I am so happy now that my appeal is successful, it only took them two days to look at my letter. But I will be on probation this semester, which means I have to pass all my units in semester 2. Damn it!! How am I gonna be sure that I will pass all??!! Anyway, I will be signing up classes offer by the Teaching and Learning Centre at uni to learn how to to study smart, not study hard. Maybe I am just suck in studying. Actually Maria is asking me to do Taxation during summer course coz it will be easier. But I have nothing to study for this semester if I have to study that unit suring summer. The worst thing is, she told me that if I think Company Law is difficult, Taxation will be double difficult. NBCB!! Anyway, I still hope that Comapny Law will be offered during the summer.
I still went for counseling as I don't want the counselor to think that I am making use of her. I told her a lot about my childhood in Malaysia and it makes me sad. I nearly cried in during counseling. She said that I have low self-esteem and gave me something to read to improve myself. Hmm... Do I really have low self-esteem?? She even asked me to write a letter to my father to release all my angers and emotional thingy. But this letter can never be sent to my father. Muahaha... One more thing she said about me was... she said I was emotionally drained. Coz I have so many things happened in my life. It's true that I am emotionally drained, but I guess I am doing alrite now.
Tomorrow is my birthday, Yay!! I told my mum that I have to treat my friends something to eat. Then my mum said that I am the birthday girl, my friends are the one who should treat me, not the other way round. Then I told her that it's very different now, every time when my birthday is coming soon... I will be having lots of friends asking me "Eh, birthday coming liao hor... when gonna treat us makan??" I told her most of the time the birthday person has to treat all their friends. That's weird right?? This I have to blame the person who came out with this stupid idea of having a birthday party. When you are having a birthday party, your friends will be invited to your home with gifts. Guess who is paying for food and drinks?? The fucking host or birthday person lah!! So, damn birthday parties!!! (But having a birthday party when you were young was fun lah. Muahahaha...) Ok, that was very random!! Ignore me! =)
So many things to prepare now before the uni starts. Need to apply for student working permit, look for a part-time job, change my car insurance plan, change my tyres and rims, call doggy dog bath for Lexx, plan out my studies... Wish I have more time!! In the meanwhile, I am so lazy to upload my Sydney/Melbourne pics here. How how????? Since my money has came in... this means... Time to ebay!!! Woot!!!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 
6:27:00 PM 
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