my advise is not too put too much hope on this current relationship. go on with your life and study hard. that's the main purpose in your life. don't always expect other people to love you more because you are the one who should love yourself more.

it is obvious that he loves himself more, that's why he doesn't really care whether you are beside him or whether you call/message him. because he sees himself everyday! so, you ought to love yourself first, in order for other people to love you. you will feel happy when you think about your own feelings!

but after chatting with you last month, i think you are tougher this time. at least you don't cry because of him. if he doesn't care replying your calls and messages, nor does he care about where you go.. then you don't have to tell him anything.

just do what makes you happy, do what you want. since you guys are not married yet, he has no rights to control your life. bebz, remember what's the main purpose that you are taking this second degree! work hard for it!

if i were you, i study hard, get my pr, and dump him! you don't need him in your life because you survive well even if he doesn't help you with anything! or even if he is not beside you, you are doing great!

By  Anonymous, at January 24, 2007 3:16 PM  

one more thing,i will always be there for you! hugz!

By  Anonymous, at January 24, 2007 3:19 PM  

dun worry abt me lah.. seriously i cant be bothered. tats why i din even send him messages or call him for a long time!!! coz i dun see a point in doing all this if he doesnt wanna make any effort doing those.

i lost hope on him lah. and seriously i think he doesnt miss me at all. coz i think tat if he really loves me or really cares abt me, he would at least message me or even call me a few times in a week to ask abt me. but he din...

it shows tat im nothing to him. and i can feel tat he doesnt love me tat much lah. im more like a .... companionship to him nia! sad hor... let it be and see how it goes loh.

By  *~sOphx~*, at January 25, 2007 1:52 AM  

uiii..

this entry is so meaningful leh.

but like ur friend cookie said; there is no point whatsoever to even stress over your relationship right now. i mean you have a purpose for undertaking another degree right! therefore, pursue it, i mean, yes, your relationship is in some ways important, but dont you think that your degree will take you further in life?

like you said ` not happy, change loh. if you think that way, im here to support you 100%. cos in my opinion, if my bf was like that now, i really dont think i can tahan him- especially if i am inserting so much effort and he is giving me shit back. get it ?

and i am supporting you as much as i can =)

just dont even hope for a phone call from him. and i told you that time at maccas, - your bf only cares abt himself, not so much abt u. ;p

even i can care more for you then anyone else leh [ besides ur family la rite! haah]

so babe.

come back to perth and relax with ur dog =D

<3

By  _jacque;, at January 28, 2007 2:52 PM  

jacque babe... thank u so much for the support!!! really appreciate that!! yeah, i agree with u tat there;s another purpose tat im taking second degree now.. tats why i keep telling myself not to think too much.

coz by graduating frm this second degree will take me further in life. so, im not gonna think too much lah! well, at least i will try my very best not to think too much! sometimes it's hard to control the head!^^

my friends here also asked me not to hope for any phone calls frm him... so sad u know.. one month never call and never message me... i should get numb pretty soon lah! but the only question that keeps playing in my mind is "doesnt he cares abt me? doesnt he wanna know how am i doing now?" SIGH!!!

yeah, even u guys care more abt me than him!!! he is a selfish prick!!! anyway, love u babes so much!!!! im going back soon... 6 more days! woo hoo!!!

By  *~sOphx~*, at January 30, 2007 5:39 AM  

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