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The Story of A Fucking Cinderella in the Fucking World! |
Sometimes I do think that I have the world's most useless sister! I have this youngest sister who is 22 years old this year and my parents adore her a lot because she is the youngest and we have all grown up, we are no longer as young and as cute as she is! I have another sister who is closer with me because we spend more time together growing up and our age gap is not far away from each other.
Before proceeding, I would like to tell you guys that as the eldest sister among my siblings, I do love all my brothers and sisters equally. I would help them if they needed my help, I would die for them if I had to. But before doing something stupid, I would evaluate that person and think whether he/she is worth dying for.
Today, my mum went to Genting with her friends for jungle trekking and will stay there for a night. My sister is going for sky trekking with her friends and I was supposed to go with her. I have to cancel it because my dad's secretary is taking half day off, my youngest brother is going to a wedding dinner later on, another brother going out with gf and left only my youngest sister at home. I have to go to the shop to help my father later on until night time, hence I canceled my sky-trekking plan.
I looked out of my window from my room and realized that my mum didn't hang the clothes so I was already in a bad mood thinking why my youngest sister never hang the clothes. I went to her room and asked her how come she woke up early this morning and she never hang the clothes? She said:
"Huh? I thought mummy hang already?"
FUCK U BITCH!!!! If mummy hang already do I have to fucking ask you? What the fuck is she doing the whole morning?!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
I told her, if she dares to come back from Australia for good, I will make sure that she suffers and she fucking do something in this house when she is back for good!!! Coz now she is on holidays, I won't say much. But next time when she comes back for good, I will make sure that she fucking do something at home!
My youngest sister is obviously a princess! Why do I say that? That's because ever since she came back from Australia for about 2 months now. She NEVER do anything at home. She NEVER wash the dishes! She NEVER fold the clothes! She NEVER hang the clothes. FUCKING CB NEVER DO ANY FUCKING THINGS AT HOME LAH!!!!!!
The most dulan thing is my mum always side on her whenever she is not doing anything. If my mood is good, I simply do not give a fuck about my mum protecting her. But when my mood is not good, i will fucking make sure that everyone at home better stays in their room for never kena machine gun from me. Coz I would fuck all of them upside down!
My mum knew that no matter what happen, I would help her to fold the clothes every night, I would wash all the dishes every night. Sometimes she took me for granted by leaving all the clothes to me. As you know I do go out on weekends and I don't fold the clothes during weekends, she would leave the clothes there until Monday. Every Monday, I would have to fold a mountain full of clothes! Imagine having 7 people in the house.
If either me or my sister asked my youngest sister to fold the clothes or indirectly force her to do housework. My mum would help her to do everything before she even have the chance to do it. She will never ask my youngest sister to fold. She will only ask the two oldest daughters to do it. WHAT THE FUCK!!!
The reason why my sister and I help my mum to do housework is because we think that we should let my mum rest since she is getting older and we would be happier if she works less. But sometimes my mum makes me feel like I AM SO UNAPPRECIATED!!! Of all the things that I have done for her, her sights were probably covered by some kind of black magic voodoo shit which I do not know how to explain.
For example:
My mum and I wanted to go Bangsar wanted to shop for boutique clothes and since my sister is a 'boutique frequent flyer', obviously she should drive us there rite? She expected my mum to drive and was telling us that she is not sure how to go there! BUT NO FUCKING WAY!!!FUCKING CB CUNT!!! She drove her friends there dunno how many fucking times and she shopped there dunno how many fucking times and now she told us she didn't know the fucking way? I was so fucking pissed off at her i shouted at her saying that even it was my first time to the boutique street but I do fucking know how to go to Bangsar, if she doesn't wanna drive I will fucking drive! My sister was so so scared in the end she offered to drive.
The verdict:
My mum complained to my aunt that ever since I come back from Perth, my mood is very bad! I have bad tempered. I get angry easily, I no longer tolerate with anything. I shouldn't be shouting at my sister. If I am so angry to be the one driving, then she can drive. WAT THE FUCK rite? I was angry at my sister because she wanted my mum to drive. I was mad at her because of my mum. Not because I have to drive there. FUCKING HELL!
The moral of the story:
Never be a KPO when your evil princessy sister is forcing your mum to drive. You will never know, your mum might be enjoying it. Ain't life's a bitch?
For another example from my sister:
She is more mean than me and more fierce. She would never do things for my youngest sister. Therefore, every night she would take all the dishes to my youngest sister's room and left them all there till morning. After a few days, my youngest sister had to guai guai wash dishes before she goes to bed. Then there was once my mum was sweeping the floor and my sister would love to help her. My sister told my mum that she would sweep and my youngest sister would mop the floor, and vice-versa. My youngest sister told my sister that if she wanna do all that then she can do it all by herself because she was busy. Busy not because she is masturbating in the room to fulfill her sexual needs or anything. But she was too busy chatting on MSN.
The Verdict:
My sister exploded! Fucking scolded my youngest sister and was sweeping the floor in a bad tempered. Then my mum said "If you are not happy doing all this thing, then don't anyhow scold your sister. You don't have to d it if you don't want to. I never ask you to help me." Speechless. My sister was so angry that time she didn't do anything and she said she was happy letting my mum did all that at that moment because she was disappointed at my mum. She wanted to help my mum to train up my youngest sister and in the end, my mum never appreciate that.
The moral of the story:
Never be a KPO again when your evil princessy sister decided to learn some voodoo spells online while your mum is busy cleaning up the house. You will never know, you mum might be enjoying it?!!!
I am not saying that my mum doesn't love us or anything. I know it's hard to treat everyone equally in the big family. But maybe she should do something which will make more sense? Even at school, teachers will only reward kids who are in their good behaviors. You could only scored HD if you studied hard. But at this moment, I felt so fucking unappreciated. I have done some much in this family and it seems like my parents are treating my youngest sister the best.
Even if she never comes back home for a few days, my father never ask. IF I fucking never come back for one night, my father asked where the fucking hell did I go to? Every time when my sister goes to Melaka, Penang, PD, or anywhere which required her to stay overnight, she could just disappear without saying anything to anyone. For me, I had to fucking report to my father every time I wanna fucking go to Singapore!!!! I am fucking 28 years old now, compared to my sister I fucking know how to take a good fucking care of myself!!! If I tell my mum that I didn't wanna tell my dad that I am going to Singapore, my mum would fucking give me the guilt trip the whole day till I couldn't stand it!!! What the fuck rite???
My mum knew that if my youngest sister would have to tell my dad that she is going here and there everyday, my dad would get mad. So, she would try her very very best just to protect her.But since she can't protect so many people, the eldest has to be sacrificed first. Ever since my sister came back from Australia, I can count with my fingers how many times she sleeps at home. I am not joking here. She is always sleeping at her friend's house and my parents didn't fucking say anything.
I felt like my childhood was being tortured and torn apart by my parents after seeing how much freedom my sister is having now as compared to mine last time. My youngest sister told me that she hates studying in Australia and she can't wait to come back to Malaysia. Of coz lah, over here she can live like a princess. No need to do any fucking things at home.
A lot of my friends asked me why do I like living in Perth so much? It's so fucking quiet and stuff. Well... One word -- FREEDOM! I do not have to report to anyone. I do not need to help any fuckers to do anything. I wash my own clothes, I cook my own dinner, I clean up my own toilet, etc. I am happy to do everything for myself. I don't even mind doing housework for my housemates coz I know they would help me back by doing their parts.
Even if they don't, I can fucking ask them to do their houseworks and they will fucking do it. If not happy, then move out and move on with life. But when it comes to your own family, you can't choose your family and you have to fucking live with it! That's why I don't wanna stay at home, I don't wanna feel so unappreciated even though I have done so much in the family!!! I don't wanna feel so controlled by my parents when I see that my sister is not being controlled by them! This is just fucking unfair!
Don't come telling me because I am more playful and this and that shit that's why my parents are controlling me more. Use your fucking brain to think then! Your not fucking living in my house, you will not fucking understand! I sooooooooooooooooo wanna go back to Perth right now!!! NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!!
I am feeling so much better now. I am so glad I have this fucking blog! At least a place for me to vent my anger! I fucking need this space on my own.
Three more days to paradise.
Voodoo skill to be learned -- "How to make yourself look like a innocent bitch when you are actually a fucking selfish bitch!"
1 Black Heart
1 Full Selfishness
1 Fuck Care Attitude
1 Loving Mother
2 KPO Sisters
1 Loving Father
1 Full Selfishness
1 Full Selfishness
1 Full Selfishness1 Full Selfishness
1 Full Selfishness
1 Full Selfishness (Oooppss... did I mention all that already?)
Maybe I should learn the skill of being selfish and not loving others too much in order for others to love me. No wonder my sister gets the best of the best from my parents!
Disclaimer:I do not hate my mum. I do not hate my sister. But sometimes my sister's laziness could lead to hatred. But she is my sister no matter what happen, I can't hate her for long. But if I were to stay in Malaysia for good and if she is coming back for good, I will make sure that my life here in Malaysia will be worth living for. I will fucking do something to make her contribute to this family. As for my mum, I love her too much sometimes it hurts.
sOphia.G
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 
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