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♥ Missing Perth...♥ |
I am starting to miss everything in Perth. I miss Lexx so much! Even though I know that he is doing well under my housemates' care, but I am still worried about him because the bulldog constantly bully him by humping and irritates Lexx. The only place Lexx feels safe is by hiding in my room when I was around. Heartache... I can't even be there to protect him. When will I be able to see him again?!
I miss my computer in Perth. It's such a pain in the ass using my youngest brother's laptop in Malaysia. My brother is a disorganized person and he could never find anything he wants in his room. The worst thing is he just reformatted his laptop and lost everything!!! I need a webcam to be able to see Kenneth, where's the CD? Couldn't find. I had to download the driver online and found out that this webcam fucking have lots of problems. It finally works, but webcam screen is black? WTF?!!! I gave up.
I could have done so much things on my computer. I have everything I need on my computer!!! Fucking hell!!!! It's so difficult to print even one fucking paper here! They even lost the CD for the printer and I can't be fucked downloading any drivers from anywhere! Not only that, I have another brother who is supposed to help settled all my problems (coz he worked in IT line, all these are so fucking easy for him!!!), but he is just too busy to help me. I have been waiting for fucking 2 months for his help.
I miss my I-Phone. The mobile phone that I am using now is super crap! The battery doesn't last long and I can't do shit on this mobile phone! I miss downloading games and playing games on my I-Phone. At least there are things to do for killing some time when you have the I-Phone. I wanna go back! I wanna go back! I wanna go back! I wanna go back!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!
As you guys know that I can't stay too long in Malaysia, unless I have my everything here I guess. I can't believe that I have to stay another 6 weeks in Malaysia. The reason being... I didn't score all 7 for my IELTS components. Fucking CB IELTS! I think they did it on purpose! I have scored 8.5 for Listening, 7 for Speaking, 7 for Reading and 6.5 for Writing! WTF??!!!! I left 0.5 more to pass?!!!!! If I can't score at least all 7, I can't apply for PR! My whole world collapsed when I received my results the other day.
But I decided to send it in for a remark in Australia which I have to wait for 6 weeks and I still have to pay a fee which I nearly could sit for the test again. They told me that the chances of mark increase is very low but if I have confident that I will pass, then I should give it a go. Sigh... My life sucks. Anyway, worse comes to worst, I will just go back to Perth and apply for TR but I must make sure that I get a job, if not, I won't be getting the PR by the end of the day.
Sometimes I do feel regret for things that I could have done better last time. For example, if at that time, 1 or 2 years ago I studied really hard for my Accounting degree, I could have applied my PR and got it by now. Because at that time they only need IELTS minimum 6 to pass. Now they have increased to 7! I have soooooo many friends who have sat for the tests at least 2 to 3 times and in the end they all gave up. Decided to just apply for TR. Because the results came out almost the same, it's always 3 best scores and 1 nearly-pass-6.5-piece-of-shit-score.
One of my Singaporean friends always get either 8 or 9 for all his components and he always get 6.5 for one component. How is that possible right? And it's always the different component which scores 6.5. He has tried three times and gave up because there's no point spending so much money and time. So, in the end he has to apply for TR first. Sigh... If given a choice, I wouldn't want to apply for TR because it's very troublesome and you will never know whether you will be able to find a job in Australia within the given time frame.
Sigh......
I just hope that my remark will give me a good news.
*fingers crossed*
sOphia.G
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Friday, November 13, 2009 
2:34:00 PM 
