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This morning I woke up with crazy and really bad mood, I think I am a crazy woman!! I released my anger on Lexx, felt so bad when I was driving to the uni. I was shouting at him when he blocked my way, then hit him twice!! Damn! I still feel guilty now!! Well, I guess I should just forget about it and make sure that I don't bully him that way again. Dogs tend to forget things easily, they are not like humans!! How I wish I can forgive and forget. But I know I can't, never will.
Then my first workshop was canceled this morning, made me even more angry!! I had a feeling that I really wanna kill someone right away, then the way I drove to uni and back home was crazy!!! But after awhile, I kept asking myself to cool down and relax a bit. Maybe because last night I didn't get enough sleep coz I went to bed at around 12.30am and Darrel said he couldn't sleep. So, he kept walking in and out of the room, unpacking his luggage and my sleep was disturbed by all this stupid things!!
Met up with Windi and Jindi, then realized that they both quarreled because of car and who has won more toys at Perth Royal Show. Nbz!! Feel like fucking give them both a slap and wake them up! I mean, they are sisters!! Twins leh!! Then they are calling each other bitch, and fuck here and there... sigh!! Windi told me that this has been going on for a few days and she doesn't think that they will never be in good term. Oh well, even if I did quarrel with my sisters and brothers back in Malaysia, but in less than one hour, we were in good term. I really don't understand who can hate their brothers and sisters so deeply.
Anyway, my mood has turned from bad to good by the time I finished all my classes!! Phew... Then I saw Kee Chi and Vernon at the carpark, Vernon said that he likes my car and he thinks that the body kit is very nice. But... the rims are ungly!! Hahaha.. Aijor, no money to change mah!! That's why all wheels look like spare tyres!!
Kee Chi said that after the Godskitchen event, he felt a bit weird and he had been having three days of "farkedupness"! Hahaha...I agree with him actually, coz I did have the "farkedupness" feelings for a few days!!! The side effect of getting old and partying too much I reckon!! Must retire earlier from the clubbing scenes!!! Hehehe...
sOphia.G
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 
4:58:00 PM 
