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Woke up in the morning feeling down, again! I hate my life sometimes. So, I decided to listen to chinese love song and cried for an hour. This made me so much better after that. Actually I have finished my cigarretes last night and I told myself that maybe it's about time to quit smoking.
In the end, I drove out to the convenient store to get a packet of cigarette for myself. Damn!! I have cut down on smoking for a year!! I only smoked 5 sticks in a day last year, I didn't even smoke when I was in Malaysia. Well, only when I went clubbing with friends. Then I came back here started to smoke like hell. I think this one whole month, I smoke almost a packet in a day! That's why I fall sick twice, I had sore throat a few times coz suddenly my body couldn't take the HUGE amount of nicotine in a day!
Yvanna told me that she has quit smoking coz she saw people dying becoz of lung cancer, she doesn't wanna die young, she still has a lot of things to do in her life. Well, to me... I do scared of dying or getting cancer becoz of smoking. I do feel scared when I look at those horrible disease that I may get due to smoking. But... sometimes I just need to smoke to ease my pain and depression.
Yeah, I know what you guys gonna say. I should take up exercise to ease my pain and depression. But... don't you think just walk out from your door and take a 3 mins puff is better than going out for a jog?? ^_^ I am not encouraging anyone to smoke here. Smoking is BAD for you!!! Don't smoke!!! How I wish that I never take the first puff last time, I find it hard to quit now. I need the determination to quit, really must quit smoking this year!!
Last night, when I was on my way to Northbridge to meet up with Jacque for dinner. I was pulled over by a police coz I didn't stop my car when the traffic light turns to yellow. It's yellow, not red!! I was scared at first coz he asked me whether the car belongs to me. I thought he was gonna give me a yellow sticker for some of my illegal car modifications. But heng, he gave me a warning this time and asked me to slow down and stop when the traffic light turns to yellow or red.
Had a great time with Jacque and gang at the karaoke, again! Last night was my 7th time at karaoke. I should apply for V.I.P member at the karaoke! Hahahaha... Drank a bit, played some new games. I wanted to leave after one hour, but in the end I ended up staying till 4a.m.!!! I am so addicted to karaoke, addicted to smoking, addicted to my 'kukunaden'... Surprisingly, I never even think of going clubbing this time!
sOphia.G
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Sunday, March 11, 2007 
6:53:00 PM 
