It's always easy to treat people nice by saying those words like take care, eat more, this and that. But if you think it through, you don't need someone who is so unstable that he cares for you sometimes, then suddenly he doesn't care for you.

Personally, I think that if the guy loves you a lot, he will shower you with love without being scared of anything. Seriously Sophia, this guy doesn't suit you at all. You will definitely find someone better than him.

Why want to put yourself through all this shit hole for so long because of someone who is not worth it at all? I know you need some time to adjust to everything. But it's not good to hold on to something that you know it won't last. Why want to waste each others time?

Take some time to be single and think about what you want in life, what kind of guys you like and more. If he doesn't want to make the first move, then why don't you make the first move?

Like I said before, don't think too much for the time being, just concentrate on your studies. I am worried about you because you think too much over there and it looks like you are not studying at all.

Bebz... cheer up a bit! Go study, finish your degree, get your fucking PR, find a nice guy, get married and fucking come back to Malaysia! kekekeke.......... I still want you to come back to Malaysia!

Good luck in your exams, your house hunting, your bf hunting, your studies, blah blah blah. Best of everything in 2008 lah.

By  cOOkiE^mOnSta, at February 09, 2008 1:03 PM  

and please lah, quit that fucking cigarette smoking thing lah! Buat ape nak berlagak kat sana?

By  cOOkiE^mOnSta, at February 09, 2008 1:06 PM  

i know lah, i also dun wanna give up on him. i know myself tat i will never give up on him... it's just tat every time when i think tat i am the one who has to make the first move for everything, i tend to get sianz of doing all tat. coz he is a guy mah, why cant he come and hold my hand, or hug me, or watever thing with me first leh?

i just feel sad thinking abt all this lajh. like after so long din see each other, still not passionate meh. dun u think it's a bit weird ah? if i din see my gf for a fucking long time... sure passionate kao kao with her liao lah!!!! then need to wait until when leh? die already then passionate meh! kaoz!

i know he is not a bad person lah maybe he doesnt know how to show and express himself properly withn me. i know lah, u guys sure give me shit abt me giving excuses to myself to make me feel good. i dun care liao lah. feel good then good loh. im always making myself feel good wat! sianz... im going insane. my head thinks too much abt useless thing!

i cant even study!!!!!!! yet im kan cheong abt my exams on monday!!!

ps: when i quit smoking l;iao, make sure u treat me one big meal when i go back msia! smoking is not to berlagak.... is to.... i also dunno for wat! hahahahahahaha

By  *~sOphx~*, at February 09, 2008 5:54 PM  

Like I said before, all the best in everything and hope that you will never feel regret of the decisions that you have made. Friends can only do this much. Other things are up to you to handle.

I hope that God will grant you the Serenity to accept the things you cannot change, the Courage to change the things you can, and the Wisdom to know the difference.

Once you quit smoking, let me know as soon as possible. If you mange to quit during chinese new year period, I will feel happier because I can set up fireworks for you. Oh, I am such a good friend for you!

By  cOOkiE^mOnSta, at February 11, 2008 12:26 AM  

well, i really need the wisdom to know the difference!!!! the fact is.. my name huey means wisdom in chinese, then sophia means wisdom also. i think i have too many wisdom names until become stupid liao!!! sianz! =)by the way, u are such a good friend! a good sarcastic cb poh! but u know i still love u rite? hehehhe

By  *~sOphx~*, at February 11, 2008 11:25 AM  

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