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Moolah that my dad sent to me a month ago, dropped down from 10k to 4k. You guys must be thinking that I spent too much money on shopping huh? The answer is a fucking NO!!! I spent all the money on this new rental house. Sob! I have never been so sad in my life, this is worse than buying a pair of shoes or clothes that you feel regret after buying them.
Ever since I have moved into this new house, money keeps going out due to buying new stuff to fill up the space. It's been close to a month and I haven't even find the other two housemates for the house. I have been paying $380 a week for 4 weeks now, nearly can buy my dream bag liao! Sianz!!!! I have to ask my cafe manager to give me more shifts in order for me to cover my rent, although I can't really cover the rent from my pay as I am only allowed to work for 20 hours a week! Damn! But better than nothing!
$700 went to removal fees, $2500 went to the house bond... The worst thing is not many people who are willing to rent an empty room, I ended up paying three rooms myself. Finally I have decided to make all the rooms fully furnished with computer desks and beds. Fucking hell!!! My heart.... has been aching since this afternoon after spending close to $600 on those furnitures. Especially this is not my fucking house, the idea of me buying furnitures so that I am able to rent out the rooms is kinda stupid after all. Well, at least I get to have the master bedroom and a new queen size bed! Hahaha...
My workmate made me feel so guilty by saying that "Ohhhh, your father works so hard in Malaysia everyday, then the daughter is happily sleeping on a comfy queen size bed every night!" That put me down again. My head is constantly thinking about the rent, the housemates, the furnitures, and other stuff. My head is gonna explode! Especially now I have been working 6 days a week and have to attend classes one day which means that I don't really have time for myself. Me is tired! Me is dying!
Then another friend said "You should quit clubbing and smoking. So that you don't have to waste so much money on alcohol and ciggies. Imagine every time when you go clubbing, you spend around $100. One month is $400. You could have covered part of your rent!!!" Hmmmm... I know, socializing and outside entertainments kill the dompet. My dad is gonna fucking kill me big time if he knows that I spent so much money here.
Sometimes I feel like just go back to Malaysia for good so that I don't have to worry about food, transportation, accommodation, money, etc. Everything is prepared nicely there, just need to get a stable job and be a princess over there! Hmmm... is that the life I am looking for?
sOphia.G
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 
2:04:00 AM 
