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One of my male friends dropped by my house this afternoon while his gf went to work. He was complaining that his gf is giving him stress to look for a stable job or else she will leave him. He doesn't have anyone to talk to, so decided to come and look for me to discuss together.
Then we went to Fast Eddy's for coffee, he suddenly told me that he has another problem and hope that I won't get mad about it. He told me that he thinks his gf is jealous of me being too close with him. Well, we have been close friends for three years now. We used to go to The Church every Saturday together, we have lunch together, we smoke together, we talk shit about people together, I always help him to drink when he can't, etc. That's why last time a lot of people thought that there are higher chances of us being together. But both of us really treat each other as really good friends, that's all.
He told me that his gf once asked him why didn't he go after me before? Coz she thinks that we look good together and we are always having fun, happy and laughing away when we see each other. Moreover, they dropped by my place last week, his gf ended up crying in the car when they were on their way back. My friend became so worried and asked her what happened? She said she realized that they are not compatible, she doesn't have anything in common with him and she can't take it anymore.
His gf said that me and him have so many things in common that whenever both of us sit down together, we will talk endlessly, laugh like mad people, basically we can talk about anything. So, I told him that actually I have noticed his gf being jealous since long time ago, I have tried my best to avoid him once in awhile and try not to be too close with him in a few occasions. Then he suddenly realized that I always chat with him half way then I would run to the other side and talked to other people. He said I never call him out for lunch anymore and hardly chat with him on MSN anymore. Sigh...
After that, I told him that it's best to keep a distance coz I don't want to lose a friend like him. If we continue to be so close together, in the end his gf will force him to choose either her, or me! Hehehe... So, I told him that I will not call him for anything anymore. Unless he has really important things to tell me, then he can call me. But I will not talk to him that often even if I go to any parties with him. He said that he feels so sad, how come he cannot keep his close friend??!! LoL!!!
After he left, I feel so sad. It feels like a break up that I feel like crying so much!!! Normally when I am bored at home, I would call him out for lunch or coffee. Or sometimes we will drop by some other friends' house to talk shit there. Now, I can no longer go out too often with that gang because of his gf. Sigh... sianz.... why it has to be me? I am gonna be so fucking lonely this time!! Sob Sob!!!
sOphia.G
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007 
7:28:00 PM 
