. Then, it was Jiun's turn to ask me the same question, then I asked him what happen here? He said this morning someone went in asking for job vacancy but he didn't bring his resume along. In the end the manager was so mad and he didn't want to give the guy a chance. Anyhoo... Martin said that he will call me next week and arrange an interview with me. OH MY GOD!!!! I am so scared!
I have never been to an interview before, I am sure it's gonna scared the shit out of me. Actually one my friend is asking me to send in my resume to one of the fast food outlets coz they are looking for someone now. They are paying $15 for an hour, extra 1 1/2 times on Saturday, 2 times on Sunday and 2 1/2 times on public holidays. It sounds like a good offer but the shift is 24 hours and I might have to work during midnight. What if my shift is during the midnight, how am I going to go for class the next day?? So, I chose to send in my resume to Walter's Cafe, they are paying $17 for an hour, not too bad after all. But i don't get to work during weekends and public holidays which is a waste.
I seriously need to go out and make new friends, suddenly I feel like my life is so bored now. I am definately not feeling bored when I was doing my Mass Communication degree. Damn... I seriously need to get laid!! I am sexually deprived right now. My man is going to kill me if he is reading this. I don't understand why every time when I have a lot of homework, I really feel like going out. When I am free, I don't feel like going out!! Damn it!! *again*
I was watching Bert's Family Feud on Channel Nine this evening and there was this survey that they have asked lots of people:
Name something that you just don't get enough of:
Sex
Money
Sleep
Chocolate (What the...??!!)
Time
Love
Food
Wooo... Sex!! Hahaha... Seriously, I agree with that!! I think my sex life sucks! I probably have sex once or twice a month (if I am lucky enough), imagine I am someone who has a bf!! Maybe he is bored of me! Muahaha... Yeah, he is definately bored of me!!! Sigh~~~ I NEED MORE SEX!!!
I found this video clip on youtube. I love it instantly!!! Uber good!!! Although I am not a big fan of hip hop, but this song is so cute and the lyrics is sooooooo sarcastic!!!! Loving it!!
evon83, i totally agree with your point that smoking is bad for skin!! just imagine that smoking can cause lung cancer.. im sure the smoke that came out from the ciggy will be able to make you age faster. sophie beb, no wonder you look so old.. opps.. matured. kekekeke...
i always think tat it's better for you to quit smoking now. as soon as possible. some people some for 30 over years but they don't have cancer. some people get cancer in just a few years of smoking. I am not cursing you here, but remember you told me that two of your aunts have breasts cancer?? that means that your family has cancer background. you better be extra careful!
personally i don't think anyone who smokes look cool. they look horrible, they smell horrible. remember last year when you always come out and i will always ask you "you smoke alot today!!" coz you smells bad!!! a girl smelling bad, it's a totaly turn-off!! [sorry beb]
quit my dear!!! stop giving yourself excuse!!! everything is really depend on yourself. be tough!
cookie: i know my aunts have had breasts cancer... tat why i am worried abt myyself too!! tats why i decided to quit smoking... do i still smell tat bad this yr?? i dun think so rite?
i know last time i had a very strong cigarette smell coz i smoked a lot!! but not now lah... thanks for your concern!! =) appreciate it!!
evon: wow.. ur uncle and grandparents also manmaged to quit ah... even my father also leh!! he has been smoking for more than 20 yrs but still manage to quit smoking. if i cant, i will be so useless. but im sure i can lah. ehhehee.. thanks for ur support too!! i will gambatte!!! =)
In today's blog, I am going to talk about smoking... This month -- August will be the third year of Sophia Goh being a smoker. Yeah!! For the first two years, I smoked a lot. Really a lot! I can smoke one pack a day. Especially when I was playing game, I kept smoking non-stop. If there could be an alcoholic word for smoking then that would be me. I am a smoke-aholic!!! I love everything about smoking. I love the taste, I love it when there's something to do, I love it when there's something in between the fingers. I love the first one when I wake up, I love the last one before I go to bed, every one in between. Whether it's obssession or fixation, I just love it! I always think that I am going to be a smoke-aholic for the rest of my life.
"Unless you look like me, you could stand to lose a few pounds. Let's face it: slightly chubby but cute in the face is no way to go through life. Smoking can help with that. You smoke now? Good! Then don't quit or the weights will pile on and you will be helpless to stop it. HELPLESS!! Take care of yourself or you may find someone who does look like me taking care of your man!"
I found this ads somewhere by Angelina Jolie. I used to smoke Viginia Slim, I just love it a lot. Too bad I can't get it here, unless I go back to Malaysia or I have to buy it from the airport. I am not too sure whether stop smoking will make you put on weights, but I have a few friends who are trying to quit smoking and they DO put on weights. It makes me scared, but I am not going to give myself excuses not to quit smoking. Actually I have planned quitting smoking since last year, I hope that I can do it. As I have mentioned just now that the first two years I have been smoking nearly a pack for a day. But for this year, Darrel and I decided to cut down on smoking. So, we took 6 months to cut down from 10-15 sticks a day to 5 sticks a day. For 6 months.
For now, I can live without have to smoke every 30 minutes. I used to bring cigarettes when I go to university, go out with friends and more. But this year, I didn't even bring my cigarettes to the uni or when I am going out with friends. So, I don't smoke that much anymore. I will only smoke when I am at home. I am so proud of myself!! I hope that I can quit smoking immediately!! The problem now is, even if I quit smoking. If I go clubbing with friends, I sure want to smoke in the club. Should I become a social smoker or non-smoker?? Hmm... Damn it!! There were a few times where I quit smoking for 1 week or 2, but after that, I want to smoke again coz I am so used to having something to do when the first thing I wake up in the morning and after all my meals. I often think that girls who smoke look really cool, just look at Karen Moss and Drew Berrymore!! Muahahaha... But this is not reason why I start smoking. I started smoking because of my useless exbf, so I think I have to tell myself that I have to quit now!!! Don't let him ruin your whole life!! I don't know whether it's because I am old or what, but I definately feel like suffocating every time when I smoke too much. I think it's a great time to quit as I have decided to settle down now. I have cut down on clubbing, I have thought of the future with Darrel. We agree that we shouldn't smoke for long term as his parents are going to stay here in Perth for longer period next year and we won't be able to smoke at home or outside. Moreover, Of coz we think of getting married and have children in the future. I reckon that if I want to quit smoking when I get pregnant, it will be too hard for me. I think the best solution is to quit for a few years before you get pregnant. I think need a few years to get rid of the toxic in my body.
I have one and a half packet of cigarettes with me now. I promised myself that I will quit after this 30 more sticks of cigarettes. I just hope that Darrel won't be buying any cigarettes back from Singapore. Or else, I will start smoking again. I always have the mentality that "ok, I will smoke this carton finish, after than then I will quit." Oh well, we will see how it goes. Will keep you guys updated!! Wish me luck!!!
are you sure you are going to study during the break? i doubt so. LoL! hey, if you are bored, you can always give me a call! how come every time i try to ask you out, you always said that you are lazy? isn't that contradict what you have said in your blog?
tats why my entry is called "lazy me"!!! i always feel like going out yet im lazy. im lazy to walk my dog. lazy to do my revision. lazy for everything! hahahahahaa... forgive me!! but i will sure ask u out one lah,. dun worry.
I skipped my accounting class today coz I didn't finish my homework. Oh well, I always go to the tutorial class even though I didn't do the homework. But for accounting class, even if I go there without finishing my homework, I won't get the participation points too. As for the rest, I still can get a participation points even if I don't do my homework. But I met up with Vicky, Windi, and Jindi for lunch instead.
Then I taught Windi how to cook the pasta bake and brought her to IGA to buy all the stuff that she needs. It seems like this weekend we are not going clubbing anymore. This is because her friend is having a birthday party at home on Friday, and next Wednesday another birthday party. Jindi was so shocked that she has so many friends having birthday this month! Hahahaha... She said that most of them are Hsien Chun's friends, not her friends. Well, makes me miss all those days I had in Perth last few years. Sometimes when I go out with them, I will feel like I am such an old woman!!
Because when you are young, you tend to go out a lot. But as you grow older, and especially when you have a bf. You won't be going out that often and tend to stay at home most of the time. Well, unless your bf does have a lot of friends. But the fact is, mine doesn't have any close friends here. It makes life a little bit bored as the time goes by. I still remember last time in Malaysia I used to go out for mamak, and car workshops with my exbfs and their friends. Then in Perth, I also went out with my exbfs' friends for mahjung, casino, lunch, dinner, parties, fishing, shopping and more. It's kinda sad that my current bf doesn't have any close friends who can hang out with.
I am so happy that I am going to have one week of holidays next week. Next week is not for me to have fun, but for me to catch up with all my readings and also to do my assignments. I have finally found a group member for the finance assignment. I have been sending three emails to some people doing that unit, but none of them reply my emails. Maybe because I am an Asian and they don't really want to group with Asians coz scared that they don't understand what we are talking. Sigh~~ Damn ang mohs!!
But... one ang moh gal replied my email and she said she wants to be in the same group as me. I have sent another email to another person coz we need at least three members in the group. So, I have tried to email one of them who is looking for a group. Hope that he will reply my emails!! =)
Oh my god!! why didn't you tell me? I love the first right red heels, the one on the right as well. Also the denim heels!!! You should let me know cos i can buy from you at full price! I love heels as well! I will NEVER sell my heels away. No matter how ugly or old they are! From that you can see that I am a loyal person huh? kekekeke... But if you need some cash, i think you can sell it off. don't think too much about. i am sure next time when you have the money, you can buy more new heels!
oh well, i dun really mind actually. coz i have too many shoes at home and if i dun sell some of them, i will just bring them into my grave next time!! maybe i should ask my children to bury me with shoes not sand!! hahahahahaha...
but all those shoes tat i have sold, they dun suit me. they either cut my feet really badly or too tight. but the rest of the shoes which are not nasty to me, i keep them. but still, i have more than 20 pairs of shoes with me now!!!
sometimes i really feel like selling off all my clothes at wardrobe coz i seriously need to update my wardrobe!! all of those clothes are out of fashion and i just hate it tat i have to wear them out.
you are not the only one. all girls hope to update their wardrobe once in a year! but you can't possibly donate or sell all the clothes at the wardrobe. so impossible!!
maybe i should sell all my clothes on ebay for $700! hahahahahaha... but my wardrobe cost more than that man! i have quite alot of branded clothes. $700 cant even buy me 5 pieces of branded clothes!!!! so, i am gonna keep everyhting!!
evon83... save your breathe. i have asked her to keep those shoes coz you will never know when you need them the most. i mean, wats the point of selling those shoes without earning extra money??!! if the shoes are small then sell them, if they still can be worn, then keep it! don't know what you are thinking sometimes.
well, everyone has been saying tat i have too many pairs of shoes... and if i dun sell some away... i will have too much. moreover, my bf keeps on complaining tat i have so many shoes but still buying new one... so, i decided to just sell some of my shoes to keep his mouth shut lah. god... sometimes i just wish tat i have a rich bf!!!
I managed to sell a few pairs of my shoes on ebay, although I didn't earn anything at all, but it's better than putting my shoes at home and never want to wear them. For example, I bought a pair of boots for $130 and I have only wore it less than 5 times and it looks like new!! I have only sold it off for $36. Then my Mooks sunglasses, I bought it for $150, sold it off for $20. There are a few pairs of my Vincci shoes that I have bought for RM70 a pair (AUD25), I have only managed to sell them off at around 15 per pair. Well, since I am no longer wearing those shoes anymore, might as well just sell them off.
I was feeling a bit sad that I have to sell all my shoes coz as you guys know that I LOVE shoes!! I always hope that I have a wide collection of shoes no matter I want to wear them or not. It looks like I have to let go this dream. SOB!!! All my pinty toe heels!!! All my pre-loved pointy toe heels!!! Hahaha... But it's good to sell all my stuff away so that I can get some money in!! I need money!!! I think I am so slack!! I haven't even go around looking for a job yet!! It seems like I still can't accept the fact that I have to work part-time as I am really lazy!!! Why can't money just drop from the sky??!!
Finally I have wrapped up all the parcels and I am going to send them tomorrow morning. My room is in a mess now, even the dining table and kitchen are in a mess!! I must clean everything up!!!! Gosh!! I have so many things to do today yet I am still taking my own sweet time blogging here!! Urrgghh... My accounting has like a thousands of work to hand in tomorrow and I need to do some research for the Management group assignments!! headache!!!
I chat with my sister yesterday for 5 hours!!!!! Then she said that she will go back to Malaysia and think about whether she wants to continue to study in San Francisco or in Australia! Oh well, of coz I hope that she will come to Australia and study so that I have someone to accompany me! Since she is so close to me back in Malaysia, it's a waste that we are not twins!!!! Muahahaha... Then she asked me to go to Taiwan with her next month!!! What a bad timing!!! I have two mid-semester exams, one assignment to hand in and three group focus session to go to!!! If not, I will definately skip two weeks of classes to join her for a tour!!! =)
I reckon that you shouldn't think too much while you alone, especially it's hungry ghost festival now. You will make yourself feel scared the more you think of it. I believe that if there is God, there will be sprits out there. But of course, I really don't want to see them or feel them.
As for a medium, it really depends. But I always heard that there are fake mediums out there who just want to cheat your money. But my mum used to go and see a medium and she really believes in everything that the medium said. It's not healthy as you can't always rely on a medium to tell you everything and solve your problems. For me, I refuse to see any medium no matter how troubled I am!! Believe in yourself!! If a medium can solve our problems, we don't have to study and work just to survive in this world.
I thought you are a christian?? How come you too believe in all this?
I am not thinking too much nowadays!!! if not.. i dun think i can sleep at night leh! although i'm a christian, but i used to be a buddhist before... so i beleive in all this medium thing. i have seen them and they are really REAL!!!!!
my close friend used to scold me coz she is a devoted christian and she keeps telling me tat i shouldnt think of buddhist stuff when im a christian already... aijor... i also dun really care one
i do believe in medium if they are those popular one. but i tend to listen to the good one and not the bad one! hahahahaa...i remember three yrs ago i was having problem with my exbf and i really dunno whether i should let him go, so i went and asked the medium abt him. then she said tat this exbf not serious in me... he is confuised also. after tat rite... i straight away feel really relief...
u know why? coz at first i couldnt make up my mind whether i wanna let go or not. after tat, i decided to let go and choose the current one. although i used to have a lot of problem with darrel... but at least he is better than my exbf leh!! and now we are doing well loh. =)
oh, are you talking about your useless ex isaac? that guy... even if the medium didn;t tell you anything. i am sure any one of your friends would pretend to be a medium and tell you that truth!! luckily you are not so stupid to stay on to him! he is a jerk hey! useless asshole!! beb, glad that your current bf was there to your rescue!!! kekekeke
yeah, i know. sometimes i really need to thank darrel coz if he din go after me, i dun think i will let go of isaac. but that time i lost hope on isaac. even though darrel and i had been thru a lot.. but it makes our relationship stronger. and we appreciate each other more!! esp him! hahahaha
I am feeling so tired and sleepy as I am writing this blog, but I am still waiting for Darrel to give me a buzz. Today is my aunt Bee's birthday, I have just called her this afternoon and we talked about lots of things. She said that last week they went to one of the medium to ask about my sister, Werm's overall luck for this year. As my mum knows that she is not doing that well in San Francisco, my mum thought that it was better to ask about her and see how is she doing there. The funniest thing is the medium told them that my sister misses Malaysia food and she keeps thinking about the food in Malaysia!! Hahahaha... My aunt said that if they want to ask about me, the medium will say that I miss the food in Malaysia too.
The next thing will be a bit more scary... apparently the medium told my mum that it's better for my sister to move out from the place that she is staying now. He said that there are dirty things in that apartment. He said that part of the reason why my sister is not doing so good in San Francisco is because of this issue. He mentioned that my sister always find it hard to wake up in the morning coz this thing is on top of her. Geez... I am feeling a bit scared now. He also said that the thing makes my sister feels like want to come back to Malaysia. He said that it's better for my sister to move out as soon as possible coz the situation will become worse if she doesn't move out quickly. I am so worry about her now, yet I can't do anything.
He also mentioned that my sister is not allow to let anyone fetch her home at night during this July of lunar calendar. He said that if my sister sits someone's car to go home, especially during night time, something bad will happen to her. OMG!!! When my aunt was telling me all this, I started to worry so much for her and was wondering how can she cope with all this??!! Anyway, tonight I will pray hard for my sister. Just wish that everything will be going on well over there. This medium that my mum and aunt went to, he is very very very popular as whatever things that he has said is so real!!!
I haven't call my mum yet, I am sure she probably freaked out when she heard all this. But I heard from my aunt that my mum has told my sister about it, and my sister was calm. She is really brave. I will be probably freak out if my mum tells me that there is something in my house. I think I don't even dare to walk out from my room or go to the toilet or go out. But my sister told my mum that she does feel difficult to wake up every morning, she feels like her whole body was feeling a bit heavy and can't wake up. Hmm.. it goes the same to me!!! Hahaha.. But mine is the lazy worm in me who doesn't want to wake up.
Ever since my aunt told me about the whole incident... I am feeling a bit scared until now!!! Now I do really hope that Darrel is beside me. Sigh~~~ He will only come back by the end of the month!! I am so scared now!!! *SOB* =,,(
So, do you guys believe that there are something out there? Are you guys scared of all those things?? How will you react if you were in my sister's position? One more thing, do you guys believe in a medium, regardless of whether you are a Christian, or Buddhist, or Hindu...??
This afternoon I have received this questionaires from my friends, more to come! I have this friend of mine who is so involve in questionaires. I often laugh like mad whenever I read his questionaires. Very very funny!! Which really make my day!! Here goes mine...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Sophia Goh Birthday: .July. 20. 1981 Birthplace: Malaysia Current Location: Australia Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Black with some inner blonde strips Height: 166cm Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Royal family somewhere! The Shoes You Wore Today: Purple slippers Your Weakness: Lazy Your Fears: Dark, Ghost, Weird insects. Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian Chicken Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass all my units Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Hahaha Thoughts First Waking Up: I wanna sleep for 10 hours more Your Best Physical Feature: High cheek bones gua Your Bedtime: after 12am Your Most Missed Memory: Many! Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonalds or Burger King: Maccas Single or Group Dates: single date but group sex!! Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton ice tea Chocolate or Vanilla: chocy Cappuccino or Coffee: Latte Do you Smoke: Hell yeah!! Do you Swear: Hell yeah!!!!!! Do you Sing: I will be the next best Australian idol, in karaoke session. Do you Shower Daily: Yes lah. Have you Been in Love: Lots of times!! Do you want to go to College: College is soooo 2000 ok!! Do you want to get Married: If he wants to marry me Do you belive in yourself: Nope Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope Do you think you are Attractive: Not really Are you a Health Freak: Nope Do you get along with your Parents: yes Do you like Thunderstorms: Mother nature thunderstorm or movies? Do you play an Instrument: Piano In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeap In the past month have you Smoked: Yeap..everyday In the past month have you been on Drugs: illegal drugs or prescriptive drugs? In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Aw~~ Yeap!! In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes In the past month have you been on Stage: I am shy!! In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I wish I had In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope Ever been Drunk: Yes Ever been called a Tease: ?? Ever been Beaten up: No Ever Shoplifted: Yes How do you want to Die: Die in peace lah What do you want to be when you Grow Up: 25 old loh, still a useless student What country would you most like to Visit: Japan In A Boy/Girl Favourite Eye Color: Green Favourite Hair Color: Ash Brown Short or Long Hair: Short Height: Taller than me Weight: Must be well built Best Clothing Style: Any, as long he's comfortable. Number of Drugs I have taken: Woah!! Uncountable!!! Number of CDs I own: Pirated CDs?? Number of Piercings: 4 Number of Tattoos: 2 Number of things in my Past I Regret: millions
Then you don't have to keep complaining about going to that class in the future. Anyway, you should do your homework during the weekends so that you can catch up all your studies. Weekend is not always for you to enjoy and have fun. It's like doing a conclusion!!! LoL!!
i have actually planned out my studying schdule for week4... im seriously need to get on with my studies so tat i can catch up with everything! imagine for the past 3 weeks i havent been doing any revision!!! damn it!!! bad habit of mine!!
I have been procrastinating lately... After a hard work on Thursday night, I have been taking these two days too easily. Basically I didn't do anything yesterday, nor did I do anything today. Actually I have a lot of things to do, especially my Management assignments. I have to do my individual assignment, and also the group assignment. I really don't understand why they are so worried about the group assignment as we still have a lot of times to do it. As for the individual assignment, we need to hand in in four weeks time!!! Then now they want me to type the introduction for the group assignmnet!!! NBZ!!!
Woo hoo... finally Lexx has graduated from the Pupi Management class. I don't have to go to the class anyway!! Pheww~~~ I am just too lazy. Anyway, Lexx still drags me when I walk him and I don't think I can handle him any longer. Even for today, my palms hurt!! Imagine he is more than 20kgs now, he can drag me if he wants to! But who cares!!! He has got his certificate for the Pupi Management class. Woot!!! hehehehe... But he did well on the sit and stay commands. Even the instructor was saying that he is good at that. By the end of the class, each of us received a goodie bag from the instructor where they have all those food samples in it.
I have been chatting with Jocelyn this afternoon, she told me that she heard from someone that Kevin said something bad about her. She said this will be the third time she heard the same thing. Then she confronted Kevin, but Kevin kept denying it. Sigh...I told her, just as long as her friends didn't think of her differently, then who cares what Kevin has said last time. Am I right? I mean, that thing happened last year... Even if she wants to bring it up now, she will make the whole thing becomes really ugly. But she said that she decided to just forget about the whole thing. I didn't know that she has moved to west Perth early this year, no wonder she hardly go to uni. From West Perth to Murdoch is really damn far!!! I don't even feel like going to uni sometimes, although from my house to uni is nearer as compared to her place.
i reckon you should sleep early if you are tired. do you know that if you don't sleep when you are feeling tired and sleepy... you will look awful and speed up the aging...
Thank God it's Friday!! It has been such a hectic week for me!!! This week I went to uni almost everyday to attend those classes at TLC and also to my counseling. Morever, I went to almost all my classes this week! How cool is that!! No wonder I am feeling so tired and sleepy everyday coz I hardly have enough sleep these days. Especially when I have to wait for Darrel to call me at night. Sometimes I really feel like just leave a message to him saying that I am sleeping soon, chat tomorrow. Oh well... I miss him a lot! I want to chat with him every night before I sleep. It has been a week since he went back to Singapore, two more weeks to go!
Oh gosh, finally I managed to find 20 references for my Management assignment!!! This is just so stupid, I always think that a good assignments do not need to have 20 or 50 or 100 references! But my Management tutor was saying that "If you guys wanna get Credit, then 20 references. If you want to get a Distinction, 40 references." Well, I forgot to ask him in the class... Does it mean that I anyhow write anything, just as long as I have 40 references then I can get a Distinction liao? Muahahaha.... This is so different from Mass Communication, coz in Mass Communication. They want quality, not quantity. But it seems like in Management, they want quantity. Then quantity they will get from me!!! Easier for me too!!
Finally I have managed to finish my Accounting work!!! I didn't borrow the tutorial work from Windi, I did the whole thing myself! I think I spent 3 hours doing the tutorial questions!! I nearly died!! Muahahah... Anyway, the worst thing is... I can't sleep now due to the coffee intake for today. Sigh... And I have an early class tomorrow! Well, maybe I should just wait till Darrel comes back from clubbing.
He told me that he went out for dinner with Jillia and Sharon, then going to chill out at somewhere. Then later on he said that he is going clubbing with them. Wow, I am impressed!! So many activities. The one little thing that I hate about Darrel is... I think that he doesn't really want to bring me out to the public or hang out with his friends, or he simply think that it's a burden bringing me out.
Why did I say so??
This is because every time when I went to Singapore, normally I will stay there for two weeks the most, and he hardly bring me out with his friends or anywhere. Maybe like clubbing one time, go out with friends one time, shopping one time... that's all. His excuse was he cannot go out too often coz his parents don't really like it. The thing that he has said to me before has contradicted what he is now. Ever since he went back to Singapore this time, he has been going out with friends. Woah.. Lots of activities!!! But how come every time I am in Singapore, he refuses to bring me out??
Does that mean that I am a burden to him?? I always go to Singapore because I want to spend time with Darrel and also to look around Singapore. To tell you guys the truth, I hardly go around Singapore for food and shopping. Every time when i go there, I am always at Darrel's house. My Malaysia life is better than that 100 times, opps not... 1000 times!!! I am not mad at Darrel that he is going out so often with friends in Singapore. Since he hardly go out in Perth and he deserves to have a good time in Singapore.
The main problem here is...
Why every time when I go to Singapore, he hardly bring me out??
Why every time when he is Singapore alone, he tends to have so many activities. This is definately not a fucking coincident!! It's an excuse!!
And when I was in Singapore, I complained to him that he hardly brings me out, he will become mad. Said that I always like to give him pressure.
I have came out with a solution:
Next time when he wants me to go anywhere with him in Perth, I will say that I am busy and I can't do that!
But I will do it for my friends no matter what.
Next time when I go to Singapore, I think I better stay at the hotel or stay at friend's house.
Phew... I am feeling much better after writing this entry. But overall, I am glad that Darrel will let me know where, when and who is he with when he goes out with his friends. I guess this is the most important thing. Oh well, just want to vent my anger that i have kept so far. =)
This afternoon I met up with Windi to pass her Accounting tutorial booklet back to her. Her class finished at 2.30 p.m. so I went to the uni to pick her up. Then we went to Winthrop to do our grocery, I need to buy some dog can food for Lexx and also some food and fruits for myself. Then I sent her back to her house, she invited me to go in and chit-chat. We talked about a lot of things this afternoon... very personal one! Muahaha...
She said since Darrel is not here for three weeks, then we can go party like crazy! Silly girl!! She said this Saturday she has to go to a birthday party, maybe next Saturday we will go out for clubbing!!! Then she said that I should call her out for supper as she always like to go to Hawker at Northbridge to have her dinner or supper. She keeps saying that I am so poor thing that I am going to be alone for three weeks, then I said I will be fine... At least I still have my baby dog with me.
Just now Windi was looking for a Clinique Butter Lotion online... She said that they have canceled this product and she can only get it on ebay. So, I used my account to help her to buy for that product. She was happy like hell, and she said I ought to teach her how to use ebay. I guess I will end up puking blood if I would have to teach her how to use ebay. Coz she said that she is very bad in online stuff. Anyway, I am not good in the beginning too. After Darrel and Leo's guidance, finally I understand everything. Hsien Chun was asking me not to teach Windi how to use ebay coz she will end up spending a lot of money! Hahahah...
Today, I finally found the cheese with biscuit that I was looking for. It's the Mainland brand, I couldn't find it at Coles, but I managed to find it at IGA. Cool!!! But it costs $2.15 with only 5 small pieces of cheese and 5 small biscuits. But I miss that a lot and don't really care much!!! I wanted to borrow DVD from Windi but just now forgot to take!! Damn it.
I think it's good to catch up with friends like Evon, Windi, Crystal and Kevin they all while Darrel is not around. Coz normally I will stay at home and spend time with my two babies. Then now at least I can't spend some time with my friends, if not, they will be thinking that I am anti-social. But I guess all of them understand that when a person is attached, they will not spend too much time with friends. It goes the same to Crystal, Windi, Jindi... last time they used to call me out all the time. But after they are attached like me, they spend most of their time with their bfs. =) But overall, it's good that all of us can spend a few hours for friends once in awhile.
Ah !! U should have told me that you are sick that day !! haha....sorry about that !! actually i wanna buy you something is for our friendship!! hhaha..not becoz of fetching stuff..more that that - FRIENDSHIP !!
so that whenever you go, if you wear it, you can remember me !! haah...
I also dunno how to explain that !! haha....anyway, i have known you for so long and didnt gave u anything...feel so bad about it...
So this time...since im in Perth !haha...i will keep my promise...Promise to myself...haha...aiyo...i also dunno what im talking about lar...
aijor... dun have to purposely treat me or buy me something lah!!! keep ur money and spend on urself ok??? dun worry abt me!!!!=) anyway, bthanks for the vietnamese food!! yummy!!! will really appreaciate our friendship!!
Today I woke up late... I was planning to wake up earlier to make lunch for myself then prepare to go out for the Pupi Management class. But I woke up late and had to rush to the class, I didn't eat anything before that. During the Pupi Management class, Lauren has sent a professional animal training in this afternoon. He was looking at how I walk Lexx and realized that the way I was walking Lexx was wrong. He was teaching me that I have to pull Lexx in a nice way. He has showed me how to do it, it seems easy to learn but it's actually very difficult!!! Hehehe...
This afternoon the weather is soooooooo hot!!! I was sweating like hell!! After the class, I was feeling a bit feverish and had headache. Then I had to rush out to pick up Evon to change my tyres and rims. When I went there, the guy said that I was two hours late. The last pair was sold to a girl!! Damn it!!!!! I have been planning for this thing for a month!! Well, I can't blame anyone, can I? I have asked him to order one more set for me and it will take one month or more to reach. He has helped me to call all the shops but none of them have the rims that I want.
Then Evon and I went to the city to do some grocery, I have bought some muffins, grilled chicken and fruits for myself. Then we went to the city walking around, then we went to a Japanese restaurant to have our dinner. The Japanese restaurant serves chinese and japanese food. They have dim sum and sushi to choose from, I think it's kinda special, but the food tastes badly!! Hahahaha... I don't think I will go there for the second time.
Then Evon was saying that she has to treat me to Vietnamese food next week for my birthday and she insisted of buying something for me. Maybe a necklace or bracelet or something!! Evon, thank you in advance. Arigatou gozai masu!! I was asking her to keep that money to herself, don't have to spend money on me. But she said she is fine and really want to treat me coz I have been fetching her around. Oh well, I am fine fetching my friends around, just as long as my friends are those nice people!!! But I am glad that Evon has accompanied me today!!
When I reached home, I took medicine and slept for two hours and I am feeling much better now. I think I am having love sick lah!! Hahaha.. I miss Darrel so much!!! It's barely a week, I still missing him like crazy!! Crystal was asking me out for paintball game at Pot Black but I told her that I am not feeling that good, don't feel like going out now. It seems like I am becoming someone without a life!! Sometimes I can feel that, I hardly go out with friends and hardly go anywhere.
Sometimes I really feel like going out for a movie, or to have coffee with friends, or to have ice-cream with waffle, go play some games with friends or meet up with friends awhile. I am sure you guys know that I always like to spend time outside. Sigh... If I were in Malaysia, I sure won't be like this. Sometimes I was wondering whether Perth is a suitable place for me? Although some of my friends were saying that I hardly go out because I have settled down and I have a bf. But there are a lot of people out there who have bf and gf... they still have time to go out with friends. I mean, bf and gf can go out together with friends what. This is what I always wanted. But Darrel is not that kind of person who can do that, and I don't want to force him to do that for me too.
Today is the second day without having Darrel beside me. I have managed to clean up my room, folded all my clothes, put Darrel's clothes to his wardrobe, changed the bed sheet, and finally... I have even cleaned the kitchen stove. When was the last time I clean it?? Maybe it was last year... Why am I doing so many things now??? It's a sign of procrastinating! Hehehe... Every time when I want to start studying, I will try to do a lot of houseworks before that until I don't have anything to do. Then... I will go ahead with my studies.
I have played with Lexx just now, he seems so bored and lonely. So, I went to the garden and played with him running around. I am so tired now! Thinking about going to that Pupi Management class tomorrow... I already sianz half liao. Should I skip the class or not?? Hmmm... Aaaarghhh... heck it. I will just treat it like an exercise for myself!! Since I hardly exercise at home.
Last night I had a weird dream... really weird!!! I dreamed that I was in a house with my bf, and my bf turned out to be an ang moh!!! O_o;; Then he had his exgf came over to our house then we were chit-chatting. Apparently, his exgf was asking him for a patch up, and he started to treat her good, slowly touching her face and gently stroking her hair. And his exgf looks ugly and fat. He'd rather choose her than me!!! Then my so-called ang moh bf brought me to a cafe and he said he will seriously consider about our relationship. He said he might want to think for a few days to make up his mind. Then I said to him, "Fuck it. You can take your own sweet time to be with that bitch! I am out of your life, asshole." So, I walked out. Then there was this guy whom I couldn't really see his face. He accompanied me to the beach and held my hands. It was kinda romatic. He even brought along my fave Merlot red wine.
Maybe I am too stress or something. Is this dream a sign to something?? Or is this dream going to tell me that "even your bf is not an ang moh, but beware!!! His exgf might want to ask for a patch up??!!!" Hmmm... Nah, I don't want to think too much. I know in this kind of critical situation without him by my side, if I think further, I will make myself think too much and be extremely depress. Especially when I think of the past. So, I must try to keep a clear mind.
Last night, I slept with the lights on! I am so useless!!! I woke up at 9a.m to switch off the light. I was a bit scared last night until I couldn't really sleep. Maybe after a few more days I will be able to sleep with the lights off. Even when I went outside to feed Lexx, I have to switch on all the lights at the kitchen, the living room and the dining area. Hahahaha... I am so scared of the dark!!!
Oh haha...so how are you feeling now??? no more lonely?? get used to it liao??
me also feel lonely first time at home...but day after day no rasa liao de...!! hhehehe....at least u got ur bai bei doggie right??!! >_<....hahaa so that "he" can still "gik" you..make u angry and stuff ! aha...
hahshahaa... yeah loh... now im not feeling lonely anymore lah. guess im used to it liao. but sometimes i dunno how u can take it leh... i mean, the first time i came here.. i always go out with friends one. hardly stay at home. only this yr started to stay at home more often!! hehehe...
Now I have the whole house to myself!! Oppss... and Lexx!! Hehehe... I could feel the instant loneliness this morning when I hug and kissed Darrel good-bye at the airport. I am sure gonna miss him like hell!!! It's only 4 hours since the last time I saw Darrel and I am feeling uncomfortable. How am I gonna spend this three weeks by myself with Lexx?? I think I am going to start learning how to speak dog language!!! ^_^
I went to Garden City just now to pay my bills. Overall I have paid $455 for my RAC car insurance, RAC roadside assistance, mobile phone bill and the AAPT phone bills!! Damn it!! I hate August!! Every time my money finishes so fast in August!! Actually it's a really bad idea to pay my bills at Garden City. Why?? I passed by the bag shop... and guess what?? I bought three new bags, then went to the newsagency to grab two magazines and also bought my royal jelly that my mum asked me to buy. I stopped by Gloria Jeans for my iced latte! Yum~~
So, what am I going to do now? I think later I am going to clean up my room, keep all my clothes and Darrel's clothes. I am definately going to change the bed sheet coz it's been two months since the last time it was changed!! Darrel and I were both feeling a bit itchy for the past few days. I think the bed is really dirty right now!! Then at night, maybe I will do some revision. Hopefully I will "remember" to study and not spending my time doing useless things online.
Actually I should be fine not having Darrel around me. This is because normally when he is at home, he will be in his room and I will be in my own room. Unless I want to go to the toilet or want to have a puff, then only I will see him or talk to him. But I will miss having someone sleeping beside me at night. I was thinking... should I let Lexx sleeps in Darrel's room with me?? Hmmm... still thinking!! Now it's still day time and I am not feeling anything. Hopefully I will not feel scared when the night time comes.
The funniest thing is... This is my first time being alone for the 25 years of my life!! I should learn to be more independent. This three weeks is going to be a challenge to me! Perhaps I should go out with my friends if they ask me out. When Darrel was around, I always push them away coz I always want to come home earlier to spend some time with Darrel. Don't wanna be like a stray dog! muahahaa...
Anyway... one more hour till my pipu reaches Singapore!! I miss him sooooo much!!! Sob...
The other day I was playing with Darrel and he accidentally hit my front tooth. Now my front tooth has crack... Damn it!! I hope that it can just stay there until December, then I will go back to Malaysia to fix my tooth. I don't want to go to the dentist here as it's very very very expensive. I remember last year around April I went to Kevin's house for pizza, when I took the first bite I can heard a *crack* sound. Then I knew that my front tooth was crack. I went to the dentist here to fix it and it cost me $200 to fix just one fucking tooth!!! Can you believe it??!!! It is RM 600 for a tooth!! Fuck!! With that amount of money I can fix all my teeth in Malaysia and make them look shiny!!!
Ever since that day I don't dare to use my front teeth to bite on anything. Whatever thing that I want to eat, I will make sure that I cut into small pieces and put into my mouth. Then last year December when I went to Malaysia, I went clubbing with my friends and while I was drinking my beer, someone hit my teeth! NBZZZZZZ~~~!!! Then again... the same front tooth cracked and after just one day, the small part of the tooth came off. I had to rush to the dentist in Malaysia. I whitened my teeth plus fixed that front tooth, only cost me RM 75!!! My Malaysia dentist has to put a metal thingy inside the tooth to support it or else it will be too easy to crack again!!
I thought after putting the metal stick in the tooth will be tougher.... Mana tau... after half a year, it cracked again after my pipu hit me!! Stupid pipu!!! Anyway, i must pray hard, really hard that this stupid tooth will last till December. Please please please don't come off, got crack nevermind. don't come off and make me look like "boh geh"... then have to go to the expensive dentist here. I will die!!!
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About Me
Sophia Goh.
Malaysia + Singapore
Born in the 80's
Floats like a butterfly. Stings like a bee.
I'm a little neurotic. I believe balance is everything. Illusion is a better depiction of reality. I am a bit short-circuit and have 18++ literacy.
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