Now I have the whole house to myself!! Oppss... and Lexx!! Hehehe... I could feel the instant loneliness this morning when I hug and kissed Darrel good-bye at the airport. I am sure gonna miss him like hell!!! It's only 4 hours since the last time I saw Darrel and I am feeling uncomfortable. How am I gonna spend this three weeks by myself with Lexx?? I think I am going to start learning how to speak dog language!!! ^_^
I went to Garden City just now to pay my bills. Overall I have paid $455 for my RAC car insurance, RAC roadside assistance, mobile phone bill and the AAPT phone bills!! Damn it!! I hate August!! Every time my money finishes so fast in August!! Actually it's a really bad idea to pay my bills at Garden City. Why?? I passed by the bag shop... and guess what?? I bought three new bags, then went to the newsagency to grab two magazines and also bought my royal jelly that my mum asked me to buy. I stopped by Gloria Jeans for my iced latte! Yum~~
So, what am I going to do now? I think later I am going to clean up my room, keep all my clothes and Darrel's clothes. I am definately going to change the bed sheet coz it's been two months since the last time it was changed!! Darrel and I were both feeling a bit itchy for the past few days. I think the bed is really dirty right now!! Then at night, maybe I will do some revision. Hopefully I will "remember" to study and not spending my time doing useless things online.
Actually I should be fine not having Darrel around me. This is because normally when he is at home, he will be in his room and I will be in my own room. Unless I want to go to the toilet or want to have a puff, then only I will see him or talk to him. But I will miss having someone sleeping beside me at night. I was thinking... should I let Lexx sleeps in Darrel's room with me?? Hmmm... still thinking!! Now it's still day time and I am not feeling anything. Hopefully I will not feel scared when the night time comes.
The funniest thing is... This is my first time being alone for the 25 years of my life!! I should learn to be more independent. This three weeks is going to be a challenge to me! Perhaps I should go out with my friends if they ask me out. When Darrel was around, I always push them away coz I always want to come home earlier to spend some time with Darrel. Don't wanna be like a stray dog! muahahaa...
Anyway... one more hour till my pipu reaches Singapore!! I miss him sooooo much!!! Sob...
Thursday, August 03, 2006 
3:42:00 PM 
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