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The fear of getting older and older each year just popped up in my head recently. By mixing with a few groups of much younger people here has sometimes made me forget that I am actually 26 now! Hahaha... I know, I am sure everyone will say that 26 is still young, it's not like I am 36 or 46 or 56.
But I have realized that my body can't take a lot of things anymore. For example, I used to sleep late at 4 a.m. but now I feel extremely sleepy at around 12 a.m. I used to go rave the whole night and I wouldn't even feel tired the next day. As for now, I will definitely feel tired the next day.
Especially last night, I got drunk easier as compared to last time. I vomited like hell the whole night at home, I don't usually vomit that much. Last time I could drink a lot, came back home, slept like a pig and I would wake up afresh the next day! As for now, if I drink a lot, I will come back home vomiting in the toilet, I can't sleep, I will feel like my head is gonna explode and more!!!
Then I will end up being tired and sleepy the next day. Sob sob. Other than that, there are a lot of changes on the body and soul. The older I get, the more worries and responsibilities I have. Hate that! Charm~~~ I need a miracle medicine to make me stay young forever! ^_^ Four more years till my BIG THREE 'O'. wooooooo... Scary! Wrinkles, grey hair and a lot of aging signs will start to crawl out.
Hmmm... I guess I should be more positive about getting old as there are a lot of good things about getting old! Maybe I just need to find out what are the good things along the way! hehehe...
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best birthday ever! |
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settled |
Found the answer I want.
I guess...
I shouldn't be so mad now.
^_^
Three more days till...
Party time!!
Woo hoo!!
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shattered |
To whom it may concern,
My heart shattered into a million pieces~~~ Now then I know that I am just an extra and a spare tire in your life. Although you have helped me through a lot of things, but have you ever thought about what have you done today that will hurt me deeply? If you never wanna introduce your friends to me, then don't fucking introduce my friends to your 'friend'. Coz, I don't like it.
For everything that I have done for you for the past few months, I guess they were nothing to you. I don't mind if other people take me for granted, but I cannot take it if you are the one who is taking me for granted. I remember one of my friends once told me that I am a bonus in your life, of coz will hold on to me. Now I understand liao.
Last but not least, FUCK YOU, YOU JERK!!!! ASSHOLE!!!
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counting down |
Counting down to 20th July 2007... 8 more days till:
- My birthday! Woo Hoo!! I am gonna be 26 this year, sianz~~~
- I quit smoking! *sigh* a bit 'bu sher de' my hand to mouth action!!
- Fifi goes back to Singapore. (lagi 'bu sher de'!!!! Sigh~~~~~)
Everything is going on well at university... my approval to do overload units have been approved! Yes!!! I thought the new Program Chair is gonna be a strict one, but luckily he is a nice guy! But he told me that next semester I will be having three difficult units and I have the responsibilities to study hard for all of the units. That's because if I failed two of the units, they will only be available next year second semester, which means I have to stay one more year at the University, not 6 months.
Next semester I am gonna be so stressed out and pressure by all my studies! I hope that I can cope with all of them, especially my Finance unit. I can't really do Finance unit. stress + stress + stress!!!
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better |
After crying for the whole day yesterday, I think I am feeling much better today! ^_^ Although I am still feeling a bit down and sad, but I guess I should be feeling alrite after awhile. I need more time to adjust and get used to everything. Come to think about it, I have been feeling sad for the past 2 weeks and I was crying since Thursday.
Start from today, I am gonna do a lot of houseworks and watch a lot of HK + Japanese + Korean series and downloaded movies!!! This might help to take my mind off something that I do not want to think about. I am glad that William and Jacque came and brought me out for dinner! Coz my car is down again and I don't have any food to eat! Sob Sob!! Luckily last month I have bought 10 cans of soup. Should be able to survive till my car is fully charged! Stupid car!
Luckily I went out for dinner with Jacque and William, or else, I am gonna spend my time crying at home again. Trust me, I have a lot of tears to waste! At first I thought that it's gonna be a long day for me today! But I manage to spend the other 4 to 5 hours outside with friends, which is a good thing for me! ^_^ Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me.
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Bad day! |
Super bad luck today. I came back home from Fiona’s, wanted to go out and buy a packet of cigarette for myself… then I realized that I couldn’t start my car coz had a flat battery. Fuck!!! Then I had to call RAC to come and jump start my car! Hmm… I think the last time I drove my car was on Monday and I didn’t switch my head light off! Hehehe… Silly me! That’s why I hate raining and I hate driving when it’s raining. This kind of incident will definitely happen to me every year! I call RAC every year; especially during winter just to jump start my car! Damn! Damn! Damn! Another problem, my internet connection is down at the moment and I can’t go online. I have to type my blog entry on Microsoft Word then waiting for the Internet connection to be up again. Finally, Fiona is going home soon. It’s time to come back to my own crib. I hate that kind of feelings. This time the feelings is even worse than before, knowing that this situation will continue forever. I guess it’s time for me to concentrate on other more important things in life. Coz by the end of the day, I can’t change the past. Sob!
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Thanks Jacq + Will + Fifi |
 First of all, thanks to Jacque, William and Fiona for helping to move some furnitures that I have bought from Fiona to my house. Moreover, to cut the tree branches outside the house and cleaned up the mess after that, under bad weather! The reason why I decided to cut the tree branches is because Fiona thinks that the tree branches were blocking my front door, or should I said the entire house!!!
It would be quite dangerous for me to go back home at night, especially if someone is hiding behind the tree. To tell you guys the truth, I am scared all the time whenever I wanna leave my house at night. It's good that now the tree branches are all gone!!!! Woo hoo!!
 We should have taken a group photos after the thing! Hehehe... I feel like I have just moved to a new house coz I had been doing the garden, the trees and bought a few furnitures and decorated my room and the house. Hmmm... At last, the house feels like a proper home now! More comfy! Thanks again guys! I know that you guys hardly or never work so hard at home before, but you guys did this all for me!!! I am so happy!!!! I owe you guys a lot!!! Muaks!!
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Sunday, July 29, 2007 
8:40:00 PM 
