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I am feeling so old now, especially talking about serious topics. Every time when I chat with friends on MSN or when I called back to Malaysia for holidays, everyone around me is talking about getting married, someone gave birth to a baby boy or baby girl, working life, etc. I still remember last time when I was younger, we always talk about boys, who is going with who, parties, birthdays, etc.
Well, I am still talking about parties, boys and birthdays with friends here coz I am still at uni. But once I started to chat with my friends the same age or older than me, the topics will be so much different!!! This afternoon I was chatting with four of my college friends, we were chatting at the same MSN chat room.
So... One of them is getting married next year June, another one is getting married next year July, another has already married last year and one more is planning to get married. Phew... Then everyone was discussing about their wedding receptions, this and that. I felt so lost!! Since all of us are invited to one of the girl's wedding next year in Brisbane, we were discussing about the accommodations and the places we can go for a visit over there.
Then suddenly the topic changed to focusing on me. My partner in crime during college days, RL, also getting married next year July, she said that no matter what happen, I have to go to her wedding reception since we were so close to each other last time. Then, she added,"Must bring partner loh. Must be a male partner." Damn!!! I knew it!! Then the whole conversation was about me and my bf. Sianz.
I told them that I don't think I will be able to bring my bf along since he will be in Singapore. Unless I bring my gay friend from Sydney if he is free, or my best buddy Jacque.... Hahahaha... If Jacque decided to go to Brisbane for holidays, then she will be my partner. Hehehehe... Luckily she said that if I can't bring a male partner, I can always bring a friend or go alone, which she thinks it's kinda pathetic! CB!!! Always looking for a way to shoot me.
Then they started to ask me about my bf, I started to tell them how bad it is that I don't really care that much. Then the whole thing went on for close to 2 hours talking about who and who's bfs suck, a bad guy, etc. So fucking sianz. The conclusion is... they asked me to change a bf, since I always change bf anyway. See... they are wrong this time. I am with him for close to 4 years now. Where got always change bf right? That's why they always start the bf conversation with --- "Are you still with the same guy?" Hahaha... Kaoz... Me is a good girl ok? Heehehe...
They kept asking me when is my turn to get married, my family side like my mum and aunts also keep asking me about this question!!!! Urgghh... SHUT UP!!!!!!!!! I am only 26 years old, not 36 years old!!!!!! So don't worry too much!!!! There are a lot of girls who are 30 years and above and are still single, living alone, have lunch and dinner alone, masturbate every night, etc!!! ^_^ So, I hate people asking me that fucking question. Come on, I am still at uni loh. What the hell...
I know that all of them are worried for me but there's nothing to worry about. Just as long as I can take good care of myself rather than having a husband who treat me like shit. I will be doomed!!! Especially when you have the devil's kids, it's even harder to walk out. So, I am 80% happy with my life now. It's all good!!! Woot!! Woot!! I will start going for a desperate men hunt when I hit 28!! =)
sOphia.G
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Friday, December 14, 2007 
9:07:00 PM 
