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Finally I have managed to finish my Accounting work!!! I didn't borrow the tutorial work from Windi, I did the whole thing myself! I think I spent 3 hours doing the tutorial questions!! I nearly died!! Muahahah... Anyway, the worst thing is... I can't sleep now due to the coffee intake for today. Sigh... And I have an early class tomorrow! Well, maybe I should just wait till Darrel comes back from clubbing.
He told me that he went out for dinner with Jillia and Sharon, then going to chill out at somewhere. Then later on he said that he is going clubbing with them. Wow, I am impressed!! So many activities. The one little thing that I hate about Darrel is... I think that he doesn't really want to bring me out to the public or hang out with his friends, or he simply think that it's a burden bringing me out.
Why did I say so??
This is because every time when I went to Singapore, normally I will stay there for two weeks the most, and he hardly bring me out with his friends or anywhere. Maybe like clubbing one time, go out with friends one time, shopping one time... that's all. His excuse was he cannot go out too often coz his parents don't really like it. The thing that he has said to me before has contradicted what he is now. Ever since he went back to Singapore this time, he has been going out with friends. Woah.. Lots of activities!!! But how come every time I am in Singapore, he refuses to bring me out??
Does that mean that I am a burden to him?? I always go to Singapore because I want to spend time with Darrel and also to look around Singapore. To tell you guys the truth, I hardly go around Singapore for food and shopping. Every time when i go there, I am always at Darrel's house. My Malaysia life is better than that 100 times, opps not... 1000 times!!! I am not mad at Darrel that he is going out so often with friends in Singapore. Since he hardly go out in Perth and he deserves to have a good time in Singapore.
The main problem here is...
Why every time when I go to Singapore, he hardly bring me out??
Why every time when he is Singapore alone, he tends to have so many activities. This is definately not a fucking coincident!! It's an excuse!!
And when I was in Singapore, I complained to him that he hardly brings me out, he will become mad. Said that I always like to give him pressure.
I have came out with a solution:
- Next time when he wants me to go anywhere with him in Perth, I will say that I am busy and I can't do that!
- But I will do it for my friends no matter what.
- Next time when I go to Singapore, I think I better stay at the hotel or stay at friend's house.
Phew... I am feeling much better after writing this entry. But overall, I am glad that Darrel will let me know where, when and who is he with when he goes out with his friends. I guess this is the most important thing. Oh well, just want to vent my anger that i have kept so far. =)
sOphia.G
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006 
3:20:00 AM 
