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 Thursday, September 17, 2009  1:20:00 AM 
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 I am in Malaysia now! Woo Hoo! The weather is nice and not as hot as last year when I came back! I will be here for only a month and the main objective of this trip is to settle all the important things that I wanna do here and then I will be flying back to Perth! I am not missing Perth just yet and currently having a good time of my life now! If I don't have to pay rent in Perth, I would stay here until next year's Chinese New Year!! Hehehe...Before I came back here I was worried that I might not be happy coming back to Malaysia since my relatives like to give me pressure and all those shit! Besides that, I am enjoying my princess life here which I don't have to worry about anything! No need to work, house and room have been cleaned up, food is prepared everyday, money is given, friends to meet up, etc. Aaaahhh.... home sweet home! That's what I can say! Now I feel like Perth is a shit-hole to me! I have so many shits to do there and there are so many things that made me go ku-ku there! I have heaps of things to prepare for my PR application and sometimes I do feel like giving up! Does it really worth it? The reason why I wanna stay in Perth is because I have the total freedom there and I can do whatever I like! But now my father is better and doesn't really control me in Malaysia, suddenly I feel like staying here longer! Sigh... I don't know what I want in my life and where I wanna be!Australia? Singapore? or Malaysia?Headache. Stressed. Choices.The feelings and time spent with family members are so much nicer! I have never really treasured the chance of being together and spending time with family members and sometimes I do take it for granted! As I grow older, I keep questioning myself whether getting a PR in Australia a good idea? Am I being selfish because I wannna stay there just for the freedom? So, what if I have the freedom in Malaysia now, would I be happy working and staying in Malaysia? I guess I have to put all these emo shit aside and just have all the fun I can this one whole month! I feel so much at home now as compared to Perth and I am pretty sure that I am gonna enjoy this trip very much! ^.^
sOphia.G
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